Caleb 86 - Working Girl
I wasn't sure if I was surprised or not when Sarah and Arnie slept in their room that night. It didn't upset me at all and since they'd not really had a lot of time together during the week, or at least not time where they could indulge themselves in each other, I guessed they had some catching up to do.
Mary and Amanda had been asleep in a sweaty heap in the bedroom when we'd gotten back from the supermarket. I'd had to wake them so they could shower and get ready for dinner. Josh and Louise were in a slightly better state, but not by much. When I'd knocked on their door after waking the twins, they invited me in. I found them both in a very aroused state and looking at me like lions eyeing a herd of zebra. I laughed and told them that Ness was starting dinner. Louise's moue of disappointment made me laugh even more.
Throughout dinner I watched Arnie, trying to see if he had any regrets about what had gone on but, if anything, he seemed more relaxed around us all than he had been before. It was like he'd had his lightbulb moment and he seemed to be perfectly happy with his and Sarah's lives.
On Sunday we did the rest of the shopping. Arnie was flying, so he'd left reasonably early, although he'd not got up with Sarah when she, Melanie, and I went out to exercise. We'd forgone our run and had done some martial arts work in the back yard. I'd decided that I'd take them both to the Dojo and ask Kevin to take over their training. Perhaps one or both of them could take over the evening classes that I'd been taking, since my time was becoming even more strained, despite the fact I'd dropped all my school hypnotherapy sessions and all but one of my college classes.
I spent the afternoon finishing up a couple of assignments that needed to be handed in that week and emailed them to the relevant professors.
We had four weeks to go before the Christmas holidays and I couldn't wait. In fact, I was, now, merely marking time before I could finally leave school and looking forward to the next stage in my life.
Sunday evening, I was out having my usual beer when Chris and Jane came out into the yard.
"Where's the bundle of joy?" I asked.
"Asleep," Jane said. "I put her down just after seven, and she's fast asleep. That's two nights in a row now, and this morning she slept until almost six."
"Excellent," I said. "It seems to be working."
Chris nodded. "It seems so," he said.
He and Jane exchanged a glance.
"I got the job," he opened.
"Congratulations," I said. "When do you start?"
"Next Monday," he said. "But I have to spend a month working in the office to be trained, before I can start my working from home rotation of four weeks at home and one in the office."
"You have to stay there for a whole month?" I asked.
"I think after the second week," he said, "I'll be able to come home weekends."
"That's something," I said.
"I was wondering if I could ask you a favor?" he said.
"Sure," I replied, my mind still going over my own thoughts about what had happened over the weekend.
"Will you keep an eye out for Jane?" he said. "And help her out if she needs it?"
"Sure," I said. Again, still not paying full attention. It was then I caught the full meaning of his words.
"Wait," I said. "You mean?"
"She's only just starting to relax," he explained. "Getting all frustrated and wound up again isn't going to help."
"You're only going away for two weeks," I said. "Surely..."
"I'm not saying she will," he explained hurriedly, "but sometimes, you know, she gets a little 'stressed' and needs to unwind."
I sighed.
"I'm not sure that's a good idea if you're not here," I said. "These kinds of things can blow up in your face."
"I'm not going to want to leave Chris for you," she said with a smile.
"No," I said. "But you are hoping that maybe I'll give you another baby. No?"
Both of their eyes widened.
"How did you...?" Chris asked at the same time as his wife said.
"What?"
I shook my head.
"Look," I said. "I'm not quite a dumb as I look. I suspected the night of the party that's what you had in mind. I got the impression that night, and Chris just confirmed it. I'm fairly sure that you're not trying to trap me into anything, and I don't know if it's some kind of fetish, or that Chris has an issue, but there's two things you need to know. First, I can't get you pregnant. I'm sterile. That's one reason that I am not overly worried about using protection. I know I'm clean and I know I can't impregnate anyone, so it's all good for me."
"You're sterile?" asked Jane. "You poor thing."
I shrugged. "It is what it is," I said. "If and when I'm ready for a family I'll have to figure something out. But right now, I'm not there.
"We weren't trying to trap you into anything," said Chris. "We just both really liked you and thought we'd like you to be a father to our next child."
"Is Kirsty yours?" I asked.
"If you're asking if I'm her biological dad, the answer is, I don't know, nor do I want to. If you're asking if she's my daughter, then of course she is. I love her more than anything in the world. Just as I would have loved any child Jane had conceived with you, had that been possible.
"I'll admit that it is a bit of a fetish of mine, having my wife impregnated by another man, especially as I'm not exactly the most fertile man around. I can potentially have a child, but the chances are low. But we do want more children, and... well..."
"Don't you think it would have been better to ask?" I asked.
Chris looked down.
"It was a spur of the moment thing," said Jane. "Honestly, I didn't plan it. We were at the party, and Kirsty wasn't settling, and Chris told me to ask you. Then we just looked at each other and I knew that he and I were thinking the same thing.
"Then we were over in our house, and you were inside me and... well... it was just so wonderful."
"Spur of the moment?" I asked. "I thought you were on the pill?"
"IUD," she said. "After what happened, Chris and I decided that we wanted to ask you to help us with another child. I went to my doctor, and had it taken out, so we'd be ready after we'd spoken. Then at the party, things just happened, and..."
"Well, I'm sorry to disappoint you," I said. "But now you know."
"What was the other thing?" Jane asked.
"What?" I asked.
"You said there were two things we needed to know?" she pressed.
"I have four fiancées," I said. "Each of whom deserves the opportunity to be the one who bears my first child. I'm a little unhappy that you'd want to steal that from them."
"Ah," said Chris. "I...We never considered that. We just thought..."
"You thought that a horny youth wouldn't even consider the consequences of having unprotected sex?" I asked.
"I'm sorry," he said. "We didn't think it through, but..."
"I like you Caleb," Jane interjected. "We both do, and I like being with you. I know we should have asked before trying to get you to give me a child but, like I said, it was a moment of madness, spur of the moment thing. Always, up to now, with any other guys, we've always discussed it at length before trying. I was honestly going to talk to you about it, but we kind of got carried away."
"Well," I said, "like I said, it's not going to happen, not by me at least."
"Now you're mad at us, at me?" asked Jane.
"Not mad," I said. "Just disappointed that you'd do something like that without talking to me first. Even if what you say is true, and you intended to just bring the child up as yours, it would be my child. You'd be taking away my choice about being involved in the life of my own flesh and blood."
"But we'd have..." said Chris but stopped. I'm not sure what he was going to say, and I'm not sure he knew either.
I stood up.
"Congratulations on your new job," I said to him. "Goodnight."
I felt their eyes on me as I walked into the house.
"You okay?" asked Ness as I came back into the kitchen. I smiled at her.
"Yeah," I said. "Just setting some boundaries with the neighbors is all."
"That's a first," she said.
"They were hoping that I was going to impregnate Jane for them," I told her.
"They asked you that?" she said.
I shook my head. "No," I said. "That's one of the problems. If they'd asked me then I might have thought about it, although I really think it's only fair that my first child is with one of you guys, not someone who's probably going to disappear out of our lives in a year or so."
Ness nodded. "I agree," she said. "Were they planning on stinging you for maintenance and stuff?"
"I don't think so," I said. "I don't think they were being maliciously dishonest. They just want another kid, Carl is not particularly fertile, and they like me. One plus one plus one equals three. They just didn't think to consult one of the ones before acting.
"So what did you tell them?" she asked.
"I told them I was sterile," I told her, "which is true. I also told them that I thought it was wrong of them to try and do that without asking first."
"So does that mean that the swapping thing is off?" she asked.
"I don't know," I said. "I don't think so. At least they say not. They say it was a 'spur of the moment' decision and that they'd normally ask first." I shrugged. "I'm just not sure I trust them anymore, and if I don't trust someone, why would I sleep with them?"
"Makes sense," she said. "You're at your most vulnerable when you're being intimate with someone."
"I don't think they'd try to hurt me, but I've kind of lost all the attraction I had for them. Maybe that will be enough to dampen the Empathic attraction they are feeling for me at least.
"Maybe Melanie and the twins will be enough for them, and they can have some fun. I'm just not particularly interested any more."
"You still love Kirsty though, right?" she asked.
"Love?" I asked. "I'm not sure..."
"Stop deluding yourself." Ness said. "I've seen you holding that little girl. I doubt you could love her more if she were your own. Like Jeevan said, you're emotionally vulnerable to children. If you build up any relationship at all with them, you'll end up loving them, and they you."
"That doesn't help," I said. "What's going to happen when we move back to the other house, or they move away? I'm going to lose her. A child I have no right to love in the first place."
"I guess that's one of the down sides of being a power user and an empath," she said sadly. "I guess you're in for a lot of sadness in your life. Not just from things like this, but also that you're going to outlive a lot of your friends, loves, and lovers."
I sighed.
"Weren't you supposed to be cheering me up?" I asked her with a wry smile.
"Oh?" she said sounding surprised. "Was it not working?"