Authors Note:
As always, my thanks to Dr Mark for his tireless work and input, and to those of you who support me wherever that may be.
At various points in the story - there has been feedback left about Law enforcement -- the term ACAB has been bandied about and if you don't know what that means then be happy. I personally do not subscribe to that view -- and as a first responder medic, have worked very closely with law enforcement many times and found them to be people like any other occupation -- some are good, some are bad but the majority I have worked with have been amazing people doing a great job under very difficult circumstances.
However, in this chapter -- I do show the other side of the coin -- there are some bad cops -- I do not tar every LEO with this brush -- but it is sadly part of reality.
Finally - I said at the beginning of this story - that my MC was Pansexual - and as such there would be elements of M/M sex. You knew that when you started reading, so stop complaining about it. It is'nt going to change - if you dont like it - dont read it.
PM
Chapter 57 - Sister
We'd booked a table in an Italian restaurant for that evening. Melanie had been in restaurants before; sometimes her 'gentlemen' liked to play that they'd wined and dined her before slaking their lusts.
She'd never been to any restaurants in Portland though, since she was no longer fresh, her clientele were less discerning. She was lucky if she got to use a bed, or even the back seat of a car. Mostly, recently, it had been back alleys and doorways.
I'd been so angry when she'd told me. I'd wanted to hurt someone or something. I wanted to find the woman who'd stolen my poor sister away from her loving family and subjected her to such a horrendous ordeal. But she was no longer around. My next targets, then, were the men who had used and abused her, but Melanie had said simply that if it weren't for those men she would have starved to death. In the end I just held her, swearing oath after oath that as long as I had breath in my body, nobody was going to hurt my baby sister ever again.
When we got to the restaurant, they'd pushed some tables together to make a long single table, where we all seated ourselves. Strangely, or maybe not so strangely, we all ended up in exactly the positions we sat in at home, with me at the head.
I marvelled at the need for people to have such regimentation in their lives, being quietly amused at them until I realized that I, too, had simply gone to my usual seat. A line from Dead Poet's Society ran through my mind -- 'Why were you clapping?' - and then I laughed at myself too.
We'd all been served a round of drinks, most of us drinking soda since most were underage. I, too, chose a soda since I was driving one of the cars and never had so much as a single beer any time I got behind the wheel.
We were examining the menus, Melanie delighted at the thought of being able to read hers, but being a little confused since the part of the menu she was looking at was in Italian. She was sitting next to Josh who looked over and noticed. He drew her attention to his menu, showing her where the English selections were, and she smiled at him in thanks, turning the page until she found one that she could read.
The food at the restaurant was really good, and Melanie had a lot of fun trying all kinds of things she'd never had before. By the time she was done, she was moaning, her belly looking like she was a few months pregnant. I was convinced she'd tried everyone's meals, and nobody begrudged her a single mouthful.
When we got home, I spent a few minutes persuading her body to absorb all the calories she'd eaten and to distribute them properly. That helped her avoid becoming sick, and also sped up her recovery.
"Melanie," I said. We were lying in bed, she having decided to accompany me when I'd retired.
"Hmm?" she looked up at me, her head resting on my shoulder.
"Would you like me to make it so you are not able to get pregnant," I said, "until you decide you want to?"
She smirked at me. "Is that a hint?" she asked. I laughed.
"Not at all," I said. "But I imagine that at some point you're going to want to have sex. And unless you want to start a family right away..."
She thought about it for a few minutes.
"I do want children," she said. "I want to prove to myself that I can be a better mother than I had."
I hugged her to me.
"If you do," she asked, "Does that me we can..."
"You're my sister," I said. "Does that not worry you?"
"Half-sister," she said. "And I'm not talking about having babies with you, yet. But you make me feel safe, and warm, and wanted. I trust you Caleb, and I know that you would never hurt me."
"There are lots of men," I said, "who would never hurt you. I don't want you thinking that you owe me..."
"But I do..." she insisted. "A week ago, I was cold and hungry, wondering where my next meal was coming from, scared that I would get knifed for my shoes or my jacket, and it was getting to be that the only ones that would pay me for sex were the really sick old pervs that wanted to do sick stuff to me.
"Now I'm warm, safe, sleeping in a soft bed with clean sheets, plenty to eat, and..."
"And it's only what you deserve," I said. "You don't have to feel that you owe me, or any of us, anything for that. We love you, Sis, and no matter what happens, we're all going to look after you. You don't have to 'pay your way' with sex, or anything else. You need to reset your thinking, your baseline.
"I am only giving you what you are entitled to by right. You are my sister and I OWE it to you to keep you safe, and warm, and well fed. I've been lax in my duties so far and I'm so very sorry."
She snuggled in, resting her head back down on my shoulder once more.
"I love you," she whispered, so quiet that I almost didn't hear her. I got the feeling that she hadn't really wanted me to hear it, and so I didn't respond. I merely flexed my power, rolling feelings of safety, security, and love over us both, before allowing myself to drift off to sleep.
I woke, briefly, later when the other girls came to bed.
I heard a whispered conversation between Melanie and Amanda.
"So how was it?" Amanda asked.
"We didn't," said Melanie.
"Why not?" asked Amanda.