She's with him.
The thought sent my mind reeling, the emotions I'd been fighting to hold back flooding through like a gushing river through a broken dam.
"Oh fuck..."
My hand dug into the arm of the couch, fingers clenched tight like I was holding onto a life raft. Then, I was on my feet and heading for the bedroom.
Through the door. Upside down phone on the bedside table. Picking it up. Pressing the power button and holding, waiting for the screen to begin to glow to life.
Why would she?
My thoughts were fractured with worry.
... how could she?
I had been avoiding my phone for a day and a night, but now it might be the only place I could get a clue what Julia had been up to. What she had been
thinking.
There was someone coming into the bedroom behind me as I turned and dropped myself down onto the bed, staring at the phone. I had a vague idea that Lena was talking to me. But I wasn't focused on her. The phone in my hand, slowly illuminating my face as it glowed to life, was the absolute center of my attention.
She's with him.
And they were looking for me.
Maybe.
The principal had said "we'll find him". I wasn't sure who else Julia could be looking for. I stabbed my code into the touchscreen, so fast that my fingers fumbled it and I had to take a slow, unsteady breath before I did it again.
Home screen blinking to life. Notifications rolling down across the top third of my screen.
Message from Julia. Message from Julia. Missed call from Julia. Message from Julia...
I had a dozen missed calls, at least. More messages. I made myself numb and opened the app. I scrolled up, forcing myself not to read them until I got back to the top, where they all began. The time stamp was in the early morning, yesterday.
MITCH! What's going on?
That would have been after I'd told her we were breaking up, then disappeared from our apartment with a strange young woman. I'd missed several calls as Lena had driven us away. Then more texts.
Where are you?
Please tell me what's happening?
I could read as her fear and uncertainty turned to anger.
What the HELL! I can't believe this. Are you ignoring your phone? You asshole. What the hell is going on? Who did you leave with?
Several more missed calls. Several more texts. Her anger turning to uncertainty again. And sadness.
Please... Please tell me what's happening... I'm so confused. Where did you go? Why did you go?
What did I do wrong?
I felt like I was reliving that night, but from her perspective. Sitting alone in the dark in our apartment with her phone as the only possible link to her missing boyfriend. Her fleeing boyfriend.
The messages continued. Raging at me. Begging me to pick up the phone. To just respond once to a text. To let me know that I was okay. I swallowed, my heart hurting more with every beat. I skimmed to the end. I couldn't read those right now. I wasn't sure if I would ever be able to. I had been terrible to her, but that wasn't what I needed to know. I already knew that.
I needed to know why she was...
Ah.
Here it was. Right at the end.
Fine.
She was fed up. I could practically hear her frustrated snarl through the message.
Fine. Just be that way then. Fine. I'm going to find out what's going on. And I know where to go. Where all of this fucking shit started.
I closed my eyes, clicking the phone screen off with my thumb, and wished that, for once, Jules hadn't been so smart. But she was. She knew when I'd started acting strange, and she knew that the Academy must be at the root of it all. I rested the cold screen against my forehead and tried to push away the ache in my chest.
"Mitch..." Lena's voice was close, and I felt her shift on the edge of the mattress beside me. I wasn't really sure how long she'd been sitting there. Or how long I'd been sitting here, reading and reliving my breakup.
I glanced over when the blonde's hand brushed softly across my hunched shoulders. "Yeah?" I wasn't surprised that I felt like crap, but it still felt like I'd been ambushed by the feelings that were pounding through me with my pulse.
"You can't be like this." There was a firmness to her voice that surprised me.
I blinked.
"I need you," she continued, shaking my shoulder a little, like she was trying to snap me out of it. "We all need you. Harrison says that Principal Clayton is on his way here right now, and we need to be ready when he arrives.
You
need to be ready..." Lena trailed off, eyes flickering between the phone screen and my face. It was dark in here, the curtains still drawn against the morning light. "I know you can't be feeling good right now, but you've got to forget about all of that. You have to be in control." A small smile. "Can you do that for us? For me?"
A part of me warmed at Lena's affection and caring, and it struggled with the part that felt stabbed by a shard of ice at my student's words.
For me...
I shook my head to clear it. "I can do that," I croaked. Then, I pushed myself up. I stood next to the young woman in the dark, looking down at her. I wanted to kiss her, to thank her for her firm understanding. I wanted not to kiss her, because my thoughts were full of Julia. Instead, I simply nodded, then strode out into the living room.
We didn't have much time. But I would make sure we were ready.
Two heads turned my way as I entered. Harrison and Danielle had been sitting in an oddly companionable silence, sipping coffee and lost in their own thoughts.
"Alright, guys," I said. I rubbed my hands together. "Time to put the rest of the plan in motion."
Danielle nodded, stood and headed out the front door of Harrison's suite. She had her own assignment. Harrison and I, meanwhile, had to go over his part in our little drama. He had known what to do on the phone, but I hadn't wanted to plan too far in advance in case the call revealed new information. Which it had. Lena watched, arms crossed and a slight frown on her face, as Harrison repeated the plan back to me with an indulgent smile.