She's with him.
The thought sent my mind reeling, the emotions I'd been fighting to hold back flooding through like a gushing river through a broken dam.
"Oh fuck..."
My hand dug into the arm of the couch, fingers clenched tight like I was holding onto a life raft. Then, I was on my feet and heading for the bedroom.
Through the door. Upside down phone on the bedside table. Picking it up. Pressing the power button and holding, waiting for the screen to begin to glow to life.
Why would she?
My thoughts were fractured with worry.
... how could she?
I had been avoiding my phone for a day and a night, but now it might be the only place I could get a clue what Julia had been up to. What she had been
thinking.
There was someone coming into the bedroom behind me as I turned and dropped myself down onto the bed, staring at the phone. I had a vague idea that Lena was talking to me. But I wasn't focused on her. The phone in my hand, slowly illuminating my face as it glowed to life, was the absolute center of my attention.
She's with him.
And they were looking for me.
Maybe.
The principal had said "we'll find him". I wasn't sure who else Julia could be looking for. I stabbed my code into the touchscreen, so fast that my fingers fumbled it and I had to take a slow, unsteady breath before I did it again.
Home screen blinking to life. Notifications rolling down across the top third of my screen.
Message from Julia. Message from Julia. Missed call from Julia. Message from Julia...
I had a dozen missed calls, at least. More messages. I made myself numb and opened the app. I scrolled up, forcing myself not to read them until I got back to the top, where they all began. The time stamp was in the early morning, yesterday.
MITCH! What's going on?
That would have been after I'd told her we were breaking up, then disappeared from our apartment with a strange young woman. I'd missed several calls as Lena had driven us away. Then more texts.
Where are you?
Please tell me what's happening?
I could read as her fear and uncertainty turned to anger.
What the HELL! I can't believe this. Are you ignoring your phone? You asshole. What the hell is going on? Who did you leave with?
Several more missed calls. Several more texts. Her anger turning to uncertainty again. And sadness.
Please... Please tell me what's happening... I'm so confused. Where did you go? Why did you go?
What did I do wrong?
I felt like I was reliving that night, but from her perspective. Sitting alone in the dark in our apartment with her phone as the only possible link to her missing boyfriend. Her fleeing boyfriend.
The messages continued. Raging at me. Begging me to pick up the phone. To just respond once to a text. To let me know that I was okay. I swallowed, my heart hurting more with every beat. I skimmed to the end. I couldn't read those right now. I wasn't sure if I would ever be able to. I had been terrible to her, but that wasn't what I needed to know. I already knew that.
I needed to know why she was...
Ah.
Here it was. Right at the end.
Fine.
She was fed up. I could practically hear her frustrated snarl through the message.
Fine. Just be that way then. Fine. I'm going to find out what's going on. And I know where to go. Where all of this fucking shit started.
I closed my eyes, clicking the phone screen off with my thumb, and wished that, for once, Jules hadn't been so smart. But she was. She knew when I'd started acting strange, and she knew that the Academy must be at the root of it all. I rested the cold screen against my forehead and tried to push away the ache in my chest.
"Mitch..." Lena's voice was close, and I felt her shift on the edge of the mattress beside me. I wasn't really sure how long she'd been sitting there. Or how long I'd been sitting here, reading and reliving my breakup.
I glanced over when the blonde's hand brushed softly across my hunched shoulders. "Yeah?" I wasn't surprised that I felt like crap, but it still felt like I'd been ambushed by the feelings that were pounding through me with my pulse.
"You can't be like this." There was a firmness to her voice that surprised me.
I blinked.
"I need you," she continued, shaking my shoulder a little, like she was trying to snap me out of it. "We all need you. Harrison says that Principal Clayton is on his way here right now, and we need to be ready when he arrives.
You
need to be ready..." Lena trailed off, eyes flickering between the phone screen and my face. It was dark in here, the curtains still drawn against the morning light. "I know you can't be feeling good right now, but you've got to forget about all of that. You have to be in control." A small smile. "Can you do that for us? For me?"
A part of me warmed at Lena's affection and caring, and it struggled with the part that felt stabbed by a shard of ice at my student's words.
For me...
I shook my head to clear it. "I can do that," I croaked. Then, I pushed myself up. I stood next to the young woman in the dark, looking down at her. I wanted to kiss her, to thank her for her firm understanding. I wanted not to kiss her, because my thoughts were full of Julia. Instead, I simply nodded, then strode out into the living room.
We didn't have much time. But I would make sure we were ready.
Two heads turned my way as I entered. Harrison and Danielle had been sitting in an oddly companionable silence, sipping coffee and lost in their own thoughts.
"Alright, guys," I said. I rubbed my hands together. "Time to put the rest of the plan in motion."
Danielle nodded, stood and headed out the front door of Harrison's suite. She had her own assignment. Harrison and I, meanwhile, had to go over his part in our little drama. He had known what to do on the phone, but I hadn't wanted to plan too far in advance in case the call revealed new information. Which it had. Lena watched, arms crossed and a slight frown on her face, as Harrison repeated the plan back to me with an indulgent smile.
"I can do this, you know," he said, patting me on the shoulder.
My mouth made a hard line, but I tried not to brush the comment off too brusquely. While he might give off an air of calm positivity, I didn't like this man. His actions spoke for themselves. And yet I needed him.
Danielle knocked and Lena let her in as Harrison and I finished.
"Alright." I nodded to the man, then followed Lena into the short entry hallway to the left of the kitchen.
Danielle was hustling back in, a towel-wrapped object in her hands. She passed it off to Lena when I motioned to her.
"So you got it?" I raised my eyebrows and stepped aside as Lena sidled past with the bundle.
"Sure," Danielle shrugged, but I could tell she was pleased with herself.
"Good. We may need it. I hope not, though. Hopefully our side of things will go off without a hitch. Can you set us up with the cameras up like you did yesterday?"
Danielle nodded, her face growing serious. "Where do you want everything?"
I hesitated. My plan relied on Danielle's ability to access the security cameras in Harrison's suite, but we needed a safe place for us to hunker down and monitor them.
Shit,
I thought, my mind racing. Things were coming together too quickly, and Julia being thrown in the works had rattled me. Another ball for an already-overburdened juggler to try and keep in the air. Yesterday, Danielle and I had been able to monitor Harrison and Lena's conversation from the room across the hallway. But, since we didn't actually have a key, we'd been automatically locked out as soon as we'd left. We didn't have time to book another room, and it was still too early to check in, anyway.
"We're going to have to set up in this suite," I answered, and I tried to calm myself enough to consider options.
Bedroom?
No. Harrison and Clayton would be talking in the living room, so the bedroom was just too close for comfort. "The bathroom," I told her. "Just pile some towels on the floor, I suppose, and get the laptop set up. We'll watch from there, and we'll just have to hope that our visitor is too busy for a bathroom break."
Danielle nodded swiftly and started to walk past me.
"Danielle..." I said, holding up a hand. There was one more thing I needed from the dark-haired beauty.
The brunette paused, looking up into my face. Her pretty features seemed uncertain, but determined. "What's up?" she asked. She was a real find, I realized. Smart, beautiful, and wanting to do the right thing when she had the chance. Even if she was dragged into a crazy, topsy-turvy, mind-bending situation like this one.
I pulled in a breath, then stepped closer. My hand dropped, both palms caressing her hips.
Danielle's eyes widened with surprise, then her lips parted in a soft groan as my hands slipped up her sides, covering her breasts and squeezing gently.
"Oh..."
"I need to talk to Raven."
* * *
"Lena..."
The blonde turned toward me hesitantly, and I could see she was getting more and more nervous.