Being Mindful Of Her Sexuality

Grace and her four friends were on day five of the epic camping trip they had spent the past year planning. From where the bus dropped them off, they spent most of the daylight hiking, only stopping to set up camp when evening approached. But they finally reached their destination where they planned to camp for the next several days. It was a beautiful spot they found right next to a peaceful lake. They all were looking forward to relaxing after a strenuous hike to get here.

It was mid-afternoon, and Grace was sitting on logs they arranged into a circle. The sun was beating down, and it was rather hot out. As a result, she elected to wear a bikini top and some cut-off blue jean shorts. The moment was perfect. She felt so energized being in nature like this while laughing and conversing with her friends like never before. The idea for this trip came from the three guys she was with: Cullen, Vaughn, and Jett. She was platonic with all of them and had no interest in romance at the moment. One reason Grace looked so forward to this trip was to get over a bad breakup she had just a few weeks before. The last thing she needed was to start up another relationship.

The fourth friend, and only girl besides Grace, was Autumn. Grace was glad when she agreed to come along. Even though she trusted these guys, camping as the only girl would have been weird. Having Autumn join them has really made the trip feel much more relaxed.

"Dude, you totally tripped over your own feet. I don't know what else to tell you," Cullen said, laughing at a defensive Jett.

"And I'm telling you, one of you guys had to have tripped me. I'm a very agile person. I don't trip over myself," Jett said, sure of himself.

"Remember when he spilled diet coke on himself three times at dinner? You kept saying it was the waitress's fault, but you were holding the cup yourself every time it happened," Vaughn said, and everyone but Jett burst into laughter.

"Alright, alright. Let's give Jett, 'The Cat' a break. We've been ragging on him for long enough. Let's talk about something spicy. Anyone seeing anybody lately," Autumn asked the group.

"You know my situation. I'm not looking for another guy for a while," Grace said.

"I'm in a pretty long dry spell myself," Vaughn added. Cullen and Jett nodded in agreement.

"Boo, you guys are no fun. Go out and get some action, my gosh," Autumn teased.

"Yeah, well, what about you, Autumn. I haven't seen you with any guys lately," Jett retorted.

"Well... I've been busy. That's why," replied Autumn. The group laughed together upon hearing that. "Haven't we all been...

***Grace's world faded to black***

"...the worst trip to Germany ever," one of the boys was saying. Grace shook her head. What had just happened? Did she black out? No, that's not it. She was still sitting on the log, so it's not like she collapsed. She had blacked out before, and this felt very different. It was almost like she was watching a TV or movie scene fade to black, but it was her own eyes. How long was she out, though? Someone said something about a trip to Germany, which had nothing to do with the previous conversation.

Her friends didn't seem to notice either. If something had been genuinely wrong, they would have said something to her. She did notice Vaughn was staring at her chest. This was so unlike him. He was usually very respectful of Grace and didn't treat her in any sexual manner. She was wearing a bikini top, but it wasn't revealing at all. She did have rather large breasts, nearly d-cups, but that didn't excuse him staring like this. Still, she did appreciate that Vaughn was a guy and that they had urges. It would be nice if he at least tried to make it less obvious he was staring at her tits. But then she noticed Jett was also staring, and so was Cullen. Are these guys really all feeling so horny right now? But Autumn was staring, too. Oh shit, did she have a nipple poking out? They could have given her a heads-up. A slight breeze confirmed to Grace that something was definitely exposed on her chest.

She looked down and saw that her nipple was not poking out of her bikini. Rather, she was not wearing a bikini top and was fully topless. "Oh my god. My bikini top fell off. Where is it!" Grace covered her tits with her hands and darted her head around, trying to find it.

"You threw it behind yourself. It's back there," Vaughn informed her. Grace stood up and indeed found the top about three feet behind where she sat. She rushed over to it and with her back to her friends, she put it on.

"Thanks for telling me it came off, guys. Seriously, not cool," Grace complained.

"What are you talking about? You took it off yourself," Jett said.

"What do you mean I took it off myself? I did no such thing," she said as she got the bikini top hooked. She gave it one last inspection before turning around and taking her seat again.

"An hour ago, you announced to us that you wanted to feel the sun on your bare breasts and took it off. Do you really not remember this," a confused Cullen asked. Grace looked down at her phone, which said the time was 1:40 pm. She was sure it had been around 12:30 as they had just finished eating lunch. The blackout. That must have been what happened. But she had to have been fully conscious and even talking with them during that one hour.

Then, the realization hit her. She had been exposing her bare tits to her friends for over an hour. Grace was a fairly reserved girl when it came to matters of sexuality. She struggled with being intimate with her past boyfriends, having only really kissed them. Never in a million years would she expose herself like this, especially to her friends. She wanted them to think of her as a companion. Not a sex object. She also couldn't admit to them she had blacked out. That would only cause them to worry and maybe even think she is crazy.

"No, I remember. It's just I hadn't intended to go this long like that and had forgotten to put it back on. I had also hoped to keep out of view while I got some sun, but obviously, that didn't work," Grace said with a nervous laugh.

The four friends looked at her with continued confusion. Autumn broke the silence. "But you kept drawing attention to it. You invited us all to stare as much as we liked and kept sticking your chest out and shaking them. You also hinted that the boys could come sit by you and feel them if they wanted."

"But they never did, 'cause I was just joking. Right," Grace asked nervously. Having her friends see her tits on display for so long was bad enough, but if they groped them too, she would die of embarrassment.

"No... we never touched them. Are you sure you are okay," Cullen asked.

"I'm fine. Sorry if I weirded you guys out with my going topless. It's a trip, right? Trying out new things. And that was something I won't be doing again, no worries. Nobody wants to see that anyway," Grace said, trying to end the conversation.

"Don't feel bad about it, Grace. I'm not going to lie, seeing you like that was awesome. You are a beautiful woman. A lot of people would die to see what we saw. So don't feel ashamed," Jett explained as the others nodded enthusiastically in agreement. Grace's cheeks turned bright red, but finally, the conversation turned away from the topic of her tits. As they discussed plans for the evening, Grace thought more about what had happened.

The image of her half-naked body was now burned into the minds of her closest friends. Nothing could ever change that, and when she finds the right guy in the future, he won't be the first to see her body. When she is ready for that, of course. The guys were just teasing Jett relentlessly over spilling a drink. How many times would they bring up the time I flaunted my bare tits for them all to see? Grace took a deep breath. This was different, and her friends wouldn't torment her like that. But what was most distressing was how it occurred. Why did I act like such as slut when I blacked out?

"I brought my fishing pole. I could try and catch a fish for us for dinner," Cullen said.

"I'm not eating some fish you caught out of the lake. Just the thought of you cutting it open ruins my appetite," Autumn complained.

"You eat fish sticks all..."

***Grace's world faded to black***

Suddenly, Grace realized someone's tongue was in her mouth. She pulled her head back and saw that she had been making out with Autumn. "I'm sorry. Did I do something to hurt you? I didn't mean to. It's just you kept urging me to be more aggressive," Autumn exclaimed.

Grace didn't respond but instead tried to get her bearings. They were outside, sitting together on a log, and it was dusk. Autumn was in her bra and panties, and her hands were on Grace's chest. Her completely naked chest. She stood up and covered herself with her hands before realizing that her shorts were off, and she was in her panties. Grace scrambled around and found her bikini top and shorts. As she started to put them on, Autumn questioned her. "Talk to me, Grace. If I did something wrong, tell me." With her top back on, Grace realized the three boys were sitting there watching them.

"Guys, come on! Not cool to sit there being creepers on me and Autumn," Grace yelled. The three of them got defensive, holding their hands up.

Autumn stood up and defended them. "They are here because you practically insisted they be allowed to watch. You said it would be rude to kick them out of the camp area, and you wanted us to make out in the fresh air, not the tent. What the heck is going on with you?" Grace pulled her shorts up. Why had I been making out with Autumn? I'm not a lesbian, and neither is she. It's not that I wanted to make out with any of the boys, but at least that would be easier for me to understand.

"I'm sorry. Things between us just moved really fast, and I need a moment. I think my blood sugar is a bit low," Grace said, sitting down.

"Moving really fast? You spent the whole afternoon fawning over me, convincing me you have strong feelings for me. All the while, you were swinging your naked tits in my face," Autumn said, looking distressed. Grace was embarrassed to hear that she spent even more time showing off her boobs to everyone. "Not that I minded that, but still," Autumn added.

"Autumn, I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong idea. I just wanted to experiment a bit, that's all," Grace said, lying.

"You kept urging me to take off my underwear, saying you wanted to go further and show me what real love is. I was actually starting to believe you had feelings for me. I feel ashamed admitting this, but I was actually about to agree to your advances and let you fuck me," Autumn said as she paced around, still in her underwear. The boys shifted in their seats hearing this. Grace was shocked hearing that she had been pushing Autumn for lesbian sex, and even more, she was going to agree to it. If she had come to even half an hour later, she would have probably found herself tongue-deep in her friend's pussy.

"And I regret that. I wasn't in my right mind. You are beautiful, Autumn, and I really liked kissing you. But now that I think about it, I'm not ready for lesbian sex, or any sex really. Can we just go back to being friends who had some naughty fun that one-time camping," Grace pleaded.

Autumn looked at Grace, annoyed. "Fine. But stop playing with my emotions like that. It's not cool to awaken something like this in a girl and then deny her," Autumn said, sitting back down. Grace wondered what she meant by 'awaken.' She had an idea but would rather not think of her friend like that right now.

"Guys, I'm sorry that I keep making things weird. I think I'm still processing the breakup. This trip is doing me a lot of good, but obviously, I'm working through some shit. I'll keep my clothes on from here on." Autumn and the three boys all stirred a bit as if they wanted to respond in some way but didn't. Grace wanted to change the subject but wasn't sure what topics hadn't been covered when she was 'out.' Fortunately, Cullen started talking about how he now planned on fishing in the morning since he was too distracted to try earlier today.

Grace watched Autumn out of the corner of her eye. Were these blackouts her subconscious trying to tell her something. Was she actually gay but has been suppressing it all this time? When she came to and had Autumn's hands on her naked breasts, she certainly felt turned on, but that faded quickly. She could admit Autumn was an attractive girl, but she didn't feel any urges to do anything sexual with her.

"I could totally climb that tree. I used to do it all the time as a kid," Jett said.

"With your bare hands? No way," countered Vaughn.

"I mean, I would want some gloves before..."

***Grace's world faded to black***

"Oh fuck Grace, I'm getting close. Finger me harder," the voice of Autumn yelled out as Grace came to. Her tongue was buried in Autumn's pussy, filling her mouth with her taste. Meanwhile, no less than three of her fingers were penetrating her friend's pussy. Autumn was fully naked, and Grace quickly appreciated she was naked, too. Luckily, though, they were in Autumn's tent by themselves. Grace pulled her fingers out and lifted her head away from her pussy. She sat up, watching the sight of a woman writhing on the floor of the tent.

"Why did you stop? You were doing so well," Autumn said as she caught her breath.

"I... ummm... needed a quick break. Is that okay," Grace asked, still tasting pussy in her mouth.

"After bringing me to three orgasms with your mouth already, you can have whatever you want," the sexually satisfied woman said, sitting up. She leaned in and kissed Grace. Not knowing what else to do, she kissed back. She was astonished to hear she was able to get her friend to cum three times in a single night. The sun was completely down, and her phone read that it was nearly 8 pm. But still, three times? She appreciated that she could barely get herself to cum with a vibrator.

"What's say I give a shot at giving you some pleasure," Autumn asked between kisses.

Grace let out a nervous laugh. "Not right now. I still need a break." Autumn grabbed her water bottle and took a healthy gulp. Grace was fully naked in a tent with her equally naked friend. What had happened to lead to this point? What were the boys doing? How far did things go in front of them before the two of them took things into the tent? The three of them surely thought Grace and Autumn were full-on lesbian lovers. Heck, even Grace thought that now. Was Grace even still a virgin? She had lesbian sex, didn't she?

Autumn's naked breasts were heaving up and down as she continued to recover her breath. This kept catching Grace's eyes, much to her own annoyance. Grace needed to understand how she got here, into the lesbian embrace of her friend. "Crazy day, huh? I would never have believed we would have ended up here together, can you?" Grace asked her naked friend, trying to casually get information.

"I'll admit, after you interrupted our make-out session and said you didn't have real feelings for me, I was very hurt. I wasn't sure if I could ever return to being friends with you after that. But then something in your eyes changed, and I knew you were lying. You were just scared. The things you told me and the looks you were giving me, I knew I had to have you," Autumn said, closing her eyes and caressing her chest.

Who was this person who seduced Autumn? Her confidence, sexuality, and presence were totally not something Grace ever exhibited. It also sounded like there was no backing out of this if she wanted to maintain any kind of friendship with Autumn. "I'm sorry I shot down your idea of us having sex in front of the boys. Not to kink shame, but that's not for me," Autumn added, opening her eyes.

Thank god for that, at least Grace thought. "Not all of us are as confident in showing off our bodies as you, Grace. Those guys went crazy for your naked boobs. And who can blame them," Autumn said as she sat up and took Grace's tits into her hands. "God, they are so awesome, I just have to...." Without further warning, Autumn plunged her lips into Grace's boobs and kissed her nipples.

This was the first time Grace had ever experienced someone kissing her breasts. Obviously, Autumn had already done this with her earlier in the night, but Grace wasn't around. The slutty version of her was. It was an intense feeling. Not only because of the stimulation Autumn's lips were giving her but also the sense that she had no choice in the matter. She had to make Autumn think she wanted her sexually or risk ruining everything about their friendship and probably her friendship with guys as well.

"Mmmm, that feels nice," Grace tried to say convincingly.

Autumn pulled away and looked at her new lover. "Are you ready to finish what you started then?" She laid down slowly and spread her legs. "You nearly got me to my fourth of the night before you needed a break...," the recently turned lesbian woman said. Letting a girl kiss your nipples was one thing, but could Grace go down on a woman? Did she have any choice? She slowly lowered herself to the same position she 'awoken' in, which was right in front of her friend's soaked pussy. Grace had no clue what to do to a pussy so she mimicked what she found herself doing before.

She stuck three fingers into Autumn's pussy which caused the woman to gasp and grab the tent floor around her. Her fingers slid in and out of the pussy as it was very well lubricated from the previous oral adventures of the night as well as Autumn's 'excitement.' "Don't just tease me, use your tongue on my clit like before. Please," the sexually stimulated woman pleaded.

Grace could barely find her own clit let alone another woman's. But she took her best shot and started licking the upper portion of her pussy. Whether this was like she was doing before or not, Autumn wasn't complaining. Rather, her legs were writhing, and her moaning was certainly being heard by the guys.

It was then that Grace started to appreciate the taste of her friend's pussy. It was... unique. Not bad at all, but not something she had tasted before. Maybe it was just because she was having lesbian sex for the first time, but it was a taste she would not soon forget. "How are you so good at this, Grace! Maybe we just spend the whole day tomorrow in the tent having sex, my god," Autumn yelled.

How she was accomplishing this, Grace had no clue. Apparently, she was a natural at lesbian sex. "I'm so close! Move your fingers faster, I'm.... there!" Autumn's back arched, and she yelled out loud enough that even if the guys were a mile away, they probably heard. The morning was going to be interesting with them.

Her back came crashing back down to the floor, and Grace took that as a sign she could withdraw her fingers and her tongue. She sat for a while, watching her naked friend catch her breath. Finally, Autumn opened her eyes and smiled at her new lover. "How many women have you slept with to get that good at tongue fucking a pussy? I always thought you were a very reserved, somewhat prudish girl. I was a fucking idiot," Autumn said.

"Truthfully, before tonight, I was a virgin. Lesbian sex or otherwise. I mean, I still haven't had sex with a guy, but I can't say that for a woman," Grace admitted.

Autumn sat up, looking amazed. "Really? A virgin? And you got me to cum four times the first time ever having sex with someone?"

Grace was feeling really embarrassed by this. "I mean, I guess? I don't know what I was doing. Have you done this before," Grace asked, trying to somewhat change the subject.

"What? Lesbian sex? I told you earlier. I had never thought of a woman that way until you stirred my heart with your words today. Well, your words and your tits, honestly," Autumn said while once again helping herself to a handful of Grace's tits.