Chapter Two β Lunch
Wednesday was lunch with Claire day, and Kate wasn't exactly feeling up to it.
James had to head off to his job in the morning, and her Honda sat untouched in the garage per Doctor Mulroney's strict orders, but Claire offered to cut out of work early to pick her up. "It gets me out of the Thompson meeting, so it's like
you're
doing
me
a favor." She arrived exactly at eleven-thirty, and before long the two of them were at Franklin's Cafe. They slid into their usual booth at the back and ordered coffee. Claire watched as Kate studied the menu.
"You're not going to get your usual?" she asked.
Kate laid the menu on the table. "I, uh, figured that I would maybe try something new today? Or maybe, maybe not. Game-time decision."
"Alright," said Claire, setting down her own menu. "So that's a really cute outfit. The purple turtleneck goes well with your bruise."
Kate frowned. "Is this a thing with people now? That bruises are actually good-looking? Bruises are ugly, Claire. Accept it. Own it. Enjoy it now before it gets into that really ugly yellow-color stage."
"Ouch, just trying to be nice!" said Claire, trying and failing to fake a hurt look. "Listen, do you need to talk? Is James getting a little punchy over there? Blink twice if you need help."
"Very funny," Kate shot back. "You should write for one of those women-in-danger movie studios." She took a sip of coffee. "You and I and the rest of the freakin' world know by now about my adventures in home repair." Another sip. "But thank you for your concern. I'm glad that I have friends who will always have my back."
The waiter came and took their orders. Claire had the Cobb salad; Kate went with a turkey sandwich.
"Welp, so much for the new you," said Claire. "Back to turkey sandwiches already? That lasted a hot second. Welcome back, Old Kate. We missed you."
Kate sighed. "I don't... look, can I tell you something I haven't told anyone?"
"Um, always. The more tabloid it is the better, of course. Spill it."
Kate took another sip. "I don't know how to say this, but... ever since the accident? I don't remember anything that's happened to me in the past year. None of it. I mean, some of it. But it's all a blur, like waking up from a dream, and trying to remember that dream. It's so clear when you wake up and then, five minutes later, it's gone, even though you were sure there was no way that you'd forget it."
Claire's eyes were wide and huge. "Damn. I mean, Jesus. You can't remember anything? But you remember me, right?"
Kate nodded. "The last thing I remember clearly was from about a year ago. I was living on Grant Street, I was still working at Farmingham, I just bought the Honda, you were single, I was single... remember how I was chasing that guy Tim? All of those memories are clear. But then... before that it all gets fuzzy again. Like, how did I get from college to Grant Street? I'm not even sure. All a blur. Bits and pieces, that's all."
"So... you don't remember coming to my engagement party? Or
planning
my engagement party? Do you remember Steve at all?"
"That's the thing. As soon as you say his name, he pops into my head. I think 'oh, that's Steve,' and I know that you're engaged, but then... some of it fades away again. I know that James and I are married, and I love him. I think. But I'm not sure? I know that I'm in love with him, but I don't remember being in love with him. It's... it's confusing."