EPILOGUE
Carolina
It could be dismissed as a fever dream.
The weeks pass in a blur as I settle into my new role as Ragnar's prized wife-slave. Each morning I awake before dawn, preparing myself mentally and physically to serve my Master.
Being in the service of a Lord Ruler is like being in close orbit around a star. The brightness is inundating, overwhelming, it drowns out everything else. It's like he's surrounded by this field of psychic gravity that sucks you in and won't let you go. It's like being on the very cusp of understanding immortality and godhood, but unable to take a step further, because I'm only human.
And therefore, chattel.
Each morning, I rise before the sun, then drop beside the bed, on my knees, humble and silent. When he stirs, I help dress him, my fingers working quickly over the fastenings of his fine robes. As I slide the silken fabric over his broad shoulders, I feel a shiver of awe - I am clothing a god.
Sometimes, he barely acknowledges me. Sometimes, he stakes his claim on my throat with his cock. Sometimes, he has me serve his breakfast, naked but for collar and dangling leash, as I hand-feed him ripe fruits and warm pastries.
When Ragnar finishes, I clear away the dishes then kneel at his feet. This is my time to share any requests, which he listens to with stern patience. I do not plead for myself, only for others in the household who need aid. Ragnar decides what mercy he will grant.
My new position, after all, comes with duties beyond the bedroom. My days are filled attending to Ragnar's needs. I manage the slaves and oversee the household, carrying out my Master's will. At meals I serve Ragnar, then dine alongside my mother and brother. We are not equals, but family reunited. And at night, well...
A Lord must have his due.
But truthfully, it's the management of the household that fills me with the greatest catharsis. I run the stables with a firm grip, putting the senior members of the Bothnia family to work... diligently, but not cruelly. They were vain, but neglectful, when they were my legal masters, and I'm returning the same treatment to them.
With Arthur and Audra, though? That's a different story. I rule them with an iron fist, corralling them with liberal use of whips and chains.
It really does feel like a fever dream when I stand over Audra as she scrubs the grime from the floor. I remember what it felt like when I was the one doing it.
The stone, cold against my knees.
The bristles of the brush, rough against my hands.
The clinking sounds of my chains and my heavy-set collar.
I always felt so numb, so mentally reduced, labouring away at stubborn stains on the floor all day. This type of work is designed to break you down, to dismantle you. But I'm a kind overseer to Audra. Unlike me, she gets company while scrubbing away.
Typically, that's because I occasionally stomp her face into the ground, slip a toe inside her mouth, and have her suck it. I'm sure the variation must be nice.