Chapter Four: A Stronger Girl
This is a living nightmare.
I realise with horror that my demotion at the bottom of my own harem has had a much bigger impact on my life, than even my initial setback with Kevin. After all, he was cautious, and I had ways to slow him down and distract him. Interactions between us may have been humiliating, but they were few and far in between.
But now...
Now, the three submissives I've kept in my harem for years have acquired dominion over me. The three bullies that used to make my life a living hell have acquired dominion over me. Kevin's instructions explicitly prevent me from hypnotising them back, basically declawing me in their presence.
I am humiliated, thrown around, bossed, bullied and abused, every second of every day... all the while my programmed, low-level arousal buzzes in my ears making it impossible for me to focus.
It's hard to explain what kind of impact this has on me. There is a practical side: I have less time to myself, less time to develop a counter-strategy against Kevin. I am effectively surrounded by his enforcers, 24/7.
My studies are suffering -- although my powers go some way towards alleviating that -- and so is my social life. My best friend Sandra must be wondering why I blow her off so often.
If only she knew that it's because my own lesbian harem has been turned into a vehicle of repression against me... by a man.
But that isn't the worst of it. No, the worst is... and I hate to admit it... the fear. The regression.
This entire situation is throwing me back to a time before I had my power, or knew how to use it. Back then, I was, well... just a girl. A weak-willed girl who hated bullies. Sarah, Juliet, and Emily metaphorically walked all over me when I first enrolled here. My powers changed that.
Now, I'm back in that place. I'm back to being the powerless girl with the quivering lip and the big teary eyes, whimpering while she gets systematically dismantled by her three tormentors. And to make matters worse, now that they've been freed from years spent under my yoke, they have so much payback they want to extract from me...
But not for long, I vow to myself. I will find a way to break out of this nightmare, to set myself free. No matter how scared I am right now, how violated I feel, I'm still the one with the power, and I will reclaim my throne.
Of course, it's harder to take these musings seriously, as I swish around the cramped accommodation in the humiliating kinky maid outfit that used to be Emily's. Reversing our roles was the first thing she did following my demotion, and now, most of my daily time that isn't spent in class sees me perform the role of an obsequious maid.
I serve the girls coffee in the morning, cook for them at every meal, do the dishes and the laundry, scrub the floor on hands and feet. The work is physically tiring, mentally numbing, and the constant buzz of my arousal makes it hard not to feel... perturbed... when Emily makes me act as her footstool while she watches TV, or reads a book.
I look ridiculous in this uniform, a far cry from the confident queen I used to be. I'm objectified, humiliated, on display, proclaiming my sexual servility for all to see. And... it's kind of hot. I rub my thighs and sigh as I imagine how this must look, a fallen domme maidified and at the feet of her own former maid, and god but it makes me bite my lower lip in frustration.
When I'm not busy cooking or cleaning, I'm usually disciplined by Juliet.
Back when she was a bully, she was by far the least mean of the bunch. When my power developed, I turned her into my sexual partner, ranking far higher than either Emily or Sarah in my harem. If I thought she might return the favour after a fashion, I was wrong.
Kevin has instructed Sarah that Juliet is penultimate in the harem's rank, below her and Emily but above me. In her role as my direct overseer, it's Juliet's responsibility to make sure that I... perform to specification. She likes to use corporal punishment to direct my efforts, and the way my pussy tingles every time she slaps me or brings out the riding crop is greatly undermining my confidence.
She fucks me too, of course, they all do. Whether it's with strapons or having oral sex performed on them on command, I am essentially on call 24/7 as a lesbian pleasure dispenser for my three bullies. It's crushing my spirits... and inflaming my cunt.
And then... there's Sarah.
The arch-bully. The cruel girl whose mocking laughter haunted me before I enslaved her. The queen bee who used to call me Froggy because of my cheeks. Now for all intents and purposes, Kevin's subdomme, fully on board with the long-term project of, as she calls it, "undykeing me".
I might spend the day cooking, cleaning and slaving away. I worship the girls' shoes and feet with my lips and tongue, I resign to my hypnotic instructions when they pull my head between their thighs. But at night, one of two things always happens. Either Kevin comes over to take his dues... or Sarah trains me.
Wearing form-fitting jeans that emphasise her magnificent legs, and the boots that used to be mine, a symbol of the power transfer between us, Sarah is relentless in her breakdown of my defenses. Most nights she'll have me suck on a dildo, directing me, telling me to go slower or faster, doing her best to suppress my gag reflex. As I gargle and spit around the dildo, my eyes tearing from the intrusion and despair, she will place a booted foot against my neck, plunging me deeper, lashing out at me.
"You'll never please a man if you don't learn to suck cock properly, Froggy," she tells me. "You think Master wants a disrespectful dyke for a slave? Show me, show me how you'll worship him!"
I'm starting to lose it. My composure is vacillating, and my practical ability to continue fighting back is beginning to dwindle. I have one saving grace, and one alone.
All I need to complete my original plan is a few minutes to myself in the bathroom, each and every day. With the door closed and locked, I can stare at my reflection in the mirror, until the darkness begins to pool in my eyes, and my pupils are set afire with the power of the stars.
My self-programming is coming along. I can't fight Kevin's instructions directly, but I can sidestep them. If I try a little harder, I'll give myself the hypnotic compulsion to flee campus and go back to my parents. That will give me the time and breathing space I need to properly self-hypnotise, over extended periods, without further instructions being added in.
Any damage to my studies can be remedied once I'm back in control. Any attempt by Kevin and my... his... harem to subdue me will fail, once I have the full might of my power at my fingertips. No sunglasses are going to save him, when that happens.
But first, I need to get out of here, and to get there, I need to persist.
And so I sigh, leaning against the mirror, and push the power into my mind.