Chapter 14
Taking back control from Gwen by giving he what she wants
After a while, she made me feel that I was not a guy made to feel lucky to fuck her but a guy that just had a job to do. Suddenly feeling used and abused by her, powerless in her control, I had better fuck her hard and fuck her good. Only, too tired to take the lead, she wore me out and, now I just wanted to quit and go to sleep. I was done. I was finished. I was just so tired.
"Hey, old man!" She shook me awake. "What are you doing, old man, sleeping on me? Wake up, old man, wake up."
Normally, if it was a young guy calling me an old man, as was the case with Lynn's old boyfriend, John, he'd be drinking through a straw in a hospital room. Yet, Gwen was a young woman and a beautiful woman at that. Instead of hurting my ego by poking fun at my age, she sexually emasculated me. It was obvious to me that I couldn't slap her ass painfully enough or fuck her hard enough to please her.
With me still sleeping, she lifted my head up by my hair and slapped me hard across the face. Maybe, she was into this sadomasochism shit, but I surely wasn't. If she slapped me across the face again, she was about to find out how really hard I can slap her. Whereas, I wanted to make love, she wanted me to beat her, and if I wasn't going to beat her, then she was going to try and beat me. At that point tired of playing her games of pain and torture, I was ready to go out to the car and get the tire iron from out of my trunk and take it to her head a couple of times.
"How's that, Gwen? Is that hard enough for you?" I imagined myself saying, as I bounced my tire iron off her head.
"Harder," I imagined her saying with me running out of my house naked and screaming mad with her running behind me. "Where are you going old man? You can't run away. Get back here and beat the piss out of me before fucking me to death."
I grabbed her wrist when she reached back ready to slap me again and pinned her arms back on the bed. I kissed her hard and then bit her nipple even harder, afraid that I might bite it off. Instead of screaming out in pain, she loved it. Suddenly, as if I gave her a shot of adrenaline, she came alive. I thought about rolling her over and sticking my cock up her ass. She'd probably love that too, so long as I didn't lubricate her first. Yet, I'm not the anal type of guy. I prefer facing my women when I'm having sex with them. I mean no offense to those who love anal sex, but anal sex is just not for me.
I struggled with the thoughts of slapping someone who looked so beautiful. The way she looked made me want to kiss her not slap her. Where did this desire to be so physically brutalized and so roughly manhandled come from? Then, I remembered Lynn's boyfriend slapping her across the face. Now, I wondered what kind of upbringing these girls had. Maybe their father abused them. I suddenly visualized their father forcing them to shower naked in front of him, while he slapped their ass with a paddle.
After I bit her nipple, she was so aroused that she started blowing me again, when all that I wanted to do was sleep. Dear God, save me from Gwen. The last straw was when she was applying too much teeth to my cock. Maybe, some guys are into pain but, not my kind of sexual aphrodisiac, penis pain does nothing for me but hurt. I've not felt pain like that since Mary Elizabeth gave me a terrible blowjob on prom night, while wearing her braces.
"Hey, geez, easy with the teeth. That hurts, Gwen."
"Sorry," she said looking at me kind of funny, as if I was the weird one and she was the normal one. "All my other boyfriends like having their penis bitten."
Really? All of your other boyfriends? Just how many other penises have you bitten? And who are all your other boyfriends? Wolverines? Beavers? Rats? I wanted to say all of these thoughts, but I didn't dare. She was still a guest in my house, albeit a sexual guest. Besides, I didn't want to come off as a whiner, a crybaby, and as a man who couldn't take as much pain as she could give and obviously take. I didn't want to appear the wimpy guy that I apparently am and that she thinks I am, compared to Iron Miss Maiden Gwen.
Notwithstanding all the pain and suffering of having sex with Gwen, aside from the brutal beating, the eventual sex with her was more than pleasurable. Never would I have imagined in a million years that I'd be fucking Lynn's 23-year-old baby sister. Never would I have imagined in a million years that a 23-year-old would be so hot to fuck this 50-year-old body. Never would I have imagined in a million years that Lynn's sister was so fucked up and I was so out of touch by what the younger generation sexually wanted and what I was no longer able to give. Now a big hit in the retirement home, being that I was still able to drive at night, I couldn't wait to find my place on the porch in a rocking chair, while whistling at the woman my age with their tits hanging down to their waist and their stockings and panties bunched down around their ankles.
What the Hell! I decided that I'd play her game of sexual sadomachism and painful torture to see how far I could go. Being that she was here in my bed naked, willing and able, I was curious to see what happens, when I sternly complied with her every sexual desire and depraved whim.
'Wham!'