Chapter 12
Drunk & asleep, stripping Lynn's little sister, Gwen, naked.
As soon as she fell to the side, her short skirt climbed up the back of her thigh and she gave me a wonderful up skirt view of her white, bikini panty clad ass. Now, with her taking a drunken nap, I could stare at her in peace without making her feel uncomfortable and I sat like that watching her to see if she'd awaken. Still grieving the loss of Lynn and with her baby sister looking so much like her, I couldn't stop myself from staring at her. She was just so damn beautiful.
She had such long, lovely, long legs, as shapely was her big sister's legs. Quickly, I became excited by the exposed panty vision of her. A double edged sword, even though ogling Gwen's panties momentarily stopped me from missing her sister, ogling Gwen made me miss Lynn. She had the same shapely ass that I remembered Lynn having.
When Gwen didn't move, using not wanting her to sleep there on the sofa as my excuse, should she awaken while carrying her, I allowed my cock to react to the thoughts of carrying her to bed. Then, I sexually exciting thought about undressing her took hold of me, as if it was a fever. Did I dare do remove her clothes? We joked about me taking advantage of her, when she was drunk, and stripping her naked. She even acted as if it was no big deal for me to see her naked. Like her sister and her mother, she could have been a nudist, she said. Now, with her nudism in mind, I so wanted to see her naked.
I so wanted to see how much she looked like Lynn without her clothes. Only, undressing her would be so wrong. Yet, missing Lynn so terribly much and, if only for just one night of pretending Gwen was Lynn, I so wanted to touch her, hold her, and kiss her. Deciding to go ahead and undress her and to see how far she'd allow me to go, before awakening from her drunken sleep, I imagined her allowing me to strip her. Besides, it was late, I was horny, and I needed to see Gwen naked.
Hoping she didn't awaken, I waited a few minutes to see if she'd awaken on her own but when she started breathing deeply and regularly, I figured she was sleeping soundly and it was time to put her to bed. Looking so much like a blonde, busty angel, and looking so much like her sister, if wearing a blonde wig, she was in a deep, drunken sleep. Gently, trying not to awaken her, I lifted her off of the sofa and carried her in my arms.
Even her weight felt about the same as her sister's. I figured she was 115 pounds. I allowed my nose to smell the fragrance of her hair. Her hair smelled wonderful. As I carried her, my hand came in contact with the side of her breast. It felt firm. I so missed Lynn's tits. Lynn had amazing breasts. Carefully, I laid her upon her bed. Her skirt had risen around the middle of her thigh and clearly, I could see her panty, along with the impression her pussy slit made in her panty.
It took all the control that I had not to fall between her legs and lick her pussy through her panty. It took all the control that I had not to move her panty aside with my fingers and finger fuck her, as she slept. Only, being that I still wanted to strip her, I didn't want to ruin things. I didn't want to awaken her.
As if she was drugged, indeed she was, drugged with alcohol, she slept so peacefully. Resisting the urge to strip her, trying to control my lust for my dead girlfriend's baby sister, I thought about leaving her dressed in her clothes and sleeping. I thought about the ramifications of what she'd say if I undressed her. What if she was angry that I had taken it upon myself to strip her naked? Not wanting her to abruptly leave without having her tell me more about Lynn as a child, I didn't want her to be upset with me. Only, I was so very sexually excited seeing her lying there with her panty fully exposed.
Her parents already thought me enough of a pervert by sleeping with one daughter, what would they think of me, if Gwen told them that I stripped her naked? Yet, with a drunken, beautiful woman, helplessly sleeping in my house, my horniness overruled my resistance and, selfishly, I decided that I didn't care about her feelings and about the ramifications. I decided to risk it all by stripping Gwen naked. Once I made the decision to strip her, I was so excited. An opportunity of a lifetime, I may never have this chance with her again. I needed to see Gwen naked. Being that she looked so much like a blonde version of her sister, I needed to see my Lynn naked, again.
I sat beside her on the bed stroking her dyed, blonde hair, while waiting to see if the touch of my hand to her hair would awaken her. Being that she looked so much younger than 23-years-old, she reminded me of a sleeping child. Being that I was so much older than her and she was so much younger, I suddenly felt like a pedophile by having the thoughts of undressing her.
As if giving my sleeping beauty the opportunity to awaken and to stop me from stripping her, I leaned down and softly kissed her lips. It was a loving kiss and she surprised me when she opened her mouth, surrendered her tongue, and returned my kiss with a French kiss. Figuring that it was an involuntary reflex, I couldn't believe that I was French kissing Lynn's 23-year-old sleeping sister. After our kiss, tempted to give her another, I looked at her to see if she was still sleeping and she was.
With only a two year difference between the age of the sisters, I looked down at her at her face, instead of her body. Barely looking 18-years-old, she looked so very young, so much younger than Lynn. Definitely, if I was a bartender, I'd card her before serving her a drink. When she was born, I was 27-years-old. When she graduated high school at 18-years-old, I was 45-years-old. What's wrong with me to sexually lust over someone so young? She's young enough to be my daughter, but I didn't care.
With that one kiss, she gave me an erection. I figured someone this beautiful must have been kissed thousands of times by dozens of admirers. I wondered if she had a boyfriend, a steady man, a fuck buddy, or a friend with benefits in her life. We never got to broach that subject before the wine took control of her and had its effects on her. Yet, even though I so wanted to undress her, watching her so peacefully sleep, as if I was there watching one of my daughters sleep, suddenly feeling so much like the dirty, old man that I am, I was reluctant to despoil the image of her lying there, as if she was a virgin. Then, I realized, while looking for justification to strip her, much wilder and more sexually sophisticated than was her big sister, this woman is no virgin. Oh, yeah, with college dorm parties, drunken spring break wet tee shirt and topless contests, she's been around. Even her own sister called her a slut but with affection.
Expecting her to awaken at any moment, yet, wanting her to touch me, wanting her to feel me, after missing Lynn's hand on my cock, gently, I took her hand and moved it to the bulge in my pants. As if it belonged there, her small, warm hand felt so good on my erection. Controlling the urge, I wanted to unzip myself, pull out my cock, and wrap her unconscious fingers around it. I couldn't help but wonder, if I moved my cock across her lips, if she'd take it in her mouth to give me a sleeping blowjob, while dreaming of blowing someone.
She looked so pretty sleeping so soundly. Ever so gently, I lifted her skirt with my fingertips and raised it to just above her crotch. I wanted to see her legs. I wanted to see more of her panty clad pussy mound. She had beautiful legs with slender and shapely thighs. Then, slowly, as if I was a safecracker cracking a safe that had a trigger alarm, button by button, I gently unbuttoned her white cotton blouse, while looking to see what each unbuttoned button revealed before continuing.
She wore a white, low cut, lacy bra. Her breasts overflowed the cups of her bra and I gently massaged the tops of her breasts with both my hands. So soft, so supple, and yet so firm, I couldn't wait to see her tits. I couldn't wait to suck her nipples. Figuring she'd awaken any second, I was so brazen in undressing her. Only, bad enough that I put her hand on my cock through my pants, lifted her skirt to exposed her white, bikini panties, and unbuttoned her blouse to reveal her fabulous bra clad breasts, dare I remove her bra and panty too?