The Rolling Stones'
Wild Horses
plays in the background as I stand naked before my bedroom, in the dark, wanking as I watch my neighbour Emily undress. There's nothing odd about that except the fact Emily is seventy five years old and I am nineteen.
I've been in love with Emily for the past year since I moved into my first place next door. She is lovely, with long white hair that she wears in a bun, is slender, fair and frail. Something about that frailness drives me nuts. She'd leave her bedroom window with the blind up; the first night I moved in, I saw her, pale, sagging, that unshaven, grey pussy. I don't know why but I unzipped my pants and jacked off as I watched her get ready for bed...and I kept doing it, night after night. I would study her body with binoculars in one hand, the other on my stick. I love the way her pussy lips hung out like the tip of a tongue, the way her breasts swung loose when she moved. Gradually I began to realise that watching her was not enough.
It was winter when I moved into the flat, early spring when I knew I needed to find a way in; by late spring I had a method. With the first flush of growth, Emily's lawn became went wild and with no one to mow it, her place began to look like shit. So I sucked it up and when over and volunteered. She was so grateful she offered to pay me. I had to make this a smooth approach, so I let her, at least the first couple of times anyway. Eventually I was rewarded when she bumped up against me whilst helping get the mower out. She smelt like lavender; I got a boner instantly. The feel of her soft body against mine...that night I jerked off till it hurt and the next time I was in her backyard, I stole underwear and a nightgown from her washing line. I slept with them, rubbed them on myself...I started doing other stuff for her too, grocery shopping, walking her dog; I started to leave a poem stuck to her screen door every Friday. She is such a lovely woman, so beautiful; her age doesn't matter to me. I want to be with her, not just to screw her but to be her lover in every sense.