My name is Lone and I'm 43 years old. I've been a widow for 4 years now and have only just started rediscovering sex. But you already know this, if you've read some of my other tales :)
For a long time, I've told myself that sex and relationships are always linked. That I don't feel desire for anyone I don't know and trust deeply. And while I was married, that was certainly true - in fact, I never really felt desire for anyone other than my husband. I never understood how people could enjoy one-night stands or sex with strangers. Well, I might have to adjust my views on that a little..
Not long ago, I thoroughly enjoyed sex with a complete stranger that I knew I would never see again. And, truth be told, what goes through my head when I masturbate has never been about close relationships or love. It's more raw, more primal. Touches, smells, attitudes and actions. It's about licking a body, about feeling a cock sliding in and out, about being pinned down and taken - and so much more.. Maybe it's time I enjoyed some of this for real instead of just in my head :) When I went on my deliberate one-night stand, it was still with a focus on the person I slept with. Now, I want to experience sex just for the sensations of it. This time I want the body parts, not the person. And I know just where to get them.
I've dropped off the children with my parents and I'm heading down from Denmark to Germany - to Hamburg. A big city and far enough away. I wouldn't want to meet anyone I know tonight. I've previously taken a night or two in Germany, enjoying a bit of quiet time to myself, seeing a few sights and doing some shopping. However, this time I've got a different agenda - I'm visiting a sex club for the first time in my life.
My hotel is within walking-distance from the club. I check in first, bringing in the few things I've brought with me. I read the dress code of the club, which called for 'sexy-wear', anything from fully naked to leather and lace. Although I like the idea of being naked in general, I think I might feel a little self-conscious in this setting, and it can be impractical too. I don't own any kind of lingerie or sexy night wear as such, so instead, I chose a simple outfit: A very light and almost see-through summer dress and some comfortable, slightly elevated sandals to go with it. I've only worn the dress a few times before, since it's really too short to be decent - not a problem for tonight though. The dress and a pair of very thin white panties are small enough to fit in my handbag easily, so I won't have any trouble bringing them around.
I eat a light dinner in the hotel room. I don't feel like going out until it's time for the club. I'm a little anxious and very curious. It feels like an adventure, and I love that. To pass the time, I take a nice long bath and browse a bit of news. When I find myself re-reading the same paragraph for the 3rd time without really registering it, I decide it's time to go.
From the outside, the club looks like a deserted building. I notice there are a few cars in the parking lot, but no people going in or out. I know it's supposed to have been open for a few hours now, so I walk up to what seems to be the front door. There is a sign with the same opening hours I've seen online, but nothing else to indicate what lies inside. Cautiously, I try the handle. The door isn't locked, and I step inside, half-expecting someone to ask me what I'm doing here. A short corridor leads around a corner where I see a young woman standing behind a counter. She's pretty, very tall and dressed top-to-toe in red body-clinging latex. When she sees me, she puts her hands down on the counter and leans forward, offering a full view of her impressive bust. A smile - almost a smirk - plays on her lips as she sizes me up.
"You must be new. I would definitely remember you," she says in German.
I smile back a little timidly and explain that I'm just visiting and not from Germany.
She switches effortlessly to English, saying, "Oooh.. nice, I love meeting new people!"
I feel myself getting a little warm in her enthusiastic presence.
"Women are 15 EUR today, but for a cutie like you, I think we can overlook that," she continues with a wink.
She pulls out a plastic wristband from under the counter and says "Give me your hand."
I stretch my left arm to her, and she attaches the wristband. "It's chipped," she says, "You use it to open your locker and buy drinks from the bar." She runs a finger slowly down my arm from the elbow to the wrist and continues, "Although I'm sure people will be queuing up to buy you drinks, Cutie."
I blush at the attention, and she laughs. "It's just through here,"Â she says, pointing at a door I didn't notice before, "And I'm Laila, by the way. I hope you have a great time tonight, Cutie."
The doors lead straight into a large changing room, which isn't segregated by gender. I'm the only one here. I find an unoccupied locker and qucikly change into my skimpy outfit. The light dress feels good on me, almost as if I'm not wearing anything at all. When I pull up the thin panties, I notice I'm already quite wet. As the panties soak up my juices, they turn darker and then transparent. Oh well, I wasn't expecting them to hide much anyway.
I leave from another set of doors and enter the main part of the club. It's dark and there is a loud hum of people talking and moving around. Once my eyes adjust, I see that I'm in a huge room that has been separated into smaller parts with lots of room dividers and cloth hanging from the ceiling. There are sofas and small tables set in groups all around. Off to one side, there is a bar and a long table with food. In the other direction, there is what appears to be a stage. Around it, there are little alcoves of sofas, chairs and tables - all of them allowing a good view of the stage while being somewhat shielded from each other. At the moment, the stage is empty and there are only a few people in the alcoves. Further back, I see two doorways leading deeper into the club.
There are quite a few people here already, and they come in all shapes and appearances. Lots of stockings and garters for the women who seem to be from their early 20s until well into the 50s. Some are thin, others are very very big. They all seem relaxed and comfortable. Most of the guys wear very little. They like to show off chest and arm muscles especially, and many only wear underwear. A few from both genders are more covered, typically in leather or latex of some kind. I also see some.. accessories - ball gags, chockers, leashes and even a chastity cage on an otherwise naked guy.