Don't tell me that 40 is the new 30, because if that's true my soon to be ex-husband wouldn't be looking to trade me in for a younger model. He moved out, leaving me our 65th floor Manhattan apartment. Though it was the first time since college that I had lived alone, I assure you I felt very secure with the 24hr. security officer posted in the lobby.
The new day guard was an attractive super hero type; strong and rippled under his uniform, always very cordial. Soon after he started working there, I began to relish every opportunity to flirt with him. Mostly because like my husband's new play thing, he was almost half my age and I received some limited satisfaction when he shyly enjoyed the attention. He would tell me "Good day m'am." and I would purse my lips and smirk, agreeing with a slow nod and my head cocked to the side. He would smile and quickly avert his eyes. When I told him I noticed his new hair cut or how nice he looked in a tie, he would politely thank me, and shift uncomfortably, in the most adorable way. This went on innocently enough for quite a while.
The other morning, while alone in the elevator on my way out for my deposition in the divorce hearings, I dropped my lipstick. Bending over in my "look at what you're missing" deep V neck top, I realized that the security camera had a birds eye view of my generous cleavage. I gambled that he was at his post closely watching all of the monitors and hiked up my skirt to smooth the lace on my stocking. Then I applied my lipstick and blew a kiss to the camera. Passing the security desk on the way out, I slyly asked him if there was anything interesting on TV. He bit his lip and released a half a nervous laugh as I flit a few fingers at him in a casual waive goodbye.
For the next week, I enjoyed teasing him every time I found myself alone in the elevator; sometimes even briefly exposing my breast as I pretended to fix the placement of my bra. Other times I rubbed myself between the legs, enjoying a brief "private" moment. Playing with him this way made me feel empowered and sexy, especially while in the midst of my ugly divorce. Ever the polite young gentleman, he always kept his interactions respectful and professional. I planned to continue my games with him until I got bored.