Chapter 02: Uncle Bill and Kate
Authors note: This story is a continuation of a previous story entitled ""Uncle" Bill the mentor". Although it can be read independently, I'd suggest reading the first part before reading on.
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After dropping Kate at the airport in Burlington, I drove back to the house in a pensive mood. I found myself in a deep struggle between what I should do and what I wanted to do. Kate's admission that she had feelings for me since the day she first met me as a young girl had caught me off guard. She was no longer a young girl. She was an intelligent, beautiful young woman. Although I had known that, I had always seen her as that young girl, the best friend of Jess, my niece. Her words threw a switch in me, and allowed me to see her in a different light. It was bathed in that light that I had agreed to take her virginity, spending a snowed in week with her and teaching her to make love. Perhaps I should have agreed to teach her to fuck instead. As I drove down a snow covered rural road, I realized that I had, indeed, taught her to make love, and I was caught up in it as deeply as she was.
I pulled into the driveway and walked into the house. Pulling off my coat, I tossed my keys onto a countertop in the kitchen and flopped onto the couch. I lay there staring at the ceiling for a good half hour before I finally got disgusted and went to stare into the refrigerator for a while. Finding nothing of interest there, I donned a light jacket and went outside to chop some wood. I spent over two hours chopping and stacking firewood, refusing to stop until I had blisters on both my hands. Satisfied I had sufficiently punished myself, I went back inside.
My job as an investment advisor and financial planner gives me a lot of freedom in terms of where and when I work. As such, my plan was to stay up here for another couple of weeks rather than head back down to my apartment in Manhattan. Now, I wasn't so sure about that. After I spent a week with both Kate and Jess here followed by a week with just Kate, the house now seemed much too quiet and empty. I checked the weather forecast, and decided I would stay the night and head back in the morning.
I made myself a sandwich and headed back to the couch, flipping on the television to keep me company as I ate. Once finished, I kicked off my shoes and stretched out, eventually nodding out into a fitful sleep. A loud ringing startled me from my nap, and after orienting myself I grabbed the phone from the end table.
"Hello?"
"Hi, Uncle Bill. It's me, Kate," came the reply from the other end of the line. "I just wanted to let you know I got back okay. No problems at all."
For the first time since Kate had left my car that morning, I had a smile on my face. "Good. I'm glad you got there safe, and I'm glad you called."
"I really want to thank you again, Bill. For everything. These past two weeks...I...I can honestly say that they were the best two weeks of my life. By far."
"Ah, Kate. I'd be hard pressed to say different myself, but you're back at school now."
"Don't remind me, Uncle Bill. It's going to be torture waiting for spring break to get here. I wasn't kidding about spending break there again."
"I know you weren't, Kate. I'm having mixed feelings about that."
"Sorry Uncle Bill. You didn't say no when you had the chance," exclaimed Kate. "You're stuck with me now."
"Kate..."
"Uncle Bill..."
"You promise me something. I want you to tell me that you won't spend the next few months hiding yourself in your dorm room pining away for me. Get out there and do things. You're in college for fuck sake. Enjoy the experience."
"Okay Uncle Bill."
"Promise, Kate."
"I promise, okay?"
"Yes. That's better. And Kate?"
"Yes?"
"If you keep on sticking your tongue out at me like that..."
"How could you know that," said a giggling Kate.
"I knew," I replied. "I knew."
"Hmmm. I'm going to have to watch out for you, Uncle Bill. Listen, I'm going to meet Jess. She asked me to find her when I got in."
"Okay. Kate? I'm glad you called."
"I'm glad I did too, Bill. I'll speak to you soon?"
"I'm guessing you will. Bye Kate."
"Bye," whispered Kate as she hung up.
Feeling better after speaking to Kate, I booted up my computer and worked for a few hours, catching up on email and researching a few companies I was interested in. The hours passed by quickly, and I finally shut down close to midnight. I went up to my bedroom, stripped naked and took a long, hot shower. After drying off, I climbed into bed, snatching Kate's pillow and pulling it close to me. I could smell her all around me as I tried to sleep. It was quite bittersweet to say the least.
The next morning, I packed up and prepared the house for my departure. I was nearly finished when the phone rang, and, to be honest, I was hoping it was Kate. I grabbed the phone and looked at the caller ID, and saw that it was my sister Jenny. With a frown, I hit the button and answered the call.
"Hi Billy. I wasn't sure if I'd catch you there or if you were heading back down to the city."
"I'm packing up as we speak, Jenny. How are things, Sis?"
"All good here, Billy. It seems you had yourself a hell of a week, didn't you?"
Suddenly feeling as if I had a rock in the pit of my stomach, I groaned into the phone. "So Kate told you, huh?"
"What? Kate told me what? I meant the weather. What are you talking about," Jenny replied.
"Ummm. Nothing. Never mind."
"William Stevens. Don't nothing me. What the hell happened last week," Jenny demanded.
"Sis, nothing happened, okay?"
"Oh my God, Billy. Did you and Kate...? Did you?"
"Sis..."
"Billy"
"Don't be mad, Sis. Let me explain."
"Mad? I'm not mad Billy. I'm thrilled! You've been divorced for two years, and as far as I know you haven't had a single date since then. That isn't good for you, and I worry about you Billy."
"You're not aware of everything I do, Sis. Anyway, don't get too excited. I don't know that this is going to be a relationship that will continue."
"Why not, Billy?"
"Because Kate is a twenty one year old college student. I'm a thirty five year old divorced man. She should be running around experiencing life, not settling down."
"Are you kidding me? Let me tell you something, Billy. That girl has been in love with you for as long as I can remember. We all knew it. Everyone knew it but you."
"Come on. That's ridiculous."
"Is it? Did you know that Kate stayed over my house the night of your wedding? I sat up half the night with her as she cried herself to sleep. When you and Sandy split up, she was sad for you, but she was elated too. She didn't think Sandy was right for you. Did you know that? Did you ever notice that every time we all got together, Kate always made sure she sat near you and made sure you had a drink and watched you and hung on every word you'd say? Did you ever wonder why so many of her interests are the same ones you have?"
"Jenny, isn't that the point? Kate is a young woman, and you're telling me that she has spent a significant portion of her life, what, waiting for me? She is missing out on life."
"Oh, Billy. You just don't get it, do you? Kate isn't a normal twenty one year old. She is twenty one going on forty, and you know it. She isn't interested in running around with her sorority sisters and getting drunk. The life she is missing out on is the one she could have with you. That's the life she wants. She isn't a girl anymore Billy. She is a lovely young woman."
"I am all too aware of that, Jenny. All too aware."
"Judging by the sound of you, I'd say that Kate has had quite an effect on you," Jenny offered gleefully.
"Yeah, well. Now she wants to spend spring break here too."
"That's great, Billy."
"I don't know, Sis."
"Listen to me Billy. You'd better figure it out very quickly. If you don't give this girl a chance, she is going to be crushed. Don't lead her on with false hope. If you aren't going to move forward, you'd better tell her right away. I mean it."
"I know Jenny. I know."