I was having one of those "I feel sorry for myself" days. I had been with Don a few days earlier and as most of the time I was satisfied and yet there was an inner feeling that something was missing.
Don had awakened many feeling of lust and desire in me over the few weeks we had known each other. The group of singles we had both joined were seeing a great change in me and they all knew Don was fucking me. I guess that is a given when your our age and date more than once.
Anyway a few nights ago Don was up on his knees next to me so I could suck his cock while he finger fucked me. We both like this as a starter for a night of sex and pleasure. However this night Don had brought a plastic vibrator larger than his handsome cock. It was pink, soft on the out side and hard underneath with a couple of batteries that made it work.
I had never used one and it sounded like fun. So Don added some K-Y jelly and soon had it planted well up inside my cunt. It felt very good and I was eager to show Don how much I liked it by giving him a quick blow job and let him see this cum on my tongue before I swallow it. That kind of turns him on and I like it too. But when he turned on the vibrator I forgot all about sucking his cock and just laid back and let him fuck me with this wonderful plastic cock.
He pulled it out except for the tip which he let vibrate along the outer edges of my pussy lips. God, damn; did that felt good. I thought I better do my part so I returned to sucking Don's cock.
It was feeling really good and Don was getting harder when Don said "Wilda I bet you would really enjoy two real cocks at the same time." I was about to reject this idea when Don's cock shot off and I got busy licking and swallowing his sperm. I also could not hold back and I gave up my own climax and for the first time with an artificial cock it was a darn good one at that.
Later after Don had gone I washed the vibrator off and placed in my night stand with the K-Y jelly right next to it. That was two days ago and now here I was thinking of how low I had sunk since I met Don and the singles group.
But was it so bad to think of having two men attend to my needs at the same time. I loved to suck cock and I loved to feel Don's finger in my cunt as I sucked him so why not have the real thing between my legs and in my mouth.
Besides there was that new guy, the retired military guy that was really nice looking and he looked at me the first time with a smile in his eyes. I guess since I was with Don he did not hit on me. But I thought he would if he got the chance.
But what if he did not go along with this idea? Would he ever try to hit on me again? Would he think I was a terrible woman? He had not yet made a pass at anyone else so what should I do?
So here I was thinking of sex with two men and yet thinking that this new guy was kind of special and maybe it could become a regular thing between us. But how? I had not even said more than a few words to him.
Crying in my beer, feeling sorry for myself I was a fucking mess for a woman my age.
I returned to the kitchen and poured myself another cup of coffee. It was still early and I had on a terry cloth robe over my naked body. I saw the Singles news letter and picked it up. On the back page was a list of the members and there phone numbers. Kenny's was there.
I reached for the wall phone and at the same time let my robe fall open. After all I was alone. It was stupid of me to stand there with the phone in my hand leaning against the wall with my other hand pressed up between my legs with pressure on my clitoris. My eyes went closed and I let my mind drift into a place full of shadows and unreal figures moving around seen and yet unseen.
It was so strange and yet it was a place where I felt excited to be. The figures were men, naked men. I could not see there cocks but I knew they were there for my enjoyment. I felt as if I could pick and choose any one I wanted and I could change one for another any time I wanted. I could do any thing with these men any thing I wanted.. I was queen for a day.