This is a work of fiction. All characters are fictional and over 18. This story takes a while to get to the sex, but I hope it's worth the wait. That said, it's not a wham bam thank you ma'am story. I hope you enjoy. Please feel free to comment or make suggestions. This is my first story submission to Literotica so please be nice.
That said, enjoy.
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Great! I can't believe I'm stuck on these backwater country bumpkin roads. Texas is so out of touch with the rest of the world. I haven't seen even a house in over 15 minutes. What do people do around here besides work and sleep. Damn this stupid GPS and damn me for telling it the shortest route instead of the best one.
I should have probably waited another day to get out of Santa Fe but I just couldn't. Leaving as soon as that prick Jr. left for "work" was my best chance of getting out of town and away. Let me clarify. Edwardo Chavez, aka Jr., is my Ex, or at least soon to be Ex-husband. I had the papers drawn up and he is supposed to receive them tomorrow morning some time. Jr's "work" was being the heavy for some bunch of thugs that seem to have taken over most of the drug trafficking around Santa Fe'. I didn't know about his low life activities until about a year ago.
My name is Ana, short for Analisa. You might ask yourself how a nice girl like me got hooked up with a low life thug like Jr. but in my defense, he never really acted like that around me. Not even after we were married until recently.
I met Jr. just after I got out of college with my RN. He came into the OR I was working with a bad gash on his arm from some sheet metal he said. I was already in a bad place because even at 21 I was living at home with my parents. It's not like I am dog ugly and couldn't get a date, I had plenty of dates, I was just not impressed with those guys. That's when the shit hit the fan and everything went south. My uncle, Rodrigo, only two years older than me, was at our house on a Sunday afternoon as usual. My family always got together on Sunday afternoons and ate and drank and enjoyed the company. Well, this particular Sunday, Rodrigo decided I just needed a real man to show me what I was missing by not being in a relationship. You guessed it, he raped me.
Yes, I was a 21 year old Latino RN and still a virgin. I was still a virgin because I hadn't met anyone I cared enough for to stick with, and I was still waiting on that. Rodrigo slapped me around and managed to get on top of me, pinning my arms above my head. He had been drinking but obviously not that drunk. Of course the first thing I did was call my father. Rodrigo's oldest brother. I knew dad would kick his ass and probably castrate him.
Instead, I was the one that got shamed. My own dad, the man who I knew would be there for me forever, was telling me I caused it by wearing a cute little sun dress and heels. All the girls in my family dressed like that on Sunday afternoons. I begged him to do something and all I got was told to keep my mouth shut before I caused a big problem in the family. ME? I was the Problem? It didn't take rocket science for me to realize that was a dead end. Even my mom told me to keep quiet or I would be sorry when things blew up.
Well, I was no longer a virgin and my family was not going to support me. I considered going to the police and filing a rape charge but the way things were going I just needed out. And out I got. I had been dating Jr for about 2 months. He was a nice guy. He treated me good and really didn't pressure me for sex. I knew he wanted me and figured he was a better alternative than living at home and being exposed to uncle Rodrigo and the rest of my family. Within a week I had fucked Jr and was moving in with him. I figured that if I was going to have to put out, I would at least get to decide with whom.
Actually, life was good for the first few years. Jr. worked for his dad at a local factory and made good money. At least I thought that's where he made his money. I felt loved and happy and I had my work as well at he local hospital. We bought a house and both drove newer vehicles. I had even considered starting a family. And oh my gosh, the sex was amazing. I really had been missing out but I would have still rather made that decision on my own. Fortunately for me, Jr. was a very wonderful lover. We fucked 2 or 3 times a day. I don't mean the first few weeks, after I got over the trama of rape and found a man could make me feel so wonderful, I was hooked and couldn't get enough. Jr even started calling me his little nympho. I thought it was cute and he seemed to love it as much as I did.
We had been married about 5 years and I felt ready to start a family. At 26 I wasn't old, but the clock was ticking. After talking to Jr, I went off birth control pills and decided to let nature take it's course. Well nature was taking it's sweet ass time about it. After a year I was still baby free and began to wonder if it was him or me. I worked around Doctors all the time so I began to ask one that I had become friends with and she told me all the different possibilities. I took the plunge and got all the test done on myself. After lots of prodding and poking my OBGYN told me I seemed to be a perfect baby making factory. All I needed was an active sperm donor and I was set to make babies. So of course I told Jr that he needed to go to the Doctor and see what could be done to help out.
Well pardon my insult. Little did I know that he would be so offended that he could be the problem. I told him all of the statistics the doctor had discussed with me but he wasn't having any of it. Well, like any good wife, I dropped it and we went on with life as usual. At least, I tried to go on with life as usual. From that point on Jr changed. Most of the time he was still the sweet loving man I married but his whole presence seemed to transform. He spent more evenings out with the guys than he ever had, and of course that impacted our sex life. When I brought up sex he was either tired or in a mood and it got to where I was lucky if we managed twice a week. WOW, from 2-3 times a day to twice a week should be a huge sign if I was looking.
I tried to talk to him about it and he just told me he hadn't been in the mood lately and after I pushed him further he told me there wasn't any use. He couldn't make a baby with me so what was the use. Of course I went into the whole love and marriage thing and that not having a baby wasn't the end of the world but he didn't buy any of it. It's like, he couldn't make a baby with me so why fuck. Well Fuck Me!
Not long after that Jr announced his job was changing and he would have to work late some evenings, as in a late shift. Well I didn't think much of it since nothing was going on at home. I figured he was just avoiding me so he didn't feel guilty. My response to this was to finally break down and buy my first vibrator. Thank goodness it was rechargeable because otherwise I would have needed stock in a battery company. Once again I was having multiple orgasms every evening. I might not be having great sex much any more but I was getting some well deserved release.
I also noticed that our bank account kept jumping like crazy. Jr had always kept up with bills but I also kept an eye on it just because I felt I should be informed. It was never an issue. I asked him what the deal was with large withdrawals and even larger deposits. He basically told me to mind my own business. I had plenty of money to spend when I wanted something and to stay out of his business. Well that just made me wonder all the more. Also, for the first time I felt a little afraid when Jr. lost his temper and yelled at me. I wasn't sure he wasn't going to hit me.
The late night party the next weekend pretty much sealed the deal for me though. Jr. had some of his "Work Friends" over for a very late night party. They came drunk and only got worse. I had work the next day and went to bed while they were in the back yard drinking and making noise. About midnight, not being able to fall asleep yet because of the noise, I overheard Jr talking to one of his "friends" telling him he should go inside and fuck his wife. WTF? He said what? He was trying to get his friend to go in and fuck me. I freaked out. I slipped on my sweats and slipped out the front door and was gone. I called a good friend from work and she let me crash on her couch that night. I had lived through rape once and I wasn't going to hang around to do it again.
The next day I went to work and stayed out until after Jr. would be typically gone. Fortunately he wasn't home when I got in and I sat down and formed a plan. I had an old friend from work that had moved to eastern Louisiana who would let me crash with her until I could get settled in. Jr. didn't know about her and that was all the better. I hadn't talked to her in a while but she made the offer a while back when I first felt we were having problems.
Unfortunate for me. Jr came home about 9 that night and was fit to be tied. He wanted to know where I had gone and accused me of having an affair or something. I just laughed at him and reminded him that HE was the one trying to get his friend to come in and fuck me just the night before. With that acid spilling out of my mouth in full rage, he slapped me. He knocked me down to the ground and cursing, walked out the door and drove off. I was in shock. He had never hit me before. It was then finalized I was out the door.
He came back home early the next morning, I could tell he had been out drinking all night. He was still steaming at me and told me if I ever tried to leave him he would hunt me down and kill me. Gathering all the courage I could bolster. I told him to get the fuck out of MY house, I wasn't going anywhere. To my surprise, he turned and again stormed out of the house and drove off.
I went to work and told my supervisor what was going on and that I would be leaving the end of the week and she hugged me fiercely and told me she understood and offered any help she could. This was Wednesday, and Friday evening at 6 P.M. I left Santa Fe' never planning on returning. My family had pretty much disowned me except for my mom and a couple of cousins. I had nothing left there. I would head to the swamps of Louisiana and start over at 31. Jr. and I had been together almost 10 years and that was now over.