At 5'6, 110 pounds, with long dishwater blonde hair, and hazel green eyes, I, more often than not, seemed to have a boyfriend throughout most of my high school days. At that time, I was the prototypical athletic type, experimenting with a variety of sports until I settled upon gymnastics. I also experienced some wild sexual adventures which I loved but it wasn't until I entered college before I discovered my true passion.
As it turned out, that passion was writing. During my free time between studying and partying as an undergrad, I would write short stories. Many of those were assignments in my Literature class but I also found myself writing for enjoyment. My stories covered wide ranges of topics and the more I pushed the envelope, the more I enjoyed it.
During that time, the book,
Fifty Shades of Grey
, by E.L. James had already been out awhile but the movie hadn't. My Literature professor often discussed it in class and I had heard some friends of my mother, talk about how erotic it was. I decided to read it and to my surprise, I wasn't excited. The entire time I was reading, all I could think about was how I could write it better and more erotic. I never finished the first chapter.
I was apprehensive in the beginning so I decided it would be easier just to write about a true high school sexual encounter. As my first story, I really didn't have to create a tale but rather pull from my own memory and paint a picture of that experience. I found that writing about sex was very cathartic and arousing to me. I submitted the story, it was published and when I began to get feedback, I was hooked.
During the time I wrote erotica, I would also squeeze in some non-erotic anecdotes. Those anecdotes were soon transformed into a small novel in which I sent to several publishers. In spite of many rejections, I would receive complimentary assessments of my writing talents. Of course I wasn't so naΓ―ve to think when I got invited to a writer's convention over a weekend in Phoenix, that it was probably a money making ploy for that particular publishing company. However, I was only 21 years old and I also believed that I could make some true author connections and build my knowledge, not to mention, enjoy myself at a very nice resort.
The convention was during my holiday break in December so I wanted to see if my boyfriend Shane could go with me but it just wasn't feasible. He had to stay back and run his business so my next option was to see if a friend would go with me and when the third one's plans fell through, I thought to myself, "The heck with it. I'm going alone and just relax while learning about writing. I won't have to worry about someone else's agenda." I serviced my jeep, packed my clothes and prepared for the long weekend.
When that Friday arrived, the six hour drive went smoothly and I checked into the resort around 5pm. The room was nice and cozy but the resort was very open and spacious with a large pool, game area, lounge, bar, gift shop and just about anything one could do to relax. It really looked like a 5 star hotel. That evening, all the guests were invited into a large banquet hall for a huge dinner with the famous Arizona author Stephenie Meyer who wrote the
Twilight
books, as the guest speaker.
She was very interesting and I received a jolt of encouragement just by listening to her speak. After dinner, I headed to the bar and consumed a few drinks while involving myself in stimulating conversation with several people. I was having fun and I slowly began to get tipsy. By then, it was probably close to 10pm and I wanted to go for a swim in the unseasonably warm evening air. I put on my two-piece light blue bathing suit with a triangle bikini bottom. With a drink in one hand and a towel in the other, I slipped on my sandals and headed down to the pool.
The entire pool area was gorgeous with a large flowing waterfall fountain in the middle of it and colored lights keeping everything dimly illuminated. Since it was beginning to get late, only three other people were there. A mature gentleman was sitting in a lawn chair with his laptop and he was pounding away on the keyboard to which I assumed he was writing. There was another older couple relaxing in the corner sitting chairs.
Dropping my towel on the concrete, I slid into the crisp, cool water. It was so refreshing that I pushed off the wall and swam several feet under the clear liquid. I would periodically swim, drink my adult beverage, then kick my head back and relax. My tipsy state was slowly becoming an inebriated state. After swimming for nearly 30 minutes, the couple had vanished into the side door when I popped up out of the water and loudly asked the gentleman, "Hi there. I'm Brittni. Whatcha writing?"
The man looked up above his glowing computer and smiled, "I'm Bill. Nice to meet you. Right now, I'm working on something a little different."
While dripping, I pranced over to him, leaving little wet footprints from my bare feet so that I could peek over his shoulder, "Hey, what are you working on? I want to see," I playfully asked.
He responded, "Uh, I don't know. I write a lot of...how should I put this? Stories that contain...sex."
My eyes widened, "Get out of here! No way! You write erotica? That is so ironic because I have been writing it for a while myself."
We began to talk and share our stories about what prompted us to start writing erotica. We also spoke about our lives and he told me about his lovely wife Linda who was there with him but retired to her room early due to a headache. The happy couple was not only there for the writer's convention but were celebrating his 50
th
birthday. Bill was from Arizona and worked a dream job at a museum which afforded him time to write when the work was finished. He was older but handsome and had an easy quality about him. He used the word "vanilla" but I could tell he was much more than that. I would use the word, "charismatic," to describe Bill.
He asked, "You ever publish your work on any online sites?"
I smiled, "Yes a few. I have used a few of them but Literotica is my favorites because of the feedback for each story."
Bill paused for a second with a stunned look in his eye, "You wouldn't happen to be Brittni4u on there would you?"
I just about choked, "Now you're messing with me aren't you? I am! What is your name on there?"
When he told me that his name was Fountainpen67, I just about flipped, "You have left comments on my stories! I love your "Mom's Big Bed" series. I have masturbated to them."
Bill shuddered for a second and joked, "Too bad I wasn't there to see that. While we are confessing, I have jerked off to so many of your stories. You are one of my favorite authors."
I blushed, "Thank you. That is so sweet of you to say. That is the ultimate compliment when a guy can pull his cock out and jerk it to my stories, especially the ones that are true experiences. Wow, it is such a small world."