- So now come sit here Mitch and tell me what's going on!
Mrs. Smith was sitting on the couch in the living room; and she tapped on the cushion close to her to indicate where I should sit. She had on a nice dark blue dress coming to her neck, made of a satin like material. Its dark color didn't let you guess lot of form but she really looked good and the dress material made you want to touch it in case you didn't want to do it already.
We had a nice lunch, had pretended that nothing special was happening. The conversation was a little bit strained but it was still pleasant and as always, the food was excellent.
After we had cleaned the kitchen I went to the bathroom; and didn't touch any underwear. The week before I had gone back to the bathroom after our conversation, to return the one I had just taken.
When I got out she was ready. I said.
- I think it would be better if I sat in front of you, you'll understand quickly after I say a few words.
I sat on the edge of the armchair opposite the couch took a deep breath and started...
- I'm attracted to you Mrs. Smith, I'm actually very attracted to you, physically attracted to you, as in, you know, ...
- Yes Mitch I understand.
She didn't seem awfully surprised and did not seem angry at all. Actually she was generally difficult to read.
- I have been attracted to you since day one.
- Is it bad?
- Well and that's the part which is the most embarrassing, I fantasize about you, I dream about you back in my room. I ... t.. touch myself thinking of you. And with this lust, it is becoming increasingly difficult to think of anything else when I'm around you... I'm afraid that you are going to catch my changes of volume.
...Smile from Mrs. Smith
- And worse I'm afraid I'm going to misbehave...
- Like what kind of misbehavior?
- Like touching you in parts which are not appropriate.
... Stupid smile from me
- Well I can understand that it could be awkward!
- ...
- Is there anything else?
- Well...
- Go ahead Mitch, you have come this far, you can go all the way. I can take it.
- OK... so this is very embarrassing, I have been smelling your clothes in the bathroom. I even took an underwear with me every week to help me remember you during my fantasies
- I had a feeling I had less underwear than usual! Is that it now?
- That was it, I didn't really tell her about wearing her underwear but I didn't think it was necessary.
- Yes that's it. Actually there are other things, details but they are all in the same vein. And I doubt that you want to know.
- Don't make any guesses about what I want to know Mitch
She said with her unreadable face.
- Well for example I was very jealous of your grandchildren who get to put their head on your chest.
She seemed to be really relaxed now, and to almost enjoy this, but she didn't say anything. I continued:
- So do you want me to leave now?
- Certainly not... Mitch first I really appreciate that you told me what you just told me. I realize it must have been very difficult for you. Second I don't see any major problem with it. I'm actually flattered that a handsome young man like you would be attracted to an old fat lady like me. And third I'm wondering if I didn't do my part by constantly touching you myself!?...
- You're not that old, and not that ...
This was difficult to say as she was indeed very fat!
- Look I'm around 340lbs and I'm 56 years old; that probably makes me about twice your weight and more than triple your age, close to 40 years older than you.
She had her Maths right.
- I could be your grand-mother, and I could be... I don't know,... let's say that I could crush you with my weight.
... I'd love to be crushed by your weight Mrs. Smith, but don't say that now as I can't be aroused while we're having this serious conversation.