I work hard at maintaining my slim body. My weight hovers around 106 lbs due to the heavy workout I put it through. My body is tight from my workouts, running six miles every other day along with swimming and weight lifting in-between. I also do aerobics when I get the chance and I signed up for karate and I hope to find the time for that too. Somehow I have to juggle it around work. Bad four letter word "work", wished I didn't have to work but that's life. I haven't found the rich guy to marry yet, that is if I ever get married. I'm having too much fun on my own without screwing it up staying with one guy.
Many have tried hooking up with me or I guess you could say trying to get me to hook up with them. I don't know why guys go for blue-eyed blonds like they do but many want to fight over me or if they are a little shy, are afraid to approach me. It has been like that all my young life. I wonder if it will always be like that. I don't think I am that hot. I'm only 5'4" and I think kind of skinny with small boobs but the curves are in all the right places. Even with small boobs, they look good on my small slim body. Well enough about my body, on to my life or at least a small part of it.
Sometimes I wonder why I workout so much. I gave up on the night life; found it interfered too much with day life and the night life seemed to add to my stress. Working out tended to be more of a stress reliever so I guess that's why. Besides, I like to eat good food and drink good wine and that adds pounds. Driven women like me don't like to put on pounds.
I guess driven would describe me. I've been told I am hell in the court room. Not many men want to face me. That I guess drives many of them away from me. Someday I want to be a District Attorney and being a woman I guess I have to be a "Bitch" as I am sometimes called to get there. Men seem to have it easier in gaining the goal they want.
I'm the same in my sex life. I have experience more in a short time than some have in their lifetimes. I need to get away from here to do it though. This town is too conservative to have a wild sex life, at least the one I have experienced. I usually go to New York for that. There I discovered I'm somewhat of a sex addict. I can't get enough. It all started when I was introduced to a swap club by one of my past boyfriends. I'm still on fun terms with him and I visit as often as I can which amounts to two weeks out of the year. I try to make up in those two weeks all I have missed the rest of the year.
Here, in the job I have in this town, I guess an occasional secret tryst is just about all that can happen. I say secret because if anyone found out what I was really like, it would ruin my reputation in not only my drive to be a good attorney and eventually a District Attorney but my parents elevation of me as being their sweet perfect daughter would be destroyed as well. I guess that is another reason I work out so much. It is a substitute for my dull unsatisfying sex life here in this town. Still, I don't want to move away from here, not yet at least, not while my parents are still alive.
I sold my house in town and bought a place more private eight miles out in the country. It is a small three bedroom on a hill top with this great view of the surrounding mountains and farms. There are no really close neighbors and the 20 acres surrounding the house is fenced, wooded and very private so if I wish, I can run around nude anywhere on the property. I love it. I have a large dog now, a German Sheppard and I feel safer than in town. He alerts me of any trespassers or any one else that comes up the driveway or cross the property.
My running is even better, long country lanes, not much traffic and nice views I can look at while I run. I've been running here for a month now and have a schedule when I run depending upon the temperature that I stick to. If it is going to be hot, I run early in the morning before work starting at 5:00. If it is cool, I run in the evenings before dark starting at 6:00 just after I get home. I like to keep to a timed schedule. If I don't, I sometimes get distracted and don't run or I don't get my six miles in. My swimming, weights, aerobics and now karate are on scheduled times also at a fitness club.
I like running best though out in the fresh air and away from people. I can let my mind go blank and just run. This is the most relaxing for me. The lane I run on is only close to a few houses with plenty of open space along pastures with horses, cattle and other animals like sheep. There are a several brushy places along the side of the road that gives one some privacy if there is a need to go pee. I am thankful for that. In town, there was no place to do that.
I noticed in the last 9 days of running, an older man watching me from the window of his house as I run by. He usually waved at me. I started waving back as I went by. I t doesn't hurt to be friendly, besides, I started thinking of this as a safe house if I needed it. This was where I turn around and run back home. It is exactly three miles from my house and sometimes I pause here to catch my breath before I start back. I started looking for him now each time I ran.
It was warm this evening when I started my run, so I wore just a sport bra and shorts as I usually do showing a lot of skin. I often wondered what it would be like to run nude but that was out of the question running in public like this. I was only one and a half miles into my run when I met him walking toward me with his dog. He smiled and waved as I passed, I returned the same. I noticed he was around 65 or so and in pretty good shape and good looking for an old guy. I kept running giving it no further thought. We passed again on my return run, and smiled and waved to each other.
This kept up for several more weeks, us passing each other along the road and smiling and waving to each other. Finally, I didn't know what got into me but at one point when I met him again, I stopped and said hi and introduced myself. We chatted about the usual stuff, weather, beauty of the surrounding hills, mountains, animals, how long we've lived here, and you know the usual stuff strangers talk about when first introduced.
It wasn't until after I got back into my run that I thought about where we kept meeting. It was at one of the brushy areas along the side of the road, where sometimes if I had too I would stop and pee. The brush was very thick along the road but opened up into a small grassy clearing not far from the road. It was very secluded and the grass was tall and thick. I liked the spot for its privacy and natural beauty, a small hidden meadow. I wondered about that, a perfect place for a private meeting.
I kept thinking about this for the next several weeks. There were several times he wasn't walking and he quit walking his dog and left it home. We usually stopped and chatted and I learned he was married but that his wife was in a car accident some 10 years ago and paralyzed from the waist down but that didn't stop me from thinking "what if". Could I, would I be able to go through what I was thinking. He seemed lonely and with his wife the way she was, would he go through with what I was thinking?