"Mr. Greaves, this is Captain Behar from the County Sheriff's Department. I'm afraid there's been an accident." Why would he be calling me about an accident back home? I looked up at the red stoplight, hoping it would turn green and that I could just drive away before I heard what he had to say next.
"Your father and stepmother were involved in a head-on collision this evening. I'm sorry, son, but neither of them survived." The light turned green, but I sat paralyzed by what I had just heard. I could not speak.
"I'm sorry for your loss," the distant voice said. Still I could not speak. A car behind me honked. I sat.
"Is there anyone I can call for you, son?" I thought of D.H. and finally I found my voice. The honking behind me became more insistent.
"No, thank you, Captain. Has my stepbrother been notified?"
"Yes, sir. He arrived on the scene and is with your parents' remains now. He asked that I call you." Two cars swerved around me and I watched their taillights recede as the signal turned red again.
"Um, thank you, Captain. Tell my stepbrother that I will be in touch." And I just hung up.
I turned the car and headed back to D.H.'s townhouse. When she answered the door, I burst into tears.
* * * * *
The next 10 days were a blur. Arrangements, lawyers, funerals, real estate agents, auctioneers, and people I hadn't seen for years. D.H. was always right there, by my side, supporting me, handling things. I honestly don't know how I would have made it without her. As executor my job was not complex; my father had executed a simple will that was very clear and instructive. My younger half-siblings were taken care of; I got a modest inheritance. D.H. guided me through the process, and soon I found myself back in D.C., back at my desk and my duties.
My first day back D.H. asked me if I wanted to come to her place that evening for a bite and some company. Again, I was grateful and agreed to come after we got off work. We left the office about 9:00 that evening, with loads of work still undone from our long absence. On the ride D.H. called and ordered Chinese to be delivered. Karl, who had paid his respects that morning, drove us in silence and dropped us at the curb in front of the townhouse.
"Thank you, Karl, that will be all for tonight," D.H. said as we got out of the car. She handed me her keys and I unlocked the door and followed her in. "Make us some drinks," D.H. said as she hung up coat. I'm going to go up and change."
I went to the bar and made myself a martini and her a Scotch, then clicked on the television and sat down, flicking through the channels until I found a rerun of Breaking Bad. D.H. came down and joined me on the couch and we sat in silence, sipping our drinks and watching Walter White outwit the big drug cartel.
Soon there was a knock on the door and our Chinese feast arrived. We ate and drank tea. I swear I dropped more food back on my plate than made it to my mouth each time I tried to take a bite with those chopsticks. But D.H. was insistent that I use them. "When in Rome...." she said. When dinner was done and the tray tables put away, she patted the cushion next to her, and said, "Come over here and sit next to me."
I kicked my shoes off and sat next to her. When I did she put her arm around me and pulled me to her.
"Come here," she said and pulled me towards her until I was resting my head against her breast. "We never really got any alone time together back home. So many people, so many things to do," she sighed. She began stroking my forehead. "I'm so sorry, Michael. Your father was a wonderful man."
"I can't really believe he's gone," I answered. "It just doesn't seem real." We sat like that for a while, watching television, her stroking my forehead, rubbing my temples, and me just snuggling into her. She was all I had now; I wasn't close with my half-siblings, being older and having gone off to college before they were teens. It might sound funny, but at that moment I felt truly loved and comforted. But as time went on, I was becoming less aware of her comfort and more aware of the curve of her breast against my cheek.