I was young when we moved to New Jersey. I had a neighbor. An older gentlemen. I met him in our back yard. He was very friendly and we became good friends.
English is my second language. He use to help me pronounce difficult words. He was a retired elementary school teacher. I got into the habit of bringing my home work to his house. He would help me study. His wife had died and he lived alone.
As I grew older, we remain friends. He never tried anything sexual with me. I would spend hours at his house while my parents fought over the bills, or argued about my fathers cheating and drinking.
We freely talked about every subject under the sun. Despite the fact he was as old as my Grandparents, we were truly good friends.
Okay, I think you have the picture. Now I'll get to the root of this story. What I am about to tell you happened soon after my eighteenth birthday.
Everyone told me that he was a dirty old man. They warned me about always being alone with him. Even my parents were weary of him.
But I knew the truth about him. I knew that he loved me visiting him. I knew that he sometimes got stiff erection when we were together. He tried his best to hide his hard cock. He never exposed himself to me. But the imprint of his hard cock was sometimes noticeable through his pants.
I was a healthy eighteen year old girl and I think I scared him. Why? Because he could not hide his sexual desire for me. I knew this and I was delighted that I had this effect on him. Seeing him trying to hide his obvious erections, somehow made me feel appreciated. It was exciting.
Then one hot spring day, I went to his house after school. I had locked myself out of the house. My clothes were soaked with sweat. I had on a short blue cotton skirt with matching cotton blue panties. I had taken my bra off before leaving school because it was uncomfortable. My nipples were poking through my sweat soaked, white cotton blouse.
My panties were wet with desire. I had always came home from school and masturbated in my room before my parents got home. For some reason, I am very aroused after school. That day, I really need to masturbate. I knew my panties were very wet from the hot oil that flowed-out from deep within my vagina. I couldn't wait to get into my room and fuck-myself. But...I was locked out of my house. Damn!
So, I knock on my friends door. He let me in. My friend could not take his eyes off of my breast. Embarrassingly, I was afraid that he might be able to smell the musky scent of my wet pussy.
I wouldn't sit next to him on the couch. I had showered just before leaving school because gym was my last class. So I was clean...but sweaty. He was wearing a pair of shorts. I saw that he had a powerful erection. Keep in mind, this man was in his sixties. He had admitted to me that he hasn't had sex since his wife died fifteen years prior.
Sudden, he stood up and ordered me to leave his house. I was shocked! When I asked him why I had to leave, He said, "Kala! I am a dirty old man. I can't be around you right now."
I stood up. I was angry! I yelled, "you are NOT a dirty old man. You are a human being. You are a man who is still living."
He sat down and said, "I want you so bad Kala. But I know that I am old and you are so young and beautiful. No girl your age would want an old man like me."
His words brought tears to my eyes. This proud, wonderful man, who had been my friend ever since I moved from the reservation, thought that he was old and ugly. He thought that I disapproved of his sexual desires for me because of his age.
But he was so wrong. I always looked at him as a proud man. I always respected him as a man. I never once thought of him as old. He was a man! And at that moment, he need a woman. He needed me.
I walk over to him. I pushed him back on the couch and laid my body on top of his. He immediately tried to push me off of him. I said, in a very low voice, "don't reject me. Let me give myself to you."