How many people are there in the world who have secret desires that occupy significant periods of their thinking time? People who, for whatever reason, are not able to share their thoughts, fantasies and desires let alone act on them. Too afraid to do anything about them, or too restricted to do online research because of the inability to use shared laptops for fear of being found out?
Well the reality is that I was one of those people, a married 'normal' man who was sadly not able to fully share those desires with his wife. Sadly because she was (is) a lovely lady who definitely had her moments of intense kink and desire to have had needs fulfilled which was extremely exciting, erotic and loving. I shared with her the excitement of her trysts with a work colleague, an ex-boyfriend and a mature next door neighbor. I enjoyed immensely our love making after her extra marital sessions, hearing the detail of her cock sucking, how her tits were sucked and how her cunt was filled with copious amounts of spunk from her sex starved lovers. Intense and explicit yes. These were great periods. Sadly though illness robbed her of the ability to continue to enjoy such experiences and I guess I felt that I should not indulge when she couldn't. That's life.
My desires and fantasies of course remained and so I sought a 'safe' environment to pursue my needs. Literotica helped, there are some very talented authors out there who gift their talents. I particularly enjoyed email conversations with those who were kind enough to respond to my contact and to the replies of non authors, who like me, benefited from the erotic minds of others.
Interestingly (for me at least) I discovered that there was a population of women out there in cyberspace who were similar to me, who had the desires, enjoyed the erotica, wanted more but didn't quite know how, if they should or were too scared to do anything about it.