Chapter 03: End of Summer
Mark's visit was cheering everyone up. College had been treating him well, but a weekend at home with his family was long overdue. He had shown up Friday evening and planned to stay until Sunday night when he'd make the three hour drive back north to the college.
Saturday afternoon passed quickly as Andrew and his big brother Mark helped their dad finish putting together a storage shed he'd bought earlier that day. Andrew loved building things. Mark always seemed to tolerate these family projects fairly well, but he seemed somewhat detached today.
Andrew inquired as to what was making Mark seem so distant. Mark looked up from his pile of cinder blocks he'd found to sit on while assembling the shed door latch mechanism. Mark paused, as if wondering whether or not he wanted to tell Andrew or not.
"It's nothing. I'll tell you about it later." Mark insisted. Andrew had no choice but to accept this and finish helping his dad.
Soon they were basically finished. Peter, Andrew and Mark's dad, seemed to find any number of ways to drag a project out past completion. The shed was perfectly assembled. Andrew hauled the last of the packing material off to the trash and it was done. Mark stood on the back patio as Andrew returned to the back yard. The two boys stood and laughed quietly to each other while watching their dad check the level of the shed.
"Come on, dad!" Mark called out to him. "Any flaws will just add character."
Peter walked away from the shed, towards them. "We'd probably better start thinking about dinner. And of course that means we'd better start thinking about starting the barbecue. You boys should go to the store and pick up some meat."
Minutes later, Andrew sat in the passenger seat of his dad's beloved old pickup while Mark drove. The paint was faded, the cabin smelled of untold numbers of pine tree air fresheners; but this truck was a member of the family as much as any family dog could be. Andrew let his hand fly in the warm summer air outside his passenger window as the truck rumbled down the old back road to their favorite shopping center. He could almost touch the tall grass of some of the overgrown spots near the road as they whisked past. This was summer.
The two brothers made more fun out of shopping than most people do out of bowling. It felt great to be back together again like old times. Talk of the town started, with Andrew filling Mark in on all the latest. While choosing a watermelon from the display, Mark changed the topic.
"So I hear you're working for the Wilsons. Hey, Andrew, speaking of the Wilsons, I've gotta confess something to you. You're not going to like this."
Andrew played it cool. "What is it? Just tell me."
Mark picked a large watermelon and spilled the beans for Andrew. "Well, I ran into Stephanie at a party a month ago."
Andrew's face was a mixture of shock and awe. "No way..."
"Way." Mark confirmed. "And well, let's just say she knows how to party for an old choir girl. I don't think she's as churchy as her parents are. We actually made out!"
Andrew managed to mimic a deeply saddened expression and stopped in the middle of the aisle. "Traitor." He stated simply.
Mark laughed. "Hey, I know she's your dream girl, but it all just kinda happened before I could think. You can't blame me, right?"
Andrew laughed too. "No, of course not. Stephanie's hot." He grabbed a bag of potato chips and threw them in the cart. "Really though, I've more or less forgotten about her. I'm stoked for you, dude."
Mark seemed surprised. "Really? Well, I guess that was easier than I thought it would be..." He trailed off, glancing at an attractive woman that had walked by moments before. "Seriously though, you don't mind? I mean, we aren't going out or anything..."
"There." Andrew said, punching Mark in the shoulder. "Now I've forgotten about the whole thing."
Mark laughed, seeming to be encouraged by his brother's good natured response to the news. "Well, the thing is, I am going out with Stephanie's friend Allie. The two girls are like best friends. Stephanie basically set us up." Mark turned the shopping cart down the next aisle. "And get this; Stephanie is visiting her parents this coming weekend and offered to pick me up so I could come down too. Allie will be tagging along and staying at the Wilson's house. Pretty sweet, huh?"
Andrew had to agree that it sounded pretty sweet.
An hour later Andrew sat with his family on the patio, listening to Mark's stories about his roommates. Mark could make just about anything funny, and pretty soon Martha, their mother, was laughing so hard at one of Mark's anecdotes that she even began to cry a little. Andrew was glad to have his brother back.
That night, Mark came to Andrew's room, seeming a bit confused. "Hey, Andrew." He said just above a whisper. "Did you take my porn stash?"
Andrew had completely forgotten about the duffel bag; the treasure trove of pornographic magazines that nestled secretly under his bed. The bag used to live up in Mark's closet, but Andrew had taken the liberty of moving it to his room while Mark was gone. Andrew did feel a bit embarrassed.
"Uh... yeah." Andrew managed after an awkward moment.
"Hey, no problem, bro. I just wanted to make sure mom didn't find it! I should have given it to you before I left anyway." Mark said cheerfully. "The power of the pornography lies in your hands now."
Andrew smiled. "Well, uh, thanks." He couldn't stop grinning.
Mark gave him the thumbs up. "See you in the morning. And don't come to breakfast before washing your hands." He left, closing the door so Andrew couldn't get a word in. Classic Mark.
Andrew went back to his reading. It was just as well that Mark wouldn't know that Andrew hadn't laid a finger on the old duffel bag in over a week. The charms of that once holiest of holy porn stashes had been superseded by a blistering affair he was having with Mrs. Doreen Wilson; Stephanie's mom. Andrew doubted that he would ever tell anyone about it, even Mark. It had been over a day since his last meeting with Doreen, and Andrew started thinking about her.
Doreen Wilson was still a bit of a mystery to Andrew. He felt close to her, yet distant at the same time. They shared the most intimate experiences that Andrew could yet imagine, while not really knowing each other.
Andrew finished the chapter he was on and reached up to set the paperback on his nightstand. Clicking off the reading lamp, he was set upon by thoughts of Doreen. Nothing, it seemed, could distract him from their affair. He lay there on his back for a time, pondering. What would happen to him? Where would all of this end? Andrew hadn't really bothered to consider such things, as the sensation of his relationship with Doreen had been answer enough.
Andrew hadn't felt especially guilty about any of it, and guilt did not assail him now. Doreen was a grown woman, twice his age. She wouldn't be taking part in this secret arrangement if she didn't think it would be good for her, or at least worth the risk. Besides, the risk is part of what made it all so exciting. Andrew had been worried at first, but if confronted on his crime of passion after the fact, he would have answered simply "don't knock it until you've tried it."
Usually, all of this thinking would have lulled Andrew to sleep by now. Andrew recognized the shift in his outlook on the whole situation, and it stirred him from his bed. He sat up in the dark. What did he want? Deeply unsettled, Andrew decided to put his clothes back on and go for a nightly stroll around the neighborhood. He realized that it meant he could walk past the Wilson's house on the way, but this didn't really bother him. Maybe that's all he needed.