A huge thank you to ngnx and lumberjackme99 for their editing help.
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CHAPTER 1
DAY 1: THE TRAIN
I never expected to fall in love on the way to work. Not at my age. Not with my husband—a good man—still committed to me after 23 years of marriage. But sometimes life grabs you by the scruff of your neck and takes you places you never anticipated you'd go.
It all started on the DART—Dallas Area Rapid Transit. A metro train with its share of weirdos but a healthy contingent of worker bees like me.
One summer morning, it was raining out—a slow, drizzly rain. I had forgotten my umbrella, so my hair was clinging to me like a wet wool sweater. I hoped it didn't smell as disgusting as it felt. I was wearing a beige Burberry trench coat—don't know why I caved to the trend to buy this coat, because it made me look shapeless and sallow. Underneath was a beautiful lipstick red suit and black pearls, but my sack of a coat concealed it.
I was approaching my 49th birthday. So I had to think more and more about what colors and styles worked on my petite frame. I could still fit in clothes my 22-year-old daughter wore, but I didn't want to look like a cougar trying to be younger than I was.
Staring at my reflection in the window, I thought about my upcoming birthday—49 was hitting me hard, and the big 50 speeding up behind that churned my stomach.
My second stop in, a handsome man, built to brighten my day, lured my eye. How did I miss him when I first got on? He was about six feet, dressed in business attire but carrying a gym bag. He was holding the overhead bar, shoulders and biceps flexed beneath his suit jacket. His butt was round and firm beneath his pants.
I don't know what came over me, perhaps my years were making me reckless, but I stared at him until he felt my gaze. When he looked up, I motioned to him that the seat next to me was open. He smiled, looked around, presumably to make sure no women were standing, then moved my way. I scooted in so he could have the aisle seat.
His body was bigger than it looked from across the car, and his thigh and shoulder wedged against mine. He had a square jaw, sea-green eyes, and a fresh, close shave. His aftershave smelled like pine needles and his torso was pure musk. His hair was parted and combed back. In a word, he was gorgeous. Or, as my daughter would have proclaimed, yummy.
He popped out his ear buds. "Hi, I'm Jeremy. Thanks for saving me a seat." He flashed me a modest smile.
"I'm Candace. And you're welcome. You almost lost it to a blind pregnant woman in a wheelchair."
He quirked his mouth. "That's funny. I hope I'd be gentleman enough to give up the seat."
I was in a flirty mood. "I hope you wouldn't."
He chuckled, a deep rumbling noise that emanated from his chest. "You're terrible."
"No, honest."
I glanced down at his ear buds. He was so serious looking. I wondered what he was listening to. Catching up on the news? A podcast? Audio book?
"Nosy question. What were you listening to?"
His cheeks flamed. He turned his phone to show me the screen. Shakira. He was listening to Shakira!
He was embarrassed, so I stifled my giggle. "How did that happen?"
He cleared his throat in embarrassment. "My wife loves her. Plays her constantly. I picked it up. Her positive energy pumps me up for work. Plus, I speak Spanish, so it's a way to keep the language fresh for me. That's my excuse and I'm sticking to it."
"I promise to try not to tease you for it."
"I appreciate that. What do you like to listen to?"
"My job is demanding, so when I listen to music I like to unwind. I do a lot of yoga, which involves hippy dippy New Age music. As far as artists, I like mellow stuff like Enya and sexy sounds like Sade."
"Sexy, huh? I've never heard of her."
"Put your buds in and look her up. S-A-D-E. Look up 'Smooth Operator.' Give it a listen and let me know what you think."
Jeremy put his ear buds in and pulled up Sade. The first song that popped up was 'The Sweetest Taboo,' so he went with that. When it was halfway through he stopped and looked at me, his eyebrows raised. "Not bad. But I don't think I'm supposed to get turned on before work."
I laughed. "Believe me, there's usually nothing on the train to turn anyone on before work"
His eyes found mine and turned serious. "I found the exception."
I blushed and examined my shoes. It had been a long time since a man flirted with me.
"Candace, the next stop is mine. Will you be on tomorrow?"
"Five days a week."
"Same train, same car?"
"As always."
"Awesome, I'll look forward to seeing you then."
"Same here, Jeremy."
"Enjoy your day. And stop turning me on before work. It's not fair." He hopped off the train with a wave and a naughty grin.
Candace grinned back at Jeremy as her window passed him by. She turned to stare at the seatback in front of her. She was confused by her behavior. Why was she flirting with another man? George was a committed man, although he took her for granted. But wasn't that part of marriage? Was it him or was it their marriage?
Candace shook away her thoughts. A little flirtation with some no-name man who she might never see again was innocent. Except she knew his name, and she knew she'd see him again. Probably every day.
DAY 2: INTERNSHIP
I felt like a lovesick schoolgirl. I couldn't wait to see Jeremy again. I went out of my way to wear a form-fitting pink dress and sexy high heels.
Jeremy's face lit up when he saw me.
"Look at you. Nice dress."
I blushed, like a 15-year-old, I actually blushed. "Thank you."
He looked even more delicious than the day before in a gorgeous gray summer wool suit. I could smell the masculine scent of his hair cream and the erotic fragrance of his body spray. I searched for conversation to hide my sexual desire.
"How long have you been in Dallas?"
"I'm here for the summer. I'm interning at Parker & Hanson."
Shit. He was a summer law clerk. That meant he was still in law school. He was younger than I thought.
"How funny. I'm a partner at Johnson, Croft & Williford. I went to law school with John Parker."
"Small world. Parker's my boss."
"Are you having a good experience?"
"Great experience. Parker is brilliant and the other attorneys are great to work with. Lots of challenging assignments but fun activities and dinners out too."
"Where are you going to law school?"
"Columbia."
"Great school. What brings you to Dallas?"
"My wife's family lives here. She wants to come back. I like Dallas well enough, but I've gotten great offers at top-tier firms in New York. It's hard to turn that sort of thing down. Although I do like Parker's firm."