Part One: Second Bachelorhood
Above the California landscape, the crystalline blue sky spread itself, and the sun - blunt and abrupt - shone brightly from its six o'clock position. John had just come home from work at the factory; he hadn't bothered to shower - he was much too tired for that. He sat in his living room in the cool air conditioning watching television. It looked like it was going to be a long, hot summer, and it was only the beginning of June. He took a swig of his beer, looked about himself, and decided he had settled well into his post-divorce life. (Though he still could not part with the wedding ring snuggled up against the flesh of his finger).
Katharine - his ex-wife - had fallen out of love with him and their divorce had been finalized only two months prior. She had fallen out of love with John and found herself in the arms of another man, a hotshot ambulance chaser who lived in the city. John had given all he had in their nine years together, but he could give no more: he refused to be played a fool and he was the one who had initiated the divorce proceedings twelve months prior.
And now he was free. He was a 52-year-old divorced man, "ripe for the picking," or so his buddies at work had told him. But he did not feel this way. He did not feel freewheeling or out on the prowl. He felt lonely. He also felt - quite frequently - an all-surrounding darkness knowing that not only had his marriage failed, but the manner in which it had collapsed.
He was waiting for Molly to arrive. He avoided preening and perfecting his looks; he was not on the lookout for a date, and besides, this was just a neighborhood girl who he knew through her mother and father. Molly and her parents had lived around the corner from him for many years and when she graduated high school four years ago, she had left the small 'burbs in her wake and headed to the northern part of the state to study business. She had arrived back home some days ago and had been enjoying everything a parents' home had to offer: homecooked meals, a fresh bed to sleep in in a room of her own (instead of having to share a dorm room), top-notch air conditioning, and a bathroom she need not wait in line for with the pushes and shoves of other half-naked college girls.
In John's friendly acquaintanceship with her parents, it was his understanding that Molly was to come over this evening to lend a hand. John - much to the chagrin of his pride and his stubborn, independent streak - found that he had avoided taking care of himself this past year by the usual bachelor tricks: hiring maids to clean his house, ordering Chinese takeout to feed himself, and doing the best he could to tame his garden, which, inevitably, always seemed to sprout weeds.
This is where Molly came in. She was to help him cope with his second and newfound bachelorhood. He had only seen glimpses of her since she had returned home from college, mowing the lawn, going out and checking the mailbox, or piling into a car with friends. He thought nothing of it; she just seemed to be a normal 22-year-old who wanted to enjoy life with her friends now that the four-year stretch of soul-searching and partying had come to an end.
The doorbell rang. John put down his beer, clicked off the TV, wiped his hands on his jeans, and opened the door. Standing brightly before him, in an almost ethereal light, was Molly. The small and fleeting glimpses he had had of her in the last few days had not done her justice. This evening she was wearing a snug, skimpy outfit, appropriate for summer girls on the west coast. And she glowed. Her blond hair shone almost like a (tilted) halo, a cap that invited itself to be knocked off her head in the obscenest of nudges. His eyes quickly swept across her figure. His mind searched its corners for something cool and intelligent to say, but, as he grew in his jeans, he could only say the words that first came to him:
"Please, Molly. Come in." And he stood back so she could enter the front hallway.
She stepped into the house and looked around. "Thank you, John. Looks like you could use some help around here."
He chuckled. "Yeah, I think so."
The young lady set down her purse and walked into the living room. It was not quite as clean as John's fantasies had imagined it to be. There was an initial awkwardness with each other: Molly was nearly a stranger to him now, and her looks were testimony to how much she had grown and changed over the past several years. Her provocative appearance was a welcome development to the middle-aged man and as she casually looked at the photographs on his walls and shelves, making pleasant chitchat and trying to envelope herself in his territory, he could not help but notice her new body that was so becoming. He tried not to stare or gawk, but the youthful blond in the intimacy of his living room made his voltage meter dance.
Molly was a marvel. She had not grown much taller since he last saw her up close (he guessed she stood about 5'1"), but her figure had grown out: her breasts were beautiful and full and slope-shaped, and her legs seemed long despite her short stature. She was wearing an outfit that he couldn't help but take notice of: Daisy dukes and a half top that was spread taut against her youthful, torpedo-like boobs. Her tummy was flat and toned, very small, and he was surprised at how tan and healthy she looked after only being home a few days. He noticed - to his new bachelor eye - that the rounded, lower part of her asscheeks protruded perkily, youthfully out of the legs of her denim shorts. (They, too, were also a delicious, tanned color like the rest of her body; he yearned to knead her tightness like sweet cookie dough).
Molly - sweet Molly whom he was liking more and more every instant -, her hair was a golden blond color, streaked yellow by the sun, and it ran halfway down her back. But her eyes - oh, those beautiful eyes he had never before noticed - how they seemed to reach into his soul; they were a light lilac color, and when she had greeted him at the door only a moment before, they had looked up at him under black, curled lashes, slowly, seductively, and a smile followed, a lovely film star smile that had immediately made his knees buckle and his penis drip with desire.
"Good grief, just look at this place," she said abruptly and picked up a food carton and sniffed it. "How long has this been here?"
He blushed. "A while," he answered vaguely.
Her expression softened to compassion when she saw his embarrassment. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been so rude. What would you like for dinner?"
"Oh, I don't really care." He paused. "Thank you for coming over."
She waved her hand nonchalantly. "I'm happy to. Tell you what, you clean up the living room and I'll start on a great feast for dinner. Does pasta and bread suit you?"
He grinned. "It sounds great, thank you." He hesitated once more then spoke: "If you will share the dinner with me."
The obvious romantic suggestion seemed to go right over her head, and she nodded vehemently. "Oh, of course. I made the meal, I should be able to eat it. I'm an excellent cook, by the way."
And they got to work.
The two of them - coconspirators in a quest for a clean house - began their chores. Molly tinkered in the kitchen, occasionally making a noise with a pot or a jar, and John began working on the sitting room, collecting old sandwich wrappers from McDonald's, beer cans, newspapers, food cartons, and a copy of
Penthouse
that he didn't realize had been sitting out. Two red circles of embarrassment once more lit up his cheeks and he threw the magazine in the garbage bag he had, billowed and ready to be filled.
John had been so caught up in the attractiveness of Molly that he had neglected to think about his own appearance. He assumed he looked an awful fright, being that he had worked nearly half a day at the factory and had not bathed when he came home. His face was darkened with a five o'clock shadow; he was really a man who needed two shaves a day. But when he was showered, shampooed, and shaved, he realized he was an average-looking man with a twinkle of mischief and sexuality in the corner of his eye. His frame was tall and dominant at just a smidge under six feet and atop his head was a thick, beautiful head of hair - dark hair with little specks of gray - that he fretted with when around pretty girls. (And he found himself doing this now, preening and straightening the inconsistencies of his locks). Upon his nose he wore glasses, and behind the lenses were two, beautiful, intense aqua-colored eyes.
Being that he was in good shape from the physical labor at work, he often wore tight clothes that showed the subtle muscle and leanness of his frame. He was far from a bodybuilder, but his chest was taut and broad, and was tight enough to stretch a t-shirt from sleeve-to-sleeve across his pectorals. His thighs were strong and thick, but what he was most proud of was his rear end: it was not voluptuous or curvaceous like a woman's was, but it was flat and uninviting and plain except for a tiny
oomph!
where his buttocks met his thighs. This little plateau on the otherwise flat land drew the occasional woman towards him like a magnet, wanting to feel that cute pinch of tiny flab he had to offer.