I went on my normal morning walk. A beautiful trail with tall trees, a bridge and a small creek. It was perfect and peaceful. I put my headphones in and started down the trail. It was a warm morning so I put on a pair of cotton shorts and a t-shirt. I normally did not wear panties or a bra. I walked farther down the trail and noticed someone ahead of me. That is weird since no one else was usually here this early. I decided to keep my distance. I could tell it was a man. I slowed my pace. He did as well. Then he walked off the trail and sat on a park bench. Great. I had to keep walking. As I got closer I could see the man. I knew the man. I hated him. No, I loved him. Shaking my head, no, I hated him. We had been friends for over two years. Slept together for most of that time. Had a horrible ending to our friendship and rarely talked. What was he doing out here? I got closer. He looked at me. Those eyes. They still haunt me when I sleep. Blue eyes as bright as the sky.
"Hey." He said.
I looked at him.
"What do you want?" I asked him.
"You." He said looking at me with a slight smile.
"Well, I hate to be the stick in the mud, but you aren't getting me. Remember, you walked away for me. I wasn't good enough for you!" I was getting mad. He was ruining my morning walk!
He stood up and walked over to me. He ran his finger down the side of my face. I loved it. No. I hate it! He wasn't supposed to be doing this. It had been over a year since we had touched each other. He grabbed my face in his hands. Looked me right in my eyes and kissed me on the lips. I wanted to push away. I wanted to turn and run. Instead I was lost in his kiss.