Now, right from the start, letās get the details over and done with.
My name is Jan, well, Janet actually, but letās stick with Jan as everybody else does.
Iām fifty-two at the time of writing, but was fifty when the events I shall relate took place.
I am five feet six inches tall. Buxom, in fact very buxom, but its all firm. Nothing flops about, including my bosom ā 40 C if you want to know, but then, I donāt often wear a bra because I like to show off my nipples. Iāve got very nice, strong legs, sturdy but not thick, if you know what mean, but after all, its whatās at the top of them that counts, isnāt it?
Iāve been married to Tom for thirty odd years. Heās about five years older than me, and gave up getting intimate with me about ten years ago. Weāre a bit of a laugh when seen together because heās a couple of inches shorter than I am and thin with it.
I once overheard some horrible male say to another after seeing the pair of us; āItād be like a pimple on an elephant when those two are at it.ā
Well, we are no longer āat it,ā but in early days, Tom did manage to sire three kids on me, and that currently leaves me with four grandchildren.
I didnāt mention my face, did I? Itās a bit hard to assess oneās own face, but I think it looks okay. Iāve got wide set brown eyes that I enhance by having my hair dyed blonde. I always think brown eyes and blonde hair look good together, donāt you?
I have a sort of snub nose and what I believe is called, a āfull mouth.ā Talking of āfullā, Iāve always taken great care of my teeth, so Iāve got a really nice set of white āpearliesā, all my own.
That takes care of the personal stuff so now let me give you the setting.
I live in a nice suburb of the city, you know, good neighbours, nice gardens and trees along the street.
In the house opposite ours lives a widow, Stella, and her son, Steve. Steve was about twenty-two at the time Iām telling you about.
When we first moved in Steve was about seven years old. I watched him grow up, and he turned out to be what I think is called these days, a āreal hunk.ā If that means he is a nicely shaped, sexy looking young man, then thatās what I mean. I used to think, āMy God, if I were twenty-five years younger Iād have his shoes under my bed.ā
Stellaās husband, Dan, died of cancer when Steve was about sixteen. He was a nice fellow, and Steve looks just like him, that is, before Dan was wasted away with cancer.
I suppose Danās death could have embittered Steve, because he got on well with his father, but it didnāt. He sort of became serious, and took on the job of being the āman of the house,ā looking after his mum, doing the gardening, and so on.
I donāt know what Steve did about sex, but I never saw him with any girls, but Iām sure he would have had no trouble getting them with his body and looks. I thought perhaps that he just kept them well out of his motherās sight.
Steve turned out to be a bit of a computer whiz ā went to university and did a computer course that started out with say, a hundred students and ended with ten, it was so tough. Steve was still there at the end. When he graduated Stella held a party for him, and the whole street went to it.
It was at that party I first noticed something strange. No, I lie, I had an inkling that something was happening some time before the party, and in fact, it first came to my attention when Steve was about seventeen. But it was at the party that it really became clearer to me.
There were plenty of local girls at the party, some of them quite pretty, but Steve almost ignored them. I began to wonder if he was gay, but he didnāt latch on to any of the fellows either, and some of them were pretty too.
It was me he glued himself to. You know, getting me drinks and food, and chatting away. He hardly left my side all evening.
Even though I got a bit wet between the legs with him so near and attentive, I told myself that he was opting for safety with a woman about the same age as his mum.
Talking of his mum, it reminds me, it was that night of the party when she came over to speak to me, she told me that Steve was not going to go after a job with some company, but was going to start his own little business working from home.
Now, donāt ask me the in and outs of it because, although I now have a computer, what goes on inside that box thing is a mystery to me.
Anyway, Steve was going to be doing something with or about computers working from home. Stella showed me the front room that they were going to make into an office or workshop, or both ā something like that. That room looked straight across the street to our house.
Steve started his little business and I noticed computers coming and going, so he seemed to be doing all right. I also noticed something else.
Steve had a sort of desk and workbench by the window. Every time I appeared I could see him working, and I could also see he looked up at me, and kept looking up as long as I was in sight.
At first, it was disconcerting having a pair of male eyes focused on you whenever you were out the front. I wondered what the attraction was. Then I fell in, I was the attraction. āMy God,ā I thought, āI do believe that boy fancies me.ā
Then I began to recall how for some years, as I said before, he seemed to be interested in me. Iād taken no notice of his stares and how, if I were in the front garden, he would come across and chat with me, and seemed to take an inordinate interest in my breasts. Mind you, he wasn't the only one with that particular hobby.
Again, I must say, that despite my fancy for the horny youth, I put his mammary fascination down to āgrowing up,ā whatever that means.
Now that I seemed to capture Steveās attention every time I appeared out the front, I let myself think that this would pass eventually, but it didnāt. The result was, I began to enjoy his attention, and started to get evil thoughts about that young man.
My husband Tom did nothing around the house, including nothing in the garden. It was all left to me. And when Tom wasnāt at work, he was mainly off to play golf with his mates.
You could say that the flower of romance had wilted where Tom was concerned. As for me, I was fond of him and had no desire to part from him, but I had been left with quite a hole in my life ā no pun intended, although he certainly left that hole empty.
I know there is a view held by some that when a woman gets to forty or thereabouts, she shuts up the sex shop and settles for knitting and television. Let me tell you, it is not true. At fifty, I still hankered after a big fat male organ in my nice little cleft.
Put your self in my place, if you can. Here was I, a virile matron longing for some hero to come and give me the joy of his body, and of course, I would give him the joy of mine, and across the road was a lovely penis looking for a home, or so I thought. Action was required.
The question was how could I lure that male organ into the vicinity of my genitalia?
I began with a programme of tantalising.
As I said, I may be buxom, but itās all firm. I therefore began by dressing so as to stimulate. Not, of course, the bikini that is so popular and evident in these sorts of tales. Such a garment was not really suitable for me. Instead, I dressed up in very tight shorts and an equally tight top.
The purpose was to display my female charms to the best advantage. The shorts were of the sort that the cloth passing under the crotch sank into my cleft, while the top, with no bra underneath, displayed both my cleavage, that is deep, and my nipples that are long.
Thus clad, I would proceed to the front garden and commence some real or imagined horticultural activity. I made a point of bending over some of the time with my buttocks pointed in the direction of Steveās workshop. This displayed the firmness of my posterior, and gave him some idea of the position of my vulva and its desirability.
At other times I would face his window and pretend I needed a stretch, so as to display my breasts to best advantage, and also demonstrate that I did not have a sagging belly.
That it drew his attention was obvious. He must have thought that I could not see him through the window because he actually got a pair of binoculars and focused them on me. I gave him all the stretching and bending I could decently manage, and thought, āIf this doesnāt get him out here, nothing will.ā
Sad to say, my ploy didnāt work, although I tried it repeatedly. I think he must have rushed off to his bedroom or the bathroom to masturbate.
I had to think of something else, but what. If only I could get him out that room and into my house.
Then the obvious struck me, and I could have kicked myself for being so slow. He was a computer whiz. I had a computer. What if something went wrong with my machine?
Now, as all you computer owners know, if you donāt want anything to go wrong with the damned thing, it invariably will. But just you try to get it to go wrong deliberately. I punched every key and pressed every button. I tormented icons and played merry hell with the menu bar, and the rotten thing just would not go wrong.
Well, I would just have to play a more subtle game. Picking my time carefully so as to be as sure as I could that Tom would not be arriving home for a few hours, I crossed the great divide and knocked on Stellaās door.
Stella came to the door, her hands covered in flour, and I asked with sweet innocence, āDo you think I could have a word with Steve, my computer has gone wrong?ā
āOf course, Iām sure Steve would love to help you if he can, go in and see him.ā
I made my way to Steveās office/workshop, knocked and entered. One of the first things my eyes fell upon were the binoculars on his desk.
āSteve dear,ā I began, in my best maiden in distress voice,ā I wonder if you could help me, my computer has gone wrong?ā
I moved close to him, pretending to take an interest in some computer parts he had on the desk. My nearness seemed to disturb him, which was of course, the idea.
āWhatā¦erā¦what exactly hasā¦erā¦gone wrong?ā
āThereās all sorts of funny lines on the screen.ā
āDoā¦erā¦do you want me toā¦er come over andā¦er have a look?ā
āOh, would you? That would be lovely. You are a darling. Iāll pay you, of course.ā
āThatā¦w-w-wont beā¦erā¦necessary, Jan.ā
āThat is kind of you, but Iām sure thereās something I shall be able to do for you in return.ā
He gave a gulp and said, āD-d-do y-you w-w-want me t-t-to c-c-come now?ā
āIf you could just give me ten minutes. Iāve got something I need to do, and I would like to watch what you do.ā