Some of this is true, some extended by fantasy. Lest you get turned off by the lead in, there is no incest in this story. It is inter-racial too, though not much is made of that.
I must thank some partners I had in crafting this story and getting over some creative roadblocks.
-'Heyall' helped me to see that the idea had some legs.
-'moncrief_the_advocate' provided excellent, attentive editing. mta, I appreciate all your effort.
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We expected nothing from each other and somehow that attitude made our coming together all the more exciting.
Earlier in the day, Hani had messaged me. She wanted to come over, and I agreed since I had no plans.
"Sure. I have nothing better to do," I poked.
"I've got nothing better to do" was damned close to "I love you" for both of us. It is an exaggeration to say that we counted on each other when our other plans failed. But when we made time for each, requiring nothing, it was the world to us.
I could hear her huff. "Are you gonna make me dinner?" she implored. Her voice took on that musical quality that had come to send my hind-brain into overdrive. I had only heard it when she was in the throes of pleasure. I felt a stirring in my pants, but brushed off any thoughts of getting some action. Just the thought of her turned me on, but we had a tacit agreement.
"I'll be there in an hour."
"Sure, you will," I teased with the whole truth of what I expected.
Again, came a little huff, but she simply responded, "This time, I promise."
I was enjoying a day off and I set about chores that had been demanding my attention for the last few days. When my phone went off fifty minutes later, I couldn't believe my eyes.
"I'm here," read the text message.
"Use the buzzer," I messaged back.
I let her in and she entered my apartment. She had an overnight bag on her shoulder and a couple of wine bottles in her hand.
At least she isn't going to only drink mine. I chuckled to myself.
I put on a movie for background noise and we sat on the sofa and made small talk. I did a double take when she sat next to me instead of the opposite end of the couch, like she usually did. She leaned into me, occasionally offering her awkward caresses between sips of wine. It was pleasing, but uncharacteristic that she would be so affectionate.
It was getting late in the afternoon, so I got up to start dinner. She stated she needed to use the bathroom and went off down the hall.
I noted that she turned on the shower and took an awfully long time. I was facing the counter as I seasoned the meat when I heard the bathroom door open and the clack of stiletto heels on the tile floor of the kitchen. My curiosity piqued -- she was always barefoot in my place -- and I was consumed at the thought of what she was up to. She was predictably selfish and held her own appeal in too high regard, so she did not do anything deliberate to seduce me.
Now, her feminine aroma cried out to be noticed as she approached me. I pretended to ignore her and left her to draw me away from dinner preparations. I did a lot for that girl—the least she could do was make a solid first move.
"Whatcha making for me?" she purred as she pressed her body into mine. I loved the change in the quality of her voice when she was horny because it betrayed her desire. Raspiness gave way to a musical quality that enhanced
I'm your dirty little slut
to the level of a love song.
The scent of her arousal muddled her perfume and the pungent wine marinade I was preparing. Maybe it was her youth, but it had been a long time since I had experienced such an aroma. Other women I had known did not exude such a powerful assault on my senses. I had thought it was simply
fresh
, but maybe it was waning biochemistry.
"Just getting the marinade ready for the beef, little one," I replied.
Her hands closed around my waist and dropped lower. She nuzzled closer and leaned down to catch a whiff of my creation. "It smells delicious."
I fought hard to not reveal my desire and delved into our usual casual, derisive banter. "Even for you, I'm not gonna hold back on making something good. I'm getting hungry."
Hani wasn't taking the bait. "Aren't you gonna look to see what I prepared for you,
daddy?
"
*
We had met in a private club where I regularly performed. Over time, our greetings became warmer and more enthusiastic. A couple of the girls that I brought occasionally would throw me a dirty look as Hani would greet me with a hug and kiss with her full lips. The girls never said much as Hani often had someone with her, making the interaction appear innocent. How dangerous could it be, really? A sexy, dark-skinned girl, young enough to be my youngest daughter, was affectionate with me. It was probably nothing more than charity, as far as most of my women were concerned. While she inspired lust, and some under-the-covers fantasies, I couldn't chalk her affection up to much more than humoring an old man.
I wasn't that old. I'd met her when I was fifty-two. I didn't know her age, but figured out later she was barely twenty at the time. She came off as a little flighty, but much of that was due to alcohol. The club parties were a loose environment and Hani and I often shared tequila shots after I finished performing, continuously lowering our boundaries with each other. It was after one of these late-night sessions that Hani stopped me before I left. The whites of her large eyes were emphasized by her African complexion, and she stared into my face.
"You're going already, Jeff?" she asked. "The fun's just starting."
"Yeah, I have to work pretty early."
She hugged me, and suggested we hang out sometime. I agreed, but more as a matter of sociability. I didn't even consider that she meant it. My girlfriend would not take it very well and I didn't want to give the appearance of cheating. Still, the exchange was repeated the next time we met.
She was serious.
The next time we saw each other at the club, she was much more aggressive, if only playfully so.
One of my performance shticks is to dress up for the shows, and she gushed about how sexy I looked that night. She might have upped her game a bit because my girlfriend wasn't there, and I know I responded more directly for the same reason.
She was alone that night, so I spent a fair bit of time with her. While we watched the other bands, she would lean into me, put her head on my shoulder and thrust out her chest. I knew she had impressive breasts—they could not be hidden despite her modest dress. She wasn't modest with me this time and smiled when she saw me look down her top.
"Nice, eh? Dirty old man," she teased, but made no effort to hide the enticement.
Nice indeed. A significant trigger for me is a woman's apparent arousal and I caught the outline of an erect nipple poking through her lace bra. I felt a twitch in my pants.
"'Dirty old man', says the girl turned on by me ogling her breasts," I retorted
Later, we sat together on a bench, my arm around her shoulder innocently—innocently if taken out of context, that is. She never shied from my affection, but seemed to understand my attachment to my girlfriend and never went too far. We were just buddies, getting closer and closer.
That was in public, though. We had exchanged some text messages and she was driving the tone hotter. When talking about the coming winter, she asked if I was going to keep her warm. The idea was intoxicating and I was considering the idea of cheating with her. I knew I had to do something about it, if only to ease my conscience.
One Friday night, I was out with some friends and felt like a bit of a third wheel, so I messaged Hani. She was free that night and eager to get together, so we went for a couple drinks. When I took her home, not sure if she really knew, I reminded her that I had a girlfriend.
"The one with the cute, short hair? I know that, silly," she said.
Mission accomplished. But it did nothing to change my infatuation with her. I welcomed her messages and phone calls. I was still committed to my girlfriend, who was an amazing girl, and one of the biggest loves of my life, but I sensed that her affection for me had waned. She rebuffed my advances and behaved disrespectfully towards me, and our relationship was suffering.