I'll try to get this all down on paper once and for all.
Many years ago when I was married we had a babysitter named Christina. She had been our papergirl for years, so when the children got old enough to leave with a sitter, we immediately thought of her. She was 18 when she started to sit for us.
At this point the relationship between my wife and I was rapidly deteriorating. On the advice of a therapist, we began to go out more as a couple without the children and we made it a ritual of going out one weeknight evening for dinner, as well as Saturday nights. The rule of course is that you are not supposed to talk about the kids, work or money, so you can imagine how quiet these dinners were.
Anyway, every night I would pick up Christina and then drop her off when we got home. She only lived a few blocks away, so it was hard to get to know her on these short drives. She was a very cute 18 year old girl who had just recently developed completely and did not have an ounce of baby fat on her. I did learn that her Mom had left them and her Dad and older brother raised her.
During the weeknights in the summertime, she would ask me to drop her off at a friend's house instead of going right home. I quickly agreed as this gave me a few more minutes with her. She seemed to open up and to be very comfortable with me, even beginning to flirt a little bit.
One night when I dropped her off, the house where her friend lived was completely dark. I told her I would wait while she rang the bell, but I was certain nobody was home. When she returned to the car, she was crying as she felt her friend had dumped her and she felt rejected. I immediately put my arms around her to comfort her trying to explain that it was probably just a misunderstanding, nothing more. While I was holding her tight and her head was on my shoulder, I began to get excited and I think it was the first time she had made me hard.
I pulled away a little in shock. As much as I liked her, I had not thought of her as more than a 18 year old "little girl" until that moment. Boy was my life about to change. I drove her to her house and I would not let her go inside until she stopped crying and agreed to talk to her friend tomorrow before she got mad at her.
From that on, I began to look at Christina in a very different light. I found myself checking her out every opportunity. I tried to steal peeks down her blouse anything she would bend down to play with the kids. I went to far as to set her up to where she had to bend over so I could either check out her ass, or peek down her top.
When she was in my car, I would find myself getting hard just looking at her and talking to her. Our rides home now would include a few extra minutes talking while parked in front of her house. On the occasions that she went to a friend's house, I would take even more time and if questioned when I got home, I would say that I drove her to a different place, much further away. My wife never questioned my motives as both of us were very fond of Christina and would do almost anything for her. Little did I know how true that statement was.
At this point Christina turned 19 and my wife and I took Christina out for a birthday dinner, yes we hired a different babysitter so we could take our sitter to dinner. Call me crazy.
That night I drove both the sitters home, of course dropping Christina off last. When we were a block from her house and waiting at a light, she leaned over the seat and as I turned to see what she was doing, she gave me a long hard kiss on the lips. I held her head tight and we kissed passionately for several short minutes. I thought I was going to cum in my pants I was so excited. When I got to her house, she said she enjoyed that very much and she really likes the way I treated her, and that I treated her like an adult, not like a child as her Dad still did, even at 19.
At this point in my marriage, I had moved into the spare bedroom and the wife and I had not been intimate in several months. I was so excited that night when I got home, I took a long cold shower to calm myself down. I got the second big surprise of the evening when my wife joined me in the shower saying that it had been much too long and why could we not make this work. She sank to her knees and gave me a very passionate blowjob, but all I could think about was Christina and I never got fully hard, nor could I cum from her sucking. She was dejected as lack of blowjobs was a constant argument in our home and here she was initiating one and I was not responding. I actually felt bad for her.
For the next few weeks each night that I would drop Christina off, we would stop along the way and make out for a few minutes. She was a quick learner and became a great kisser very shortly. I began to hold her close to feel her breasts crushed into my chest. We even began to make out briefly when I would pick her up, which presented a problem as I did not want to walk into my house with a woody. Christina giggled the first time I explained why I wanted to wait in the car and that she should just send my wife out when she was ready.