I'll try to get this all down on paper once and for all.
Many years ago when I was married we had a babysitter named Christina. She had been our papergirl for years, so when the children got old enough to leave with a sitter, we immediately thought of her. She was 18 when she started to sit for us.
At this point the relationship between my wife and I was rapidly deteriorating. On the advice of a therapist, we began to go out more as a couple without the children and we made it a ritual of going out one weeknight evening for dinner, as well as Saturday nights. The rule of course is that you are not supposed to talk about the kids, work or money, so you can imagine how quiet these dinners were.
Anyway, every night I would pick up Christina and then drop her off when we got home. She only lived a few blocks away, so it was hard to get to know her on these short drives. She was a very cute 18 year old girl who had just recently developed completely and did not have an ounce of baby fat on her. I did learn that her Mom had left them and her Dad and older brother raised her.
During the weeknights in the summertime, she would ask me to drop her off at a friend's house instead of going right home. I quickly agreed as this gave me a few more minutes with her. She seemed to open up and to be very comfortable with me, even beginning to flirt a little bit.
One night when I dropped her off, the house where her friend lived was completely dark. I told her I would wait while she rang the bell, but I was certain nobody was home. When she returned to the car, she was crying as she felt her friend had dumped her and she felt rejected. I immediately put my arms around her to comfort her trying to explain that it was probably just a misunderstanding, nothing more. While I was holding her tight and her head was on my shoulder, I began to get excited and I think it was the first time she had made me hard.
I pulled away a little in shock. As much as I liked her, I had not thought of her as more than a 18 year old "little girl" until that moment. Boy was my life about to change. I drove her to her house and I would not let her go inside until she stopped crying and agreed to talk to her friend tomorrow before she got mad at her.
From that on, I began to look at Christina in a very different light. I found myself checking her out every opportunity. I tried to steal peeks down her blouse anything she would bend down to play with the kids. I went to far as to set her up to where she had to bend over so I could either check out her ass, or peek down her top.
When she was in my car, I would find myself getting hard just looking at her and talking to her. Our rides home now would include a few extra minutes talking while parked in front of her house. On the occasions that she went to a friend's house, I would take even more time and if questioned when I got home, I would say that I drove her to a different place, much further away. My wife never questioned my motives as both of us were very fond of Christina and would do almost anything for her. Little did I know how true that statement was.