That Christmas.
Two nights before Christmas Eve, I had walked into town and enjoyed a couple of drinks with a few acquaintances. I had lived in the small Yorkshire market town for a little over a year, since I had sold up my small business and retired. I had retired at a relatively young age, fifty. I had made a good go of my business and when a rival company had offered to buy me out at a price I would never have previously believed possible, I had jumped at the opportunity. I lived alone. Having been married as a young man, my marriage had ended after only a few years, my only child, a son, I saw only occasionally, as he lived several hundred miles away.
It was a bitterly cold night, no snow on the ground as yet, but I had no doubt that it was on the way, as we said. The salvation army were playing Christmas songs as I walked up the high street, the few lampposts were bedecked with fancy lights, and people were greeting each other with best wishes. It was a typical small town scene.
My ten minute walk took me through one of our car parks, attached to our one and only small supermarket on the outskirts of town and used by one and all, whether using the shop or not. As I was about to leave the car park I noticed a shape, huddled next to the air conditioning units at the back of the shop. It was obviously a person, and he or she had not been there when I had passed through earlier that evening.
To this day I don't know what made me approach that person, maybe a Christmas spirit, who knows?
As I got close to that huddled shape it shifted a little and a face looked up at me. It was a girl, or should I say young woman, cold and shivering she looked lost and forlorn. I had come across a few homeless people in my time, and although I did occasionally buy their magazines, or simply donated a few pounds to them, I had rarely felt a great deal of pity, seeing them using drugs and smoking as well as being obviously drunk. I always figured that if they could afford to do that, they could do better for themselves.
This young woman however looked different, she looked genuine.
"Are you ok love?" She stared at me for a few seconds, no doubt thinking that I was asking a stupid question!
"Just cold, can't get warm."
I looked down at her and came to a decision that would have shocked me at any other time.
"Have you got somewhere to go? I have a spare room if you want it for a few days, a warm fire and plenty of food. It's Christmas, and you shouldn't be out here in this weather."
She looked up at me with a knowing look on her face and smirked. "I don't think so, thanks anyway!"
I wasn't stupid, I had a pretty good idea what she was thinking.
"It's OK, I know what you're thinking, but I promise, no cost to you, of any sort, no strings. I can sort out a lock on the bedroom door if you want as well."
She didn't look convinced, and I couldn't blame her. When I thought about it, it was a stupid idea anyway. I turned away and made to leave. Then the heavens opened, hailstones the size of marbles hammered down and the temperature dropped even lower. I only got about half a dozen steps away from the young woman when she called that she was coming.
Five minutes later, after we got to my little bungalow I got my first real look at this homeless young lady. Red haired, pale faced, and very petite in size, she was tiny, barely five feet tall, soaking wet and very bedraggled.
"I'll find you something else to wear while your clothes dry, you can use the shower if you like and I'll do some food."
I went into my bedroom and found my spare bathrobe and a pair of shorts and a teeshirt. I showed her the bathroom and the spare bedroom, handed her the clothing and left her while I went to fix up something to eat.
Fifteen minutes or so later I had a plate of toasted sandwiches on the coffee table in front of my blazing log burner and a completely different young woman joined me. Cleaned up and with a careful looking smile on her face she joined me in my living room and sat in the chair opposite. I looked over at this young woman and simply couldn't believe that I had found her sleeping rough on the streets. She was pretty, not vogue magazine beautiful, but very very pretty.
Wrapped in my bathrobe which seemed to go around her at least twice she looked tiny, skinny, almost emaciated. The smile on her face was forced, she was frightened, and I couldn't blame her.
I poured us both a cup of tea and indicated the sandwiches. As we ate we talked. Lisa was twenty three years old, though she looked a lot younger, she was married, but had ended up on the streets after running away from an abusive relationship in which her husband of three years had started to repeatedly beat her. How could that happen? How could anyone mistreat this lovely young woman, it was beyond my comprehension. She had been on the streets for a little under a year, when I asked if she had any other family she could have turned to she clammed up, tight, obviously she didn't want to talk about that.
After we had eaten and finished drinking our teas I brought out a bottle of wine. Lisa looked rather apprehensive, the bottle wasn't full, in fact there was only sufficient for a small glass each, nevertheless, I didn't push her to take some, and she seemed to relax.
I on the other hand was not relaxed. What exactly had I gotten myself into? I had taken a young lady off the street, taken her to my home and was now sat in front of the fire with her, she was dressed only in my bathrobe, I was in a dangerous position should she decide to make trouble for me.
The story she gave me of her life on the streets was hard to take, she had begged her way up and down the country, explaining that she did what she had to do to survive. She had had friends, but they had drifted apart as she had drifted into depression. She had ended up in our car park after getting a lift in the delivery truck, after which she had no plans except to hopefully get a lift off the next truck. Where to? She neither knew nor cared.
After a mug of hot chocolate she went to her room. I heard her pull a chair across the bedroom floor and place it inside the door, that was ok.
I really didn't sleep well that night. I brought anything I thought was easily stolen and worth anything into my room, and then had a fretful night tossing and turning, imagining all the dreadful scenarios that I might wake to the following morning.
I needn't have worried, when I woke next morning it was to the smell of fresh coffee and frying bacon. Lisa was up and about and sorting breakfast. When I joined her in the kitchen I saw that she was dressed in just a fraction of the clothing she had been wearing when I first saw her the previous evening. Devoid of several of her layers she looked even smaller than she had in my bathrobe, with the small exception that she now appeared to have a rather healthy looking bust.