I wake up the next morning spooning you from behind. You're quiet, so I assume you're still asleep. Your hair is in my face and I breathe deeply in the scent of it and of your skin. Despite our showers I can also smell your pussy. The scent of you brings back the memories of the passionate night before and it's intoxicating. My cock stirs to life a little so I wiggle my hips to move the semi-hard member between your cheeks. I want to be engulfed by your warmth and softness.
"What are you doing back there?" You're awake after all.
"I hope I didn't wake you. I just want to be as close to you as I can. It feels so good lying here with you."
You roll over to face me. You're smiling but you're eyes are red and puffy and your cheeks are wet. You've been crying. I suddenly feel terrible about lying next to you oblivious of your pain.
"Carissa. What's wrong? I hope it wasn't something that i..." You interrupt me with a finger placed gently on my lips. I smell your skin again.
"Shhh. No, it's not you, Sean. Well, I guess it sort of is. I was lying here thinking about last night. About how wonderful it was, how wonderful you were, how wonderful you made me feel." I look complacently into your eyes while you speak, completely at ease for the first time since I can remember. "I didn't know I could feel that way. Or if i did know, I'd forgotten." You start to gently rub your fingertips on meβmy arm, my side, my back, my butt, my thigh. Your touch feels thrilling.
"I don't know if I've ever felt so wanted, or so beautiful and sexy. When you opened the curtains so the whole world could see how amazing I was, I nearly melted. You did that for me. I'm so grateful." You kiss me gently and passionately.
"I realized how much of my life had been wasted with John. I felt unappreciated and unworthy for so long. And I'm realizing he made me feel that way. It makes me so mad and sad. I'm mad at myself too. I let him do that to me. Then I started to think about how different my life could have been, and the lives of my children, if I'd spent all that time feeling like this instead. That's when I started crying."
I reach up and brush some fallen hair away from your face and gently rub your cheek to wipe away the residue of your tears. "What's important now is that you forgive yourself. Can you do that Carissa?"
You smile, staring into my eyes. "Yes. I can do that...for you, Sean." I smile back at you.
"I'm sorry, that all of that happened to you," I say rubbing my fingers on your arm, neck, and chest. "You deserved better. Maybe we can spend this week together, and try to make up for as much of that as we can."
I want to spend more time with you. As much as I can before I have to go back to my "real" life. I hope that you reciprocate. Yesterday I went trolling for a one-night stand, but now I want more than that. Do you want that? Am I being unfair to you?
"I want that," you tell me. You give me another kiss. Your fingers trace down my chest and stomach to my cock. You start to stroke me softly. I'm now fully erect.
"Hmmm. Already hard?"
"After getting to know you a little and being with you, I think I will always be hard around you from now on."
That makes you smile. You like knowing how much you turn me on. I sigh and roll onto my back so you can have full access. I put my arm under you so I can stroke your back and ass. You rest your head on my arm.
"Don't stop talking, I just want to touch you for a while. OK?"
"Uhm-hmm," I consent. "I think I know exactly how you feel. I feel the same way. Like I've been slowly drifting into the wrong lane for a long time and then you came along and yanked the wheel back just before I crashed. You saved me."
As you continue to stroke me I'm having trouble thinking of anything to say after that.
"So tell me something," I finally say. "Why are you still on the pill? You were hardly even having sex."
"John," you say matter of factly. "He insisted. At first I thought he just didn't want to wear a condom, which is stupid and selfish of him."
"And I another way for him to demonstrate his control over you," I point out.
"Right. That too. But after he finally got caught, I started to think that he was just paranoid about getting someone pregnant, anyone. It wasn't even my prescription. He just got them for me from somewhere. I bet he was supplying all of his little sluts with pills. He was probably fucking so many different girls, it was just easier to give them all the pill. One of them was probably a pharmaceutical rep or something like that. They're always so hot..."
You move your head to look at me and you stop stroking. "Marla!"
"Who's Marla?" I ask.
"She's one of the wives. One of the ones that has a job. She's a pharmaceutical rep, and she's totally hot." You start stroking me again. "She's got red hair and is totally beautiful, and has an amazing body. She doesn't have big tits, but they're nice and perky. I saw her in a bikini a few years ago at a pool party. I couldn't stop checking out her perfect little round ass and sexy legs. I was jealous."
"So, are you interested in her? In being with her?"
"In fucking her, you mean?" You're done being coy and demur. "If you'd asked me that yesterday I would've said no way, and maybe even slapped you. But after last night...I don't know. Maybe I am." Your stroking becomes faster and harder as you talk about how hot Marla is. I grunt feeling the pressure building. You realize what you're doing and slow back down. You start to play with my balls to give my hard dick a little rest. It still hurts from last night, but I don't want you to stop touching it.
I feel like it's OK to tell you about the fantasy I had last night while I watched you talking to Lexi.
"You have a very active imagination. Very sexy." You smile and kiss me again. "But the only thing I'd want to do with that bitch is fuck her in the ass."
"Like with a strapon?" I ask eagerly.
"Oooh," you saying thinking about it. "Yeah, that's even better. With a big, fat strapon." You move your hand up to the tip of my cock and find some pre-cum waiting there for you. You wipe it off, making me grunt, and then lick your finger clean.
"Damn. Why do you taste so good?" You start stroking me again.
"I'd like to watch that. No wait. Can I fuck her with you? I'll fuck her pussy while you're fucking her in the ass."
"What? Does that work? That's really a thing?"
"Oh yeah. It's called double penetration. Apparently the two dicks can feel each other in there."