I was nervous about going.
Still, she had practically set this up and given me permission. But I was still nervous.
The pretext involved inviting me over for a swim, knowing that he was going to be there and that she and her daughter would out.
She had even given me a bathing suit to wear.
Now that I was actually putting it on, I realized just how this small bathing suit was and that is likely why she chose this one. My heart rate was increasing and my palms were sweaty. She called this a bikini but it barely was the size of my palm.
The thin sheer material of the top hardly covered my nipples much less anything more. It covered even less as I become more and more aroused.
My nipples were so hard they ached. They were now the size of erasers and they pulled the fabric so much that the material started revealing the pinkness of my areolas.
When I tried to put the bottoms on, the tiny front triangle stretched tight over my pussy leaving my clit prominently visible and showing every detail of my cleft for anyone to see. The string that was the back fit deliciously between my cheeks and now was almost invisible with it pulling very snuggly against my rosebud.
My brain told me that I should be embarrassed, that I looked like a slut. My mother and my friends would be shocked that I would even consider wearing this, much less what I was preparing to do. Was I some kind of adulterous whore, going to cheat on my husband? What would my daughter think?
Even with these thoughts, I was so horny I could feel myself getting slightly dizzy. I felt deliciously exposed, partly embarrassed to be on display, and partly excited to unlocking my hidden secret desire. I never thought I would ever get a chance to act on that desire, but because of Lauren and husband, it was going to happen today.
All morning part of my brain kept telling me this was a mistake and I should not go. As I did the housework and then worked out it was all I was thinking about. My mind pleaded with me as I showered and shaved myself. Shaving my legs, I enjoying the smoothness as I always did, doing my pits, and then my pussy. I used a mirror to get everything, I was even wetter than I was when I started.
Before long I was completely bare and very smooth. I loved the feeling of being so smooth, sometimes I even considered shaving my head. I loved the prospect of being completely hairless. I would masturbate imagining how everyone would react to seeing me naked and totally exposed.
If all the people who knew me as a prim and proper mom only knew that, I had a secret: I was a closet slut. Deep inside me, I wanted to be fucked by men and women, and as often as possible. I had always kept that buried, nobody knew, not even my husband. No one until Lauren, I suspect that she guessed it right away.
I forced myself to concentrate as I dried my hair and put it into a pony tail. My mind continued to say this was cheating and that adultery was a sin. Meanwhile, I hadn't bothered to put any clothes back on, and was completely naked as I prepared myself.
I could imagine people saying, "What would her husband say, if he knew?"
I smiled again, "Hell, not only does he know, he was the one along with Lauren that suggested this, and both of them almost had to beg me to do it."
At first, I didn't know if I could, it was only after both of them had gotten me drunk with red wine, that I gave in. They had been so excited when their convincing had worked. Although secretly, I had been wet since they first brought up the idea.
I remembered the look on my husband's face and how turned on he was when Lauren told him about her plan and how quickly he had agreed. She would take her daughter to the movies and invite my daughter and my husband to go as well. They had done that before on several occasions. My husband and daughter knew I didn't like going to the movies so no one would question why he and Lauren were going together. Her husband never went to the movies either. She convinced me that nobody would ever mind that I went over and used their pool.
My brain fast-forward to just a about a week ago when Lauren explained that her and her husband wanted him to have me first, something that made my husband almost tremble with excitement. For as long as I could remember that was his overwhelming fantasy for me. In the last few years, our sex life had become plain and predictable, it was still good, but we both wanted more.
We had talked about ways to spice things up, and had tried many things that usually involved him fucking me in unusual places. He had told me that sharing me was his "darkest desire" several times, but nothing had actually happened.
We never seemed to find the right opportunity until we moved into this neighbourhood. Lauren had worked with my husband for several years had actually told us about the house we bought and how nice it would be to be neighbours.
Lauren and I became close friends very quickly. My husband and her drove to work each day together. One night over several glasses of wine, Lauren had said that her and her husband, Brad wanted to find a couple to share having sex. However, they had experienced the same problem we had because they couldn't find the right people.
I realize now my husband had set me up and I remembered how excited Lauren had become after that. She said that her and Brad's appetite for sex seemed only to be increasing, but like us, they were tired of the same old same old and wanted to experiment. She explained that she wanted to try sex with another man and hinted that she wanted to make love to another woman as well.
She as much admitted she wanted to fuck my husband and when our house came up for sale, she and Brad convinced him to convince me about the move. Lauren said we were everything they were looking for. Not to young, not too old, both in good shape. We had been married a long time like them and sex had gotten predictable.
I thought about that conversation as I adjusted the tiny bathing suit, trying unsuccessfully to stretch the fabric and to completely cover my areolas and fighting a losing battle as my nipples got even harder which pulled the fabric even more away from covering my increasingly sensitive nipples. I felt so excited, knowing that soon another man, other than my husband, would ravage me. Still considering that until now, despite our discussions, it had never seemed like it could actually happen.
I looked in the mirror and couldn't believe it was me in my reflection, I looked like a pinup girl, my bathing suit did nothing to hide the fact I looked ready to get laid by the first man who would see me. I knew it was naughty and that if I went out in public some people would think I really was a slut, but I loved the feeling of being exposed, my body was literally shaking in anticipation of going outside.
"Maybe being a slut isn't a bad thing," I laughed to myself.