After a while things started to get a little more serious. In a moment I calmed down he gone through my hair and started looking deep in my eyes and I looked too. Suddenly he reached out for the kiss and we made out like 3 minutes and touched ourselves. It felt great and it was a feeling I haven't felt for a long time. It was so sensational and he just kept kissing me like we were together for a long time.
After 5 minutes we both were completely naked and I told him to stand up from his coach. I got on my knees looked him in the eyes and started kissing his dick first. As you guys may know Milfs love to tease younger guys so I started licking his balls too. He moaned very loud and I knew he would love it. After that I deepthroated his dick and looked him in the eyes while doing it. He closed his eyes, because he was so stimulated.
I must say I sucked his soul out. I must admit that I never gave my ex hubby a blowjob like that before and that this was by far my best blowjob I ever gave. He only lasted like 3mins and busted in my mouth. As a good milf I swallowed everything and told him how good it tasted. After I sucked him off he got me up standing again and kissed me on my lips and said "now I want you to come here everyday". I felt weird, because I cheated on my husband but at the same time felt joy, because I felt appreciated again and happy. I told him in a feeling of pleasure that I would love to come again.
My feelings are mixed right now on the one hand I enjoyed it and would want that feeling over and over again on the other hand I felt sorry for my husband. I'm thinking about getting divorced and then living with the neighbor boy forever, so we can have many great times like this together. I want to listen to what my heart says not my head.
I don't know if I did the right thing or not, I would be interested what you think about it?