The next morning, Sabrina still felt some guilt about using her vibrator for sexual release. She had done so again the previous night, but wanted more. Since Sam's friend Kenny had stayed over, she had to be particularly quiet. Sam had left early to shoot some hoops at the park. Since Kenny was not into sports, he had stayed at the house to sleep in. Nicole was already out with her friend Kristine at the tennis courts. Sabrina slipped on a robe, and walked by her son's room, and noticed his door was ajar slightly. Through the crevice, she saw Kenny sleeping fully nude on top of the sheets. For a moment, she wondered why if he had slept naked all night, or if her son had also. But other thoughts filled her head. Kenny's body looked so inviting to a sexually needy woman. In her over twenty years of marriage, she had never cheated, and never thought she would allow her needs to take control. But at that defining moment, they were.
Taking a huge risk, she entered her son's room, and gingerly sat on his bed. Slowly, she began to run her hands over Kenny's stomach. His cock was already hard, and she remembered her husband's use to be that way in the morning. That seemed like so many years ago. Kenny's skin was so warm and smooth, and she felt aroused just touching it. When she began tracing his erection with her fingertips, Kenny woke up, and realized she was there.
Sabrina held a finger to his mouth. "I want to pleasure you. Please...let me do this. Please..."
Kenny seemed unsure how to react, but obviously enjoyed the sensations as her hands studied his body. Sabrina reached out with a trembling hand, wrapped her fingers around his shaft, and began stroking it gently. Her actions brought a moan of pleasure from his lips. A few minutes later, she bent over him and slipped his erection between her lips. She knew the effect it would have on him, and remembered how thrilling it was to give oral pleasure. Sabrina knew she needed to do more than just suck off touch this young man, but decided to control those urges for the time being. She took his cock deeper into her mouth, glad that her son was gone. Even though Kenny was his best friend, he was still a man of eighteen, and she needed so badly to make him feel good. No matter the risk.
"Why are you doing this?" he asked.
"Don't you want me to?"
"Yes, it feels so good, just wondering why..."
"I just need to do this Kenny," Sabrina stated. "It seems far too long since I have been able to please a man, and well...I miss it."
Sabrina returned to her task, feeling her own arousal level increasing dramatically. She wanted so badly to show him the gift of pleasuring a man, that the years of practice had given her. She gently cradled and fondled his balls with one hand, and knew he would not likely hold back long. As badly as she desired to make it last, she needed to let him finish even more. Plus, she did not know how long her son would be gone.
She paused to ask him, "Has any girl ever done this for you Kenny? Be honest with me."
"Well, a couple did it some, but they never let me finish that way."
"Did they jerk you off?" she asked with a wide grin.
"Either that or inside them," he replied, seemingly embarrassed.
Sabrina felt a small bit of disappointment hearing that. In her mind, she had hoped he was still a virgin. But there was nothing she could do about that. But she could be the first woman in his life to take his orgasm orally. And she intended to do just that. With pure determination, Sabrina took all seven inches of his cock down her throat, again showing off her years of experience.
"Oh yes...Mrs. Jenkins..." Kenny groaned. "That feels so good...I'm...I'm gonna come...!"
Sabrina held her head virtually motionless, with only the head of his shaft between her lips. She used the hand that was not massaging his balls to stroke the remaining skin of his erection up and down rapidly. She wanted nothing more than to make him come for her. Then it happened, his hot cream splashed into her mouth. The volume was so large, that Sabrina had to swallow fast to keep from gagging. Kenny's hips thrashed on the bed as he moaned with pleasure. Sabrina greatly enjoyed his reaction, as she tasted the last spurts from his climax. She continued to hold Kenny's cock between her lips, even after he'd stopped. It was not until it began to shrink, that she finally let it slip away. Then she sat on the edge of the bed, and Kenny knew something was wrong when tears filled her eyes.
"What is it Mrs. Jenkins?" he asked, tenderly combing his fingers through her soft red hair.
"I just feel so guilty Kenny. I know I should have never done that, but I wanted to so much. I hope you liked it. And please, call me Sabrina."
"Hey its ok Mrs....I mean Sabrina. It felt fantastic, and if I may say so, much better than what the other girls did. The way you held me still at the end, using only your hands to stroke it, was really something. Please don't feel bad. I won't ever tell Sam what you did for me, and I hope you don't think I expect you to do it again."
"Thank you, Kenny. I actually did enjoy doing it. It really turned me on. I'll have to admit that."
Sabrina knew that her feelings were controlled partly by lust and need. But she also really liked the young man. At that moment, she wished he had been a stranger, and not her son's friend. Even more than that, she wished that it had been her husband. But there was nothing she could do about it.
"Can I do anything for you now?" Kenny asked.
Sabrina wanted to take his offer, wondering what he had in mind. But knew what she had done was tempting things as is. Taking Kenny's cum in her mouth had been amazing, but she understood it was best to never do it again. But yet, her needs were strong, and her sexual feelings had just been turned on higher than in far too long.
"Well... no thanks...Kenny. I...I'd better go..."
She quickly returned to her room, closed the door, and masturbated to relieve her pent up sexual passion. In no time at all, she experienced a very strong orgasm. Resting in the afterglow, she pondered what she would have to do for sex in the future. That was the answer she searched for in her mind. Sam returned home shortly after, and she heard him ask Kenny what he been doing so far. Kenny responded that Sabrina had talked to him awhile, then went to lay down.
"I'm glad you two get along so good," she heard Sam say.
"Yea she's great," Kenny responded. "She sure understands how a man feels."
After she heard Kenny leave, Sabrina decided to check her email. Still in her robe, she flipped on the family computer in the living room. Upon opening her email program, she noticed one from her husband Larry. Sabrina went to the kitchen to grab a glass of juice, and walked around her home for awhile, fearful to see what he wrote. Finally, she returned to the computer, and with a deep breath, opened his message.
"Sabrina, I don't know what to say anymore. I know there are problems in our marriage, but I don't feel they are all my doing. I have made a decision, and will not be coming back. I am sorry, but for me, our marriage is over. I really believe there's nothing left for us, and I think you know that also. I have fallen hard for Jackie, and she gives me the things I need so much. I did love you, and part of me always will. I still care, but cannot go on with us. Tell the kids I will call them soon, and try to explain. I will send for my things. Goodbye."
Sabrina went to her room, and sobbed heavily. She had met Jackie before, his twenty-three year old secretary. She wondered what Jackie gave him that was so much better than what she herself had done for him over the last twenty years. Sure, she was younger, and strikingly sexy. And of course, she possessed the youthful vigor that he no doubt enjoyed. She knew then that her marriage of twenty years was done, and in part blamed herself. Even though she freely offered her husband any sexual pleasure, he had so often declined. Maybe he was simply no longer attracted to her physically. Kenny had appreciated her figure, and that helped ease her pain slightly. She knew that she would need to find a lover, and also that it should be someone older. But who would she find? When the kids got home later, Sabrina ordered a pizza. After they finished their meal, she addressed her children..
"Sam, Nicole, there's something you need to know," she said.
"What is it Mom?" the twins responded in unison.
"You know your father and I haven't been getting along. You have even been commenting about him not being home much. I know when a relationship has problems; both people need to share the blame. I have tried to talk things out, but all your father does is get angry. The problems in our marriage are too deep to fix."
"But Mom, you and Dad can't split up, you just can't," Sam said in tears as his voice cracked.
"I don't want to, but it's over with him. And kids, I am so sorry. I am hurt too, but somehow, we must all adapt. You will be going away to college soon Sam, and I know you will still see your father. I don't think he will leave the area, even after we get divorced. And Nicole, you know he loves you kids."
"I know Mom," Nicole said. "I hoped this would happen."
"I'm so sorry," Sabrina sobbed. "I...I really am. I didn't intend for things to come to this. But I'm afraid they have."
The twins had expected it to happen, but wished for the best. Mother and kids sat quietly for minutes, each lost in deep thought. Sam finally got up, and without any words, went to his room. Sabrina hugged her daughter tightly as they both shed heavy tears. Later, as she sat by herself on her bed, Sabrina felt more alone then she had ever been in her life.
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