EPISODE II
Jane: Hey how you doing?
I'm fine, how are you? (We chit chat and catchup for a while)
Jane: I'm curious, have you thought anymore about your boy toy.
Matt? Why do you ask about that?
Jane; I was curious. I know he really had you going and I thought he probably was still a source for some masturbation sessions. Why is something up?
I think we should find another time to talk about that.
Jane: Something is clearly up. And you probably need to get it off your chest. You have to have someone to talk to about it.
Oh gosh Jane you are right something is up but I don't know if I can talk about it.
Jane: Oh wow, you have my curiosity up now, you've got to tell me.
Well, have you got several hours?
Jane: Several hours wow. Well I've got to hear this now and Larry is on a business trip and my girlfriends are all busy, so you have my undivided attention for the rest of the night.
Oh so I'm your last choice for entertainment (forced chuckle)
Jane: Come on Jo you're stalling.
You're right. I don't know where to start or even how to tell you. But you are right I need to get it off my chest. And I need someone to help me sort out these feelings.
Jane: Feelings? Well look, just start and I'm sure it will all come out. I can tell you have it all bottled up inside you.
Ok but no judging, and let me get it all out before we start analyzing.
Jane: Sure, and you know I love you no matter what.
Thanks, well here goes -
So I get home from work on a Friday night. Bob has taken Tommy on site visit to his alma mater during fall break, you know Tommy is graduating this year.
Jane: Yes I know
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Bob is not going to be home until Monday because it is such a drive and he is going to see some of his college buddies. He was a little mad I couldn't go with them but I had a late meeting at work and he wanted to leave at lunch due to the drive. I have taken off my bra, fixed something to eat and am thinking about what I am going to do with this weekend all to myself. I finish my second glass of wine and decide I am going to take a nice long bath. I think this will be a great time to try out my new toy and release some tension and yes, the thought of Matt crosses my mind. And then I hear someone at the door so I go open it and there he is.
Jane: The boy toy?
His name is Matt
Jane: Ok sorry Matt, go on.
Well there he is standing in all his glory, looking as confident as ever. I just froze. It was like I was hypnotized. I couldn't speak, I couldn't move, I just stood there staring. My mind racing and blank at the same time if that is possible. He smiled and said...
"Nice to see you too Mrs. Clarke." He then put his arm around my waist and ushered us inside like he owned the place. He turned and closed the door and locked it. He then turned around and said "which way is the bedroom?"
Instinctively I glanced toward the bedroom and actually started to raise my hand to point in the direction and then realized, what am I doing, but he already had the information he needed. He then grabbed my hand and began leading me into the bedroom. My mind was racing, I couldn't think. Everything was happening so fast. I was thinking how did he know I was here by myself. Did he even care? Had he and Tommy still been in contact and Tommy let him know I was here alone all weekend. Why did he decide to show up now and then it dawned on me. Tommy had said "I kind of miss Matt and would like to see him," and I nonchalantly said "me too." Apparently, Tommy had talked to Matt and shared that conversation with him and Matt concluded this was his signal.
I hadn't uttered a word since he arrived and was struggling even to think of what to say or what I should do. And then there we were in the bedroom, he immediately spun me around, said...
"Damn you're sexy" and began to remove my blouse.
I instinctively knew I should protest, but as I did, he took my hand and pushed it to my side and took a finger and put it on my lips and said...
"Joanne, we have both waited far too long for this." Then kissed me with a passion and desire I have never felt.
Jane: OMG what did you do?
Now here is where I really need you to not judge and later help me work through what happened, why I did what I did and what to do about it.
Jane: Sure sure, no worries, you can trust me no matter what. So what did you do?
I melted in his arms. His passion was overwhelming. I draped my arms over his strong athletic shoulders and kissed him back. It was at that point he knew he had me. I realized I had lost or given up my battle, but at the same time felt like a flower opening for the first time. He stopped and began to remove the blouse I was wearing. I automatically raised my arms and allowed him to slide it over my head. It was then I remembered I had already taken off my bra when I got home. He looked longing at breast and said...
"My god you're gorgeous," and I melted some more.
He started with my neck and began slowly kissing down my body. When his lips touched my breast, I could feel my juices begin to flow. And as his tongue found my nipple, waves of passion shot through my body like electricity. He lingered there shortly and then continued his journey. He knelt down as he reached my belly button, he started to remove my pants - he stopped - looked up at me and gave me a wry smile. I could only look down at him doe eyed. It was then he knew his conquest was complete.
After removing my slacks and panties with one fell swoop, he laid me down on the bed and then stood back and removed his clothes. After removing his clothes, he stood there for a moment as if for me to admire him, and I did. He was well built, muscular but not too much, young and virile. His penis was already standing at full attention, and to my delight it was actually slightly larger than I had imagined. It was the perfect shape and length and I remember thinking it looked like it was made for me.