I guess in one way I am blessed! I no longer need to be concerned about getting pregnant. I am no longer working, so I can have sex morning, noon, or night β whenever the head pokes out. I have been released from my vow of the past 30 years of only having sex with my husband β we have been in a sexless marriage for the past 10 years due to his prostate cancer surgery β and I have saved up a lot of lust.
Tgg recognized that I was still a viable, sensual woman in my mid-60's body. I have loose skin because I lost a lot of weight that I had gained while in the satisfaction of a loving marriage with a man who loved me for who I am, not how I looked. I have been going to the gym, swimming regularly, eating healthy, and reading for fun and my continuing education in healthy living.
I don't lubricate like I used to, my breasts hang lower on my chest, and I am wrinkled, but I still love the feel of a hard, spurting cock in my vagina. I love to have my breasts loved, and I am much more open to anal sex than when I was younger. I guess the muscles are more relaxed.
When tgg told me that he wanted me to be free to have sex whenever the occasion arose as long as he watched or I told him all about it, I didn't think it would change my life. I wasn't looking for sex and I had gotten used to just kissing and hugging tgg as the only expression of our love for each other. I didn't think of myself as a cougar or whatever, I was more of a mother bear. Furthermore, I knew watching another man fuck me was not very high on tgg's list of desired things to see and do.
Who would have thought I would find sex in the produce section of my favorite food store? I have been shopping there for the past several years, since I first started my healthy living routine following my heart scare. Jose', who is a Hispanic man in his 40's, taught me, in his broken English, how to choose a ripe melon. Whenever I am in the store, and that is several times each week, I consult with him and he helps me select the freshest produce. It wasn't until recently that I became aware that often we selected produce hand over hand or that our bodies often brushed against each other while I was in his presence. I had never thought of him as a man; just as, Jose', the produce guy.
All that changed several weeks ago when Jose' casually let me know that he had noticed a big difference in me. He complemented me on my weight loss and asked how I had done it. He referred to me as a butterfly emerging from a cocoon.
I realized then that I was enjoying the feel I got when my usually unfettered breasts brushed against the back of his arm, or that my nipples hardened when he took me back into the cooler to select an especially fresh piece of produce and were still poking out through the material of my top when we returned to the sales floor. I was beginning to feel sexual again.
Imagine my surprise when I literally ran into him in Wal-Mart as I came out of a blind aisle too quickly. My cart broadsided his cart. We had a laugh together, then sat on one of the benches and actually talked as friends for a few minutes. When we got up to continue on our separate ways, he actually took my hand and kissed it. He said that he enjoyed spending time with me and hoped that our friendship would not cause a problem at the produce market. I kissed him on the cheek and told him that I would see him at the market tomorrow.
Over the next few weeks we got to know each other even better. We would meet casually on his day off and really began to feel comfortable with each other. I found out that he was in this country on a work visa and lived alone in a rented room. I invited him to come to our house for lunch on his next day off so he could meet tgg.
Tgg and Jose' really hit it off and he began to come over each day off at tgg's invitation and to help tgg in the yard with things he could not do alone. Last week it was really hot and after they had worked for awhile, they took a break in some yard chairs and I brought them some cold water. Tgg must have noticed the way Jose' watched me as I came and went, because he told me later that they had a really intimate conversation.
Tgg commented on how good I looked and Jose' agreed very enthusiastically. Tgg went on to tell Jose' about his sexual limitations and how sexually active we had been until his cancer and even how active I had been in college and the years before we married. He told Jose' that I was a sexual dynamo under my loose skin and wrinkles and he was hoping to someday soon find a man who could provide me with the sexual release that he could no longer provide.
They talked for a long time and while tgg was putting his yard tools away, Jose' came into the house. He took both my hands, looked me in the eye and thanked me for introducing him to my very special husband who loved me very much. He gently kissed me on the lips and told me he was looking forward to seeing me again. I kissed him back, gave him a full-body hug and told him I would see him tomorrow when I came to get my produce. When I hugged him I noticed a hardness poking into my leg, but gave no indication in recognition of what I felt.
When tgg came in he told me that Jose' had not been laid in over a year and that he would find some excuse to not be home when Jose' came over next week on his day off. Just in case something came up between the two of us.