Barry's first day at university and a new temptation
...you and I are going to have a talk.
Ominous words when uttered by a woman.
I delayed as long as possible, first finding paper toweling to clean up my mess. It was a substantial puddle, but fortunately I hadn't soiled the fabric of the sofa. After visiting the toilet, I refilled RoseAnn's wine glass, and got one for myself.
"Don't look so apprehensive," she said when I returned. "You're not going to get a spanking. Not this time, anyway. There are things we need to discuss."
"Discuss? You mean like philosophy? The meaning of life?" I tried to disguise my apprehension with humor, but it sounded silly even as I said it. I sat at the other end of the sofa.
She pointed to the carpet between her feet. "On the floor, Barry. Lean back against the sofa." I moved onto the carpet, and she put her long legs over my shoulders. I lifted one foot, kissed the instep, and began to rub the soles, the way she liked it. Maybe that would get me off the hook--if there was a hook.
She said, "I'm a thirty-seven year old woman, and you're eighteen. I'm twice your age, and we're having sex. How do you feel about that?"
I didn't know how I felt about that, but my mouth took over and mumbled, "Our ages don't matter to me. You're beautiful and sexy. And you're experienced. Sex with you has been so much more intense and wonderful than with girls my age." It was easy to talk with my back to her, and the words just rolled out.
"Yes, but I'm more than just beautiful and experienced, aren't I? Weren't you alarmed when you found out how I need to take control? Did you expect such a bossy girlfriend when you came to live with me?"
"Frankly, I didn't know what to expect. I hoped we might have sex together, but I never guessed at what we'd get into so quickly. But I've been attracted to you since I met you. You were so confident and assertive about everything. I had a lot of fantasies about you."
"You're very flattering. Tell me some of your fantasies."
"I guess what we've been doing so far is pretty close to most of them."
"You mean the oral sex? You dreamed about going down on me?"
"That, and the teasing. I fantasized about those things, but I never suspected they'd excite me as much in real life as they do."
"The teasing? Really? All you've done is complain about how much you hurt, and how badly you needed to get off."
"I can't help it, and I don't care if it hurts. I've been obsessed with you all the time I've been here. Now that I've had my climax, I miss the feeling of being supercharged all the time. I feel kind of dull and irritable instead."
I turned to look at her. She rolled her eyes and smiled, a gesture that I found intensely arousing. "Mm-m. That's encouraging. It's good that you and I like the same things. Is that a coincidence, or what?
"But I have a problem," she continued. "I've got a responsibility to your mother and father to see that nothing distracts you. I don't think they'd like their only son to spend his college years in a sexual stupor, not with me, or with anyone. You only get one shot at a Stanford education and one shot at medical school. I wouldn't want to be responsible for spoiling that."
I protested, "But right now, I want to stay with you, and sleep with you, and have sex with you more than anything."
"Well, you'll be able to do that, but we'll have to set boundaries of some kind. We'll work those out as we go, but be careful. I'm not as self-disciplined as I'd like to be. Left to myself, I know I'll get more demanding as time goes on. You'll need to remind me if I start to interfere with your studies."