BACKGROUND
Surrounded on each side by a scattered array of notes to herself, fact sheets and statements, 32 year old Andrea Bell leaned back on her weathered sofa and exhaustedly combed her hands through her short, curly brown hair.
"How in the Hell am I ever going to make this work?" the budding assistant district attorney sighed, wondering aloud how the Gods of Law could have given her such a difficult case for her first lead endeavor with the Colorado Springs Prosecutor's office.
When Darrell Blevins, the man who had held her current job, took a pay raise and moved to Denver, Andrea saw the job opening posted on the state government's website and decided to send her resume.
Desperate to leave Limon, the small town in Eastern Colorado where she had spent her entire life, and the dull throbbing emptiness that came with her recent divorce, Andrea gladly accepted the job in Colorado Springs when it was offered and the fresh start it provided
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Even though she had been in her new position for over a month, the case of The State of Colorado V. Becky Montclaire would be the first one Andrea's head would be on the chopping block for.
Cautiously reading over the history of the case, Andrea fought the throbbing headache that had been steadily increasing in intensity since she was officially handed the Montclaire case from Darrell Blevins' files.
The fact that 75 % of her belongings remained in boxes spread out across the room like dusty cardboard statues did nothing to help Andrea's self esteem as she tried to organize her thoughts.
"God you're lazy ...this place is a mess...At least you got all of Cory's stuff unpacked," Andrea caught herself thinking, satisfied for the time being in the small victory of knowing her two year old Son was having some semblance of a normal life despite the fact that his Mother was neck deep in the draining reality of her job.
Taking a sip of iced tea, Andrea rubbed her eyes as she tried focusing on the VCR's digital clock.
"Five minutes till 10...one more hour then I need to get some sleep," Andrea grunted, taking solace in the fact that Cory was now old enough that he didn't wake her up crying during the night on a regular basis.
Sucking in a deep breath, Andrea looked like a diver preparing to submerge herself under water as she leaned forward and resumed her seemingly impossible task of developing a winning strategy for the Montclaire case.
Engrossed in the pure absurdity of the facts of the case, Andrea bit down roughly on the shaft of her Bic pen as she returned her focus back to the beginning of the case file to scan over it for the 10th time of the night.
"How in the Hell could something like this happen?" Andrea groaned to herself, also for the 20th time of the night, as she carefully perused through the notes.
Having endured Law School and six years in Limon's Prosecutor's office, Andrea had come to understand that people were inherently capable of anything. The case of Becky Montclaire, a 42 year old former high school English teacher who had been caught red-handed in an affair with one of her teenage students, didn't seem all that unusual on the surface considering the spat of similar cases around the country following the Mary Kay Lourtourno ordeal in Washington during the late 90's.
In many ways, Becky Montclaire was the textbook example of the type of woman who had found herself in that situation. Suffering from marital problems, history of dependency and depression along with a huge void in her self esteem. Andrea was also young enough to vividly remember some of the crushes she had on certain male teachers in high school and college herself, so she completely understood how a pubescent teenager could easily be tempted into a relationship with an attentive and attractive authority figure.
So on some level, Andrea understood how a situation like Becky's spiraled out of control. On the other hand, there was something particularly seedy, raw and perverse about the Montclaire case that made Andrea's fair and freckled skin crawl.
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REWIND 3 YEARS
A numb and listless, then 39 year old Becky Montclaire, curled like a paralysed slug under the sheets of her marital bed as she listened to the sounds of her husband Jeff's footsteps make their way up to the second floor bedroom.
"I saw it in his eyes...all night long... I saw it in his eyes...he wants to have sex when he comes to bed...how long has it been...two weeks...maybe three...and I'd just as soon he shove a shotgun between my legs right now and fire it instead of his dick...maybe the sonofabitch will trip coming up the steps...tumble down and break his neck," Becky imagined vividly as the sound of the bedroom door creaked open and her Husband of 15 years staggered in.
Through all the ups and downs a decade and a half together could bring, the Montclaire marriage had been spat out the other end, not in the best of shape. Even though they had three beautiful kids to show for their efforts, the love, passion, energy and joy had long been sucked dry from the relationship.
As if the realization that her marriage was disintegrating wasn't depressing enough, the fact that Becky had re-discovered the joy of swimming to the bottom of a bottle of gin every night at about the same time her Father died unexpectedly four months earlier made the hopeless Mother of three feel like she was walking in quicksand each time she tried taking a step.
Her eyes clenched shut, pretending to be asleep the same way she did when she was 5 and her Mother would come to wake her for school, Becky hoped against hope she could fend off her drunk Husband and his lust filled advances.
By the time Jeff had folded himself under the covers and snuggled up beside his catatonic wife, the wrenching gurgle of air that escaped Becky's mouth let him know that she was still awake.
"I could be dead and he'd still do what he's going to do," Becky hopelessly groaned to herself.