"Vanessa." "Vanessa?" "Vanessa!!"
"Oh, yes, Mr. Jacobs?!" I exclaimed. He had apparently been trying for my attention for a while. I, however, was far too deep in thoughts of what he'd be like in bed. Or out of bed for that matter. I wasn't doing so hot in his class. Probably because I spent half of it daydreaming about sucking his cock.
"Do you have the final draft of the paper I assigned last Friday?" he questioned, somewhat irritated with my lack of interest.
"Oh yes, sir. Of course." I wrestled through my notebook and found the neatly placed, typed up paper about why I chose English as my major. How can someone majoring in English be barely passing, you ask? I wish I had an answer for you. I love English. I guess I love sex more? Or maybe I just love getting lost in my fantasies more. This is somewhat like English, right? I create short stories in my head. Quite creative ones, I might add. They just so happen to be about my professor using me after classes. Not so bad, right? I hand in the paper, and get my things together to leave with the other students, when I become startled by my name on Professor Jacobs' lips.
"Vanessa! Can I see you in my office after lunch please?" he asked with a slightly worried look.
I replied, embarrassed, "Yes sir." and exited with the others.
I ate lunch with my friends, somewhat anticipating going to see Professor Jacobs. I probably appeared zombie-like, but on the inside, I was racing. I knew nothing would happen between us. He was my professor, after all. However, just being around him was enough for me. If I could produce an intelligent conversation and hear him out, I'd go home and masturbate like there was no tomorrow.
I knew that in the right moment, the right setting, he could become the one I lived for. I have a submissive nature at heart, but there was something about him, specifically. I'd let guys spank me and pull my hair and all that good stuff, but my professor gave off some sort of energy. If I was to walk through his office door and be asked to kneel before him, I would do so. If I was to be asked to expose myself, I would. I'm not sure why, but it gives me pleasure to have a strong man take control and command me. I swoon at the mere thought of being his play thing. Was I the only one who felt this way about him? The only one sensing that he had that dominant role somewhere hidden inside? It was as if he dominated me from a submissive stand point. Topping from the bottom so to speak. This is what drew me to him.
I made my way down the narrow hall to Professor Jacobs' office. I think I grew wetter and wetter with each step. I had on a long purple maxi dress with a jean jacket and nothing underneath. The sway of my hips causing my pussy lips to lightly caress my clit with each step. I trembled a little, knocking on the door with my delicate hand.
"Come in." His voice was raspy, deep, and almost out of breath through the thick door. I wondered what he had been doing. The dreamer in me imagined him stroking himself, awaiting my arrival.
"You wanted to see me, Sir?" I looked indirectly at him. Not quite at the floor, but not really at him either. Sir. I'd call him that even if he wasn't my professor.
"Have a seat, young lady." him calling me young only added to my desire. Stressing our age difference. I would peg him for at least forty or so. Old enough to have fathered my 19 years.
I sat. Waiting.
"Vanessa, you're barely getting by with Cs in my class. This can't continue. You won't ever be able to teach anyone the English language with these marks on your records. You're one of my favorite students. I was so excited to have you. I will not let you settle for less than you're capable."
I listened to his voice. He genuinely cared about me. He hadn't asked me to come here to yell at me. He wanted to help me. Truthfully. I knew this, of course. Professor Jacobs always tried to give me the benefit of the doubt. I felt guilty...Wait, did he say he was excited to have me? Ugh!!
"Yes, Sir, I know but..."
"No buts, Vanessa. I know you can do better. Your reputation speaks for you. You're brilliant. Why aren't you applying yourself?" he asked deeply concerned.
"I just....I just get distracted sometimes."