This story continues after Pleasuring Virginia Part 7.
EXPLAIN YOURSELF!
That is what Virginia told me to do when we all awkwardly sat together in her living room. Virginia and my wife, Ruth, just watched me fucking Rosie, Virginia's daughter, in her ass. Virginia appeared to be calm and in control, because she always was. Rosie was curled up in a light blue terry cloth bathrobe. She looked like she was ridden hard and put away wet, because she was. Virginia and Rosie were sitting on the sofa. I was the only person who was naked, which added to the awkward situation. Ruth was stiffly sitting at the edge of the chair across from me. She seemed angry and pissed, because she was. I knew I was completely and totally fucked. And not in a good way.
I was also flummoxed. It was ecstasy one moment when I was fucking Rosie, and then a moment later it was despair when I saw that my wife was watching. The thrill of victory and the agony of defeat. I eventually stammered something incoherent. Virginia asked me again to EXPLAIN MYSELF. All I could do was to say to Ruth how sorry I was to have put her through all this. I could not say that this was wrong or terrible because Virginia and Rosie were sitting right there. I could only apologize to Ruth. Ruth only said one word, Why! I stammered that I wanted to try something different and that I still loved her and want to be with her. Ruth did not answer, but I could see how much I hurt her.
Virginia then took over. She asked me if I really thought that she would have a relationship with me without my wife knowing. She made it clear that she would never have a relationship with an attached man. Virginia said that would be wrong and could lead to all sorts of messy complications. She said there were many unattached men available. Virginia said she told Ruth the moment she knew I wanted a sexual relationship with her. They talked a lot and grew close. Virginia told Ruth everything that happened between us. Sisterhood can be a bitch for guys. Virginia said she told Ruth that if it did not start with her, then it would surely start with someone else. Ruth finally spoke again and said she so appreciated Virginia and relied upon her. Ruth said she told Virginia that she should go ahead with me, since then she would know what was happening and it would give her license to explore some of her sexual fantasies.
I asked Ruth about her sexual fantasies. I was happy to try to change the subject, but Ruth would not allow it. She said we would talk about that when the time was right. We had much more important things to discuss now. She said she was not sure that we should stay together in our marriage. I told her how much I loved her and how sorry I was. She said she knew that, but I was the one who created this mess. She stated that I would lose a lot more if our marriage ended. For a brief moment, my male ego made me think that I would be better off than her if we ended it. That stupid thought rapidly faded when I faced the truth. Ruth made much more money than me and was the centerpiece of our life with our children and grandchildren. I really could lose it all.
I was in a bad place. I was indeed totally and completely fucked. I was done. I was like a beaten dog. Ruth said that I owed her big. I heard Virginia say that I must make amends. Virginia knew how to manipulate me by saying the right thing at the right time. She said that this could all be fixed and things could then be much better than they were before. She reminded us of the Bob Seger song. "I used her, she used me, but neither one cared, we were getting our share".