Peter joins me on the sofa. His hand is on my knee. It doesn't feel sexual, just reassuring. His voice becomes quiet. 'You really are new at this, aren't you?'
I lower my eyes and nod.
He puts his head close to mine. 'Don't be nervous,' he says.' You can leave any time. You can leave now. I hope you don't but if you do, it'll be fine.'
I manage a smile. Now what? I've never played this game. I don't know the rules.
'Let me tell you something,' Peter says. 'My first time I was as skittish as a newborn colt. My date suggested I take a shower. It worked a charm. Best night of my life.' He nods towards the door. 'Just up the stairs. First door on the left. Bathroom's en suit.'
My heart's pounding faster than ever. Stay? Go? But what's to lose? Like he says, I can leave whenever I want. I ease myself up from the chair. I climb the stairs. The bedroom is where he says it is. I look at the bed. I picture myself naked, naked with another man. Naked on that bed.
I take off my clothes and fold them neatly on a chair. I look down at my penis. No, not a penis -- a cock, my cock. There is a spreading warmth down there. Despite my nerves, my cock has thickened.
I step into the shower. The jets are hard and hot. I feel tension drain away with the water. The shower cubicle door opens. It's Peter. He's naked. A strange buzz surges through me. I cast my eyes down at his cock. It's plump and fleshy. My own cock is starting to stiffen. Peter smiles. He steps closer. I thrill as his cock brushes mine. I want to reach down and touch it, hold it, squeeze it. Instead I turn around, embarrassed by my growing erection.
Peter's hands are on my shoulders, kneading the tension from them. He runs his hands down my back. He grasps my hips and pulls me gently towards him. He takes hold of my butt cheeks and spreads them. Then his cock is there, pressing into the fold between my buttocks. A cock. A cock nestled in my butt crack. Excitement and pleasure flash through me. I can't help myself, I push my ass against his cock. Peter gasps. He shuts his eyes and tips back his head. His grip on my hips tightens. Now he's grinding his cock against me. I have never known anything like it. I want more; more cock. I reach behind me and take his cock in my hand. It's like a hardwood peg coated in yielding flesh. I move it to my anus and feel the cockhead, soft and probing. Peter's voice is harsh and breathy 'Easy,' he says. 'Easy now. Plenty of time for that.' He reaches past me and shuts off the water.
I towel myself down and move to the bed. I sit on the edge and watch Peter walk towards me. His cock fascinates me. It sways as he comes closer. He reaches down and parts my knees. He steps closer. His cock is right there, in front of my face. A drop of precum glistens on the tip. His cock brushes my cheek. I take it between my finger tips and thumb.
Should I? Shouldn't I?