Lying in my lonely bed, on waking one morning, it struck me that it was time to explore the sexual adventures available for the older woman.
With this in mind, I resolved to set in motion a new sexual life for myself and partner(s) still unknown.
Starting, while in the shower, to take stock of what I had to offer, I deliberately took time assessing my body.
Starting with my head, I imagined other hands doing my daily cleansing ritual.
Gently massaging my head I let the full sensation of being pampered flow over me.
Next I soaped my body, my hands lingering over my breasts, feeling my nipples go hard , for a moment I stopped to reflect that I had stopped noticing this and wondered if it always happened or only now while washing.
Scrubbing my back I imagined other hands giving me a backrub and felt my pussy constrict in anticipation of pleasures to come
After drying myself, I stood in front of a full length mirror for a full assessment. My skin had a rosy glow from the hot water and vigorous towelling.
Ignoring the signs of time, I decided to concentrate on the good bits... cupping a breast in each hand, I felt the heaviness and saw how they would not fit in a man's hand - more than a handful. I savoured the softness of the skin and admired the perfect roundness of the areola and how perk the nipples were.
Rubbing my thumbs gently across the nipples brought them even more erect and I could feel my breasts swelling and detect a slight throbbing as if calling out for more touch. The nipples seemed to ache in their want to be sucked and nibbled.
Still holding my breast I let my eyes wander over the rest of my body, seeing a softness crying out for a man's touch. Closing my eyes I concentrated on my most womanly parts.
I could feel wetness and could feel my pussy clutch and release as if seeking something. On touching myself I could feel the outer lips puffing up as if preparing for the soft hardness of a penis just dying to access the inner me.
My whole pussy was now slick to touch and instead of just wiping the moisture away I drew my finger through it and brought it up to my nose, smelling myself and discovering that the juices smelt almost of nothing.
The juice itself was smooth, but not sticky more like a light oil, bringing my finger to my mouth I tasted, while imagining offering this most private of juice to a lover(s). Having him suck my finger covered in my juice, before allowing him to do so with his own finger.
I slid my finger, still slick, down from my belly button, lightly grazing my clit, right down to the opening of my pussy. Concentrating on my feelings, I could feel my pussy constrict and then open up, while giving a little gush of more juice, in anticipation of more to come.
I let my finger rest lightly just above the opening, flattening my hand, I gently pressed against my whole pussy, feeling the smoothness. Yes I have a smooth pussy.
Feeling too, the swollen lips, feeling the clit, now out of its normal hiding place, aching to be rubbed.
Opening my eyes, I looked in the mirror and saw my skin flushed, my eyes slightly glazed. The skin on my breasts pulled tight, the areola a deeper pink than normal and the nipples standing to attention.
My pussy was wetter than it had been in ages, the juices snaking down my inner legs. The throbbing, now a demand for more. Could I appease my need, should I? Well I certainly could not offer if I did not know what I had.
Just then the doorbell rang. Taking a quick look I saw it was a younger guy, Pete. He had dropped by a few times, we'd met up socially a few times, giving each other the occasional hug and a light kiss goodbye. He was attractive and good company.
Straightening my shoulders with resolve, I threw on a wrap, lightly tying it around my waist, if he was the man I thought he was he would take note of my nakedness and also on closer inspection see my breasts barely covered by my wrap.
Opening the door, I invited him in, mentioning that I had just gotten out the shower and would put the kettle on and that he should be seated while I slip into something more appropriate.