Chap. 14 finished July with an average score of 4.76, making it the highest rated new story in July in the Mature category by one-hundredth of a point.
And Chap. 13 was the highest-rated new mature story in June, so thanks a bunch to all those who voted five stars. It certainly has been a boost to my confidence level and keeps me wanting to write.
I don't know if this chapter will score quite as highly, but it has a lot of necessary stuff happening.
And thanks for your votes!
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The next day we boarded the team bus and headed toward the mountains. We went straight to the gymnasium and walked through the facility to become familiar. Then we went to the motel to drop off our overnight bags.
I had spent much of the trip debating what to do about Lori. I still hadn't spoken to her about what I'd said to her in the kitchen that day. And she was still acting all out of sorts.
There would be plenty of time to talk after the game that night, but I couldn't risk that for the team's sake. If Lori didn't get back to playing like we all knew she could, then there might not have been a Saturday game to worry about.
Also, I could see that Paige was upset. She didn't know why Lori was staying away from our house or why she refused to talk about what was wrong when she was with Paige at school.
I decided to have that talk as soon as we got our rooms.
Charles walked with me to our room, and I gave him the speech that I'd prepared.
"Charles, if you don't mind, I'd like to have a private word with Lori. I know she's been a little off in practice and games, and I'm sure you've tried talking to her, but I'd like to give it a shot, too. Would you mind stepping out for a few minutes so she can feel free to be open?"
"Yeah, sure. You're right, she hasn't been herself lately, and with her struggling, I know you've got the whole team to consider. She hasn't said a peep to me, but maybe she'll listen to you."
I went to Paige's room to see Lori, but she wasn't there. Autumn, Tessa and Kim were sharing the room with Paige.
I could see the pain in Paige's eyes as she said, "She wanted to stay with Carrie and Crystal instead."
Walking to the next door, I knocked and Crystal answered. Seeing Lori sitting behind Crystal on one of the beds, I called out, "Lori, may I have a word?"
She made no move to rise. "Uh, okay. What about?"
"Let's talk over in the room your dad and I have."
She looked like a death-row inmate headed for the electric chair as she slowly eased up and puttered her way to the door.
I led the way to my room and pushed it open. I held it and beckoned her to enter. She hesitated before stepping in, like she was expecting me to take advantage of her. This conversation wasn't off to a good start.
"Where's my dad?" she asked, walking deeper into the room to check the bathroom.
"Checking on Heather. He'll be back in a few minutes. Have a seat."
I pulled out the writing desk's lone chair and she lowered to the edge of one of the double beds.
"We should have had this conversation a long time ago, but I was too embarrassed to bring it up," I admitted.
She didn't respond, and I ran through a whole laundry list of things I could say next - mostly truths but also some outrageous lies.
"I said something highly inappropriate to you, and I didn't even have the decency to apologize," I began. "The truth is that I was too shocked to say anything because I didn't know it was you."
Lori had been staring at the floor, but at that comment she looked up.
"What I said to you in the kitchen wasn't meant for you."
"It wasn't?"
"No. I thought you were someone else, and when you turned around, I was dumbstruck and mortified and about a hundred other emotions and I didn't handle well at all. I'm the adult, and I should have done a better job of communicating with you."
"Wh-who did you think I was?"
This was the question I knew she would ask, and the one I was dreading the most.
I went with a mixture of truths and lies.
"When Paige started dating Ricky a few months ago, she became worried about me sitting around the house by myself. She's been on my case about getting out and experiencing life. She even mentioned me going out on dates.
"But that felt wrong to me. I loved her mother very much, and nobody else even interested me. And even if I did find someone who caught my eye, I don't know that I could let Paige see me with another woman, even if she did suggest it herself."
Lori was eyeing me with a mixture of confusion and unease. Which was probably a good instinct because here's where the lies began.
"What I decided to do was reach out to some ladies in town without Paige knowing anything. I figured that I could casually date and I'd only let Paige know if I found someone worthy of meeting my daughter."
I could see Lori was curious now and wanted to know more.
"So I started going out when she was busy with Ricky or you girls, and I never said a word to her about it - and I still haven't. Paige doesn't know anything. And some of these women were interested in me in a physical way, and I'm an adult, so I went along with it.
"One of these women had been to the house before and shared the hot tub with me. On that occasion, she was wearing a red and black swimsuit. When I walked into the kitchen that day and saw someone with a red and black bikini, I naturally assumed it was her."
The story felt pretty flimsy, but I couldn't think of anything better, and I couldn't tell anyone the truth about Randi and me.
She looked like she was about to speak, so I shut up and let her build up to what she had to say.
"Wa-was it Gina?"
"Who?"
"Autumn's mom. I know we kid you about her sometimes; is that who it was?"
"Oh. No, not Gina. I haven't been out with any parents. I've been trying to keep the team and my personal life separate."
She mulled this over a few seconds and hit me with a question I wasn't expecting.
"If it wasn't a parent, then why would you think this stranger was with your daughter?"
Okay, maybe I should have anticipated this, but you see, this is why I never lie - I just stink at thinking up all the ways a lie can go wrong.
"Say what?"
Now she really looked suspicious.
"Paige and Tessa went into the house before me. You must have seen them, so whoever you saw drying off at the back door must have been with them. But if you haven't introduced any of your dates to Paige, then why would you think that one of your lady friends was at your house hanging out with your daughter when you weren't home?"
Shit, that was a damned good. I didn't have an answer.
"You know, that's a really good question, Lori. And all I can say is 'I don't know.' It doesn't make a lick of sense that I would think one of my, uh, lady friends as you called them, would be soaking with my daughter. I guess I wasn't thinking at all. I just made an assumption, and my mouth opened before my brain could process anything. I swear to God that I had no idea that was you at the back door."
"Well if that's the truth, then why didn't you say anything then or any time since then?"
I held my hands out to my sides and shrugged.
"Number one, I felt ashamed about what I said to you. I just couldn't bring myself to look you in the eye after that horrible day. Secondly, any explanation I gave would have to include me telling you about going on dates. I still haven't told Paige anything about lady friends, and I figured you would tell her since she's your best friend."
Lori genuinely seemed puzzled now. There were still holes in my lies, I'm sure, but enough of it started to seem plausible. And maybe she wanted to believe my story because it was easier to live with than what she had thought before.
"So you didn't think it was me drying off?"
I shook my head no.
"And you said something to me that sounded pretty ... I don't know. But I guess if you thought it was someone you've already slept with, it would only seem flirty."
I simply nodded and let her talk.
"Saying that to someone half your age - geez, I bet your face was really burning when I left the room."
"Oh yeah."
"And I totally misread the situation and freaked out. Oh my god, I'm so embarrassed now." She dropped her face into her palms.
"God, I'm so stupid. Of course you wouldn't be after some high school girl. What was I thinking?"
Just as she said that, the lock disengaged on the door.
Lori and I both turned to see her dad enter the room.
"Oh, I'm sorry. Did I come back too soon?"
Lori laughed, the first one I'd heard from her in a long time. "No, I needed to get going anyway," she said, rising up to give her dad a peck on the cheek.
Charles was completely baffled as Lori left the room.
"Is everything okay now? Did she tell you what was going on? Because she hasn't told me a thing."
"Nothing serious, just some misunderstandings. I think things will improve from here on out."
At some point during the talk with Lori, I'd felt my phone buzz quietly on my hip. I pulled it out of its holster and saw I had a text from Randi. We didn't usually send each other texts - maybe as some sort of secrecy thing so that there wouldn't be any evidence of our relationship. This one was innocent enough.
"Wishing you good luck with your game tonight."
After that stressful talk with Lori, I could have used some kind words, so I excused myself from Charles and walked outside to give Randi a call.
I spoke softly in case anyone came walking up to me. She was in the library working, so she had to whisper herself, which surely made us both appear guilty of some misdeed to anyone witnessing us. Therefore we only spoke briefly, but her voice left me feeling more relaxed and confident. And with Lori looking better, I liked our chances in the game that night.
Our opponent that Friday night was the same prep academy from our conference. That school had won two of the last three state championships in our small-school classification. Yet we had beaten them two out of the three times we'd faced them already this season and knew we could do it again.
Lori played the best she had in several games. She hit jumpers and drove hard to the basket. Carrie continued to play well around the basket and looked a frontrunner to follow Paige as player of the year next season.