As of late, I have been on a path of discovery to knowing myself better, as well as to knowing that which I seek most. I was raised a Christian, with the belief of saving myself primarily for marriage, and to which point, I essentially have. However, I've long since learnt that I have no desire to marry, nor do I have a desire to wait any longer for a reason that I do not fully identify with.
Perhaps due to all of this built-up frustration, my mind has become rather creative in the ways it would like me to see some things. I have found out that not only am I submissive - this was quite a shocker - but I am also filled to the brim with different fantasies that I dearly desire to happen to me. But, since the idea of having sex was still a bit of a stigma, I had nowhere left to turn but inward to my imagination.
One desire of mine is the idea of being fondled in public. I've always taken an interest in the possibility of being pleasured (possibly) by a complete stranger while in the vicinity of other people. The idea turns me on incredibly, and is probably the easiest way to arouse me.
My fantasy goes like this:
My friend and I head out to check out a movie that we've both been dying to watch. He's well-versed in sexual perverseness and I've always been dying for him to work some of that magic on me. I requested that he do it sometime, when I least expect it. That time is during this movie.
We walk in together, get our tickets, maybe a drink and snacks on the side to keep us going, and he makes sure to get us seats right in the center of the movie theater. The room is packed with everyone who was intrigued in this particular showing, and I end up sitting between him and this other man.
Nothing takes place at first. The advertisements display themselves, the lights turn low, and the movie begins. I am completely entranced by what I'm watching, but I still at least notice my date's arm curling around my shoulders, bringing me in closer to his warmth. This contents me, but doesn't take away my attention from the movie as a whole. We sit there like that for perhaps five to ten minutes more before his right slowly comes up and glances past my right breast's nipple.
Now, just so you understand, my nipples are ridiculously sensitive. I could touch them all day and get nothing out of it, but the moment someone else does, it's like an electric shock that abruptly spreads through my body and leaves me unable to react immediately.
I look at him and he puts a finger to his mouth, silently telling me to stay quiet. If I said something, that might get us kicked out, as well as notify anyone around us to the current situation. So, I stay silent because I both want his touch and because I'm somewhat excited because I've never been in this situation before.