I gave up masturbation ( it was hard in the beginning but I thought about the big picture of fucking her and she stroking my dick made me to give up masturbation)
At evenings I massage my dick with garlic oil to extend a few more inch,
being a dark brown south Indian I have a fat dick with roughly 7 inches long, after seeing porn, the black guys in the porn fucking white women making them moan, scream and cry out loud in pain and pleasure by stretching their unexplored white pussy and penetrate their womb makes me horny and makes me insecure about my dick and wanting to get a dick like that, so I researched online and learn "jelqing", it's a massage method to pull the penis with one hand and holding the base, after jelqing I will practice few fucking movements with my hips on a time count, I slowly improving from 2 minutes of continues fucking motion to 5 minutes of fucking motion without stopping, I even practice by holding breath and do the fucking motion and check for time, I barely reached two minutes.
I start loving this lifestyle because it gave me results in weeks of time, at the same time, I built my confidence level to approach her and seduce her.
I start to smile at her, she respond with smile, and chat up with the conversation in English and she responded in a fluent English, that weekend I went my hometown and return back on Monday morning after finishing work, I gave her some sweets which I deliberately bought for her in my hometown, she thanked me with a smile,
Then I made a big step forward by giving friends request on FB and the time I waited for her response was the worst times in my life, fortunately it took a day for the response, she accepted my friend's request and liked few of my photos which gave me a positive vibe and more confidence, three week passed by and my workout regime showed few good signs, I start noticing changes in my body so I start wearing tight half sleeve T-shirts, ( I was told that I should join the military or police for my body before. I have a long hands with tight biceps) so wearing tight half sleeve T-shirts will boost my masculinity, I applied coconut oil for moisturising and have a shiny look. I post some of my pictures on my FB with vest and showing my biceps and chest, I noticed she made a wow emoji for that.
It's really a positive sign, by the time my diet, exercise and massage for the enlargement of my dick showed a good sign too, I put that into work, by not wearing underwear and wear a tight cotton shorts(half trouser) checked my self in the mirror and I can see my outline of my dick and if erect it can be seen by others easily, (got this idea from a YT video, women checking out man's big bulge)
So I roam around with my shorts exposing my bulge underneath my shorts, I checked for reaction and women too checks men's dick area, I noticed many women checking out my bulge, but I really want Mrs Swapna Nemichand to see, after finishing gym all sweaty and I caught her in the lift, she went shopping and returning home, there was another guy from the 3rd floor also standing, she saw me and smiled and I noticed her eyes checking out my outline of my bulgy dick underneath my shorts, she was surprised and took a long breath, I can see her inhaling the air because her boobs growing up with the air she inhaled, I was so happy and it made my dick erect, so I covered it with my gym bag and got into the lift, the lift door closed and I sensed my sweat smell filled the lift and I can't even breathe, I was so embarrassed, after the guy got down on the 3rd floor the fresh air refilled the lift and I was relaxed, but soon my sweat smell start to dominate, I greeted her asked about any special offer in the supermarket, she turned back and responded at the same time she looked my bulge, but disappointed by seeing my bag covering my erection, while talking she took a long breath again and again I noticed her erected nipples beyond her kurti, I want to tease her a little more so I slowly moved my bag exposing my erected dick covers by my shorts she looked in no matter of time and breathe heavily by responding to my question, it was a tensed situation inside the lift, I really want to kiss her and smooch her boobs but scared, but we reached our floor and we both got out of the lift and went to our flats.
It was the most wonderful day in my life and my dream of fucking her coming closer because it seems that she too want that,
One month gone Good things happened to me one by one, my body start showing results, my dick is growing and stay erect for 30+ minutes, I have not even masturbated for once, I even controlled myself from wet dream ( leaking sperm during sleep) by having a cold shower at night and oil bath twice a week, all the sex boosting food starts showing results and my dried ball sack slowly filling up with thick quantity of healthy sperm.
I continued my lifestyle for the second month and one evening after gym I saw Mr Nemichand packed and boarding a taxi, I talked to him and I was told that he was going up north to his hometown for a business trip for 3 days, I was so happy inside but didn't showed my facial expressions, we sent him off and I walked with her to the lift and the same thing happened she look down for my bulge and talked with me, my sweat smell is spreading and we were the first one to board the lift, and suddenly many persons boarded the lift, it's capacity is maximum 8 persons, I went back corner and leaned to the lift mirror wall, she stand next to me and it was congested so I turned facing towards her and she is noticing my bulged dick under my shorts, she moved her body bit closer to mine and hit my chest with her boobs and it was so soft and pointy with the nipples, I got the full erection and my body become hot and start to sweat, we both start to breath heavily, I thought it was an accident, but she suddenly turned her back towards me, after 3rd floor few people got out and few people entered the lift.
I took advantage of this situation and covered my left side with my gym bag and pushed my erect dick against her soft butt, I felt a sudden shivering in her body, I realised that she must have felt the head of my erected dick against her butt and she shivered or excited, all of the surprise she didn't move forward even though she could but she leaned back and grinding her curvy butt against my erected dick, I was in shock now and got mixed feelings, my body got shivered, but I overcome my fear and push harder between her body ( planting my erect dick inside her) I can sense her heavy breathing, I blow my hot air around her neck and slowly caressed her butt, hip and boobs for few seconds and I can feel her hands doing the same thing to my dick, it was for few seconds I was in heaven. Lift stopped at our floor and we smiled at each other and existed the lift and went to our flat.
- to be continued...