I really must put a stop to this. He's married, we come from the same village so we are both well known by more or less the same people. One day we shall be seen together and the news of our affair will spread like wildfire!
But this is not the first time I have set my mind to ending this whole mess. Every time I make up my mind firmly I come back to wanting him with my whole being; it even seems my toes desire him as much as my pussy does.
Last evening Charles came in as usual after dark. As soon as he pulled me to himself, I melted into him, feeling so at peace, every thought of pushing him out completely silenced. He looked deep into my eyes and I completely dissolved. I wanted him there and then. I was hungry, not having eaten the dinner I had prepared, waiting for him to arrive. He always makes me feel that my cooking is the best in the whole world. So I pull out all stops to prepare a meal for him.
As we sat down he looked at me as if he would eat me instead of the pilau rice with beef on the table. We ate quickly and economically. Then he pulled me to my feet. He was hungry in another sense, too.
I appealed to him, "Sweetheart, wont you let me clear the dishes?"
"Let the cockroaches feast tonight. Doesn't the Good Book say that they need no granaries? Where do you think they find their food?"