I'd like to take a minute to thank you for the wonderful feedback that I've received from the first chapter of my story. I know it's been quite some time, and I did have intention of writing chapter two sooner, life gets in the way of all good intent. I hope you enjoy this as I much as I have loved going back in time to recall my experience with the man who changed my life.
At the outset, I was anxious and very innocent in the understanding of just what constitutes a sexual relationship between a man and a woman. My thoughts were dramatically altered when my old man and I spent the initial afternoon in the park. The next day, all my thoughts were solely about my new acquaintance. On the walk back to my home, with this old man at my side, my mind so confused and excited, one thought was evident, I wasn't quite sure what to do about Sam. I decided to put him in my parents' house, and I gave him a big bowl of water and filled his food bowl. We often left him alone for a few days as he had a doggie door that let him go in and out feely, with music playing to keep him company, his favorite toys surrounding him and a few extra treats I turned to go. As I was leaving I looked at him and thought, "The next time I see you I will be a different person, I wonder if you'll know?"
You already know how we met, my dirty old man and I, looking back I can smile in recalling just how gentle he was. The walk back to my home was both thrilling and frightening. Feeling a man touch me where I had only touched myself, allowing myself to be seen naked, learning the many ways one can receive pleasure were exhilarating and we had only just begun.
Waking up, feeling him next to me, touching me, hearing him whispering in my ear seemed as though I was part of a dream. "You have made this old man very happy, you like the way I touch you, you like very much my tongue, I know that's true because your sweet pussy got so wet for me. See, your tits are like a woman now, big nipples, you like Tony sucking on them, you like it very hard, good I like it hard too."
It wasn't a dream after all. "There's something else I know, no man has been inside you, and you're a fresh girl, not broken."
I wasn't sure what he was talking about; should I ask him what he meant.
"I'm not sure what you're talking about, what do mean not broken?"
"You're an innocent girl, no man has ever had you, made love to you, put his manhood inside your pussy."
Did he mean that I haven't had sexual intercourse yet?
"No, I've never let a boy touch me; no one has ever touched me like you did. I've never even let a boy kiss me the way you do. You are the only person who has ever felt between my legs, touched my breasts, and looked at me naked or anything else."
This was a very uncomfortable conversation. "Yes, I know you are telling Tony the truth. Do you know what the "Bride's Veil" is?"
I was completely confused; nothing he was saying was making any sense to me.
"Inside the girl is a secret, only the mother tells the daughter about it, the night of the wedding. When the girl is alone with the husband and he takes her for the first time he breaks the Bride's Veil and he knows she is fresh and no man has ever had her before him. The young girl saves this secret for the man she loves and gives it only to him. This secret lets the man know he has a good girl, a pure girl. Many men want this secret and they take from the girl and leave her spoiled."
It was now completely clear, yes, I was a virgin. I have never had sex before, I was a good girl. How could I be a good girl and be laying here uncovered, next to an old man I met on a park bench, the same old man who saw me naked and did things to me I never knew a man could do to a woman. I wasn't totally naΓ―ve I knew the basics of sex and I grew up just like any other girl being told that I shouldn't let boys touch my breasts, and definitely nothing under my panties. I was never told how good it feels to have a man feel you, kiss you, feel your nipples, suck them and put his fingers between your legs. No one told me how good it feels to have a tongue licking your pussy and sucking on your clitoris until you cum. "I knew you were special the first time I saw you in the park. When you talked with me on the bench, and I touched you, it made you afraid, but you liked it and that was good for me. Now, you like how I do things to you and you want more. I want to be a good man with you, I don't want to have you and give you away to another man, and I want you to stay with me. I am a lucky man I have everything that I need for a good life, but, I'm a lonely man, I have no one to love. The young man won't treat you like a princess; he'll take you and leave you spoiled."
I wasn't sure what he was talking about, I think he wanted me to be his girlfriend, was he crazy, I'm nineteen, he's almost fifty years older than me, like my grandfather. What would I say to my parents; they would kill me, lock me up and throw away the key. Why was I even listening to this old man, still, I like him, he makes me feel so good. Would he really make me a princess?
"Bella, that means beauty, you are my Bella, listen to me. You told me you are alone for the weekend, Papa and Mama is away. I'm going to call my driver, Pietro to come pick us up and I take you to my house. Bella, you don't have to be troubled, I will do nothing to hurt you. I want you to know where my house is and show you how I live. If you want to call someone and tell them that you are going to visit then that's good, I will write my phone and address, right now. I want you to be trustful to me; I want you to not be afraid. If you don't like me then you can tell me "No Tony" I don't want this and I go away."
I wasn't afraid, this man didn't scare me, and I suddenly became fearful that he would go away and I would never see him again, I didn't want that at all. The choice was mine and I had already decided.
This is so crazy, how can I go to your house, I don't even know you. I wanted to know him, all about him. I liked the way he looked at me, talked to me and wanted to be with me. If I told anyone what I was thinking of doing they would think I was certifiable, and they would be right. I'm an intelligent girl, how could I even think of doing something so stupid. I was naked, in my bed, with a dirty old man I picked up and brought home. In less than twenty four hours he wanted to take me to his house and I think he wanted me to be his girlfriend.
"Tony, you don't frighten me at all, I like the way you touch me, the things you did to me. My mother and father would never agree to me being with such an old man, they would forbid it and I would have to listen to them, so we can't tell them, or anyone, not now. I think you want me to be like a girlfriend to you is that what you want?"
"I want you to come to my house, see how I would take care of you and then you decide."
If I didn't go with him he might not come back. No, I wanted to go. It was okay to feel afraid, should I let that stand in my way?
"Okay, I'll go to your house if that's what you want."
Did I just agree to get in a car with a perfect stranger, a dirty old man and go to his house which was God knows where without telling anyone? Not only did I hear myself agree, I'm excited and can't wait to get there. Yes, this is definitely the way an intelligent good girl thinks. I like him, he doesn't scare me, my body has never felt like this before, looking at his eyes I wanted him to touch me now, again.