(Names and occasionally some details have been changed in this story.)
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I knew it all along that I had an attraction to older women. First it was my ninth grade world history teacher, Mrs. Patterson, whose usual attire included a striped blouse that barely contained her D cup breasts, and who would tell us the lurid sexual secrets of Europe's most famous despots. She had fire engine red lip gloss and wore tons of makeup to conceal her age, but I believe she was about fifty at the time. I am sure she noticed my eyes playing over her chest during every class, and raised my final grade out of compassion for yet another victim of teenage hormones (and problems with attention span). Then it was my calculus teacher, Miss Rose Dewitt, a true blonde with a classic hourglass figure who was just approaching thirty.
Of course my favorite was a teacher who didn't even teach a single class I was in - Miss Dupree. Rumors tended to circle about her possible lesbianism, although in the same breath the students would say that several guys in her class had been treated to some personal extracurricular activities. Of all the teachers at my school she was hit on the most, and she seemed to quietly embrace her reputation. After high school I met her in a store and struck up a conversation that turned a little flirty. Unfortunately, when I mentioned the job I had taken over the summer, she became confused by my pronunciation of the word "cement" - and my attempt to clarify myself, by saying, "you know, like a sack of cement?" only made her think I was being perverted. Either she came from another part of the country, or perhaps, she just had a really dirty mind!
College brought a torrent of young ladies wearing skimpy summer outfits, but I still remember being attracted to a couple of my professors, and even to an ex-girlfriend's mom - who I thought was even more attractive than her offspring. The girl I dated after her, though, was like a dream come true for me. She was a Japanese national and naughty as a 21 year old virgin could ever be. We told each other all of our fantasies. One that I told her about was of a woman who was older or who had some authority, like a teacher. So she got a nice outfit and pretended to be my ninth grade history teacher, occasionally undressing when I answered a question right and smacking me with a ruler when I didn't. She really seemed to enjoy that part. As tiny as she was she was quite dominant.
Losing my virginity with her the same night, however, was not enjoyable. Not only did it hurt her a lot, but she felt so insecure that after a couple of minutes she told me to stop - and I did, immediately, but not without asking her what went wrong. She turned away and wouldn't look at me or even talk to me. I felt horrible, and even now, knowing that it wasn't my fault (she was worried I was imagining she was one of my exes) it still bothers me to think about that night. To this day, I have not dated another virgin.
When I looked for jobs after graduating, I discovered the reason why people always ask liberal arts majors what they plan to do with their lives. It took me a full three months to find a job in customer service. I was placed in an office with three older women, but the one I was attracted to the most was Liz, a 44 year old grandmother of three. I knew - thought - nothing would ever happen between her and myself because her chain smoking was a major turn off to me, but that did not stop me from crushing on her. Over time that became more apparent and we would occasionally cross lines.
Liz admitted to me that she had dated younger men, for one. I would walk over to her side of the office and gently massage her temples and neck while brushing my hand over her shoulder length blond hair. Sometimes I would make it a point to think sexy thoughts right before I came into the office from some errand - to get myself semi-hard in front of her so she could play her eyes over my bulge. I stared at her juicy red lips, imagining what it would be like to french kiss her. She would tease me with playful banter and tested my knowledge of French by asking me to sleep with her. Of course, I said yes. I was always thinking of the next clever way to get her to bend over and reveal her lower back tattoo. I'm sure she did so quite willingly.
When the management hired a new employee, a girl a year younger than me called Ashleigh, my flirting with Liz suddenly became the topic of office gossip. Suddenly two other older women seemed fixated on me - and Pam, in her mid-50s, even gave me her telephone number. Ashleigh was exceedingly jealous of the fact that I had so many admirers, even though she claimed that she wasn't interested in me. The sexual tension was palpable, and the only way I could safely get it off my chest in words was during my daily lunches with the technicians, who were all men, and who seemed quite understanding of my predicament. After a few months of this, the economy tanked, and I was let go. Liz suggested we should go get coffee together, but I turned her down, because at the time I was living with my parents, who would not approve.
When I finally moved out, I had freedom for the first time. Within three days of the beginning of my first semester at my new college, I had a 19-year-old girl from India naked in my bed. She had a perfect swimmer's body with nice, firm C-cup breasts and even sported some feminine abs. Her pussy was too irresistible not to lick (for hours at a time), but I noticed after several weeks that I was pleasing her with nothing in return. Disappointed, I broke things off with her. My sexual frustration had reached new heights, and was only cured when a nice married women and I began a series of chats leading up to a friends with benefits relationship. She was my age; her dilemma was that her husband was sexually attracted only to men. She too had been dealing with frustration.
When I showed her my cock she responded immediately that she wanted to suck it and told me it was one of the largest she had ever seen. She confirmed this when she settled herself over me and guided me into her smooth pussy. After a few ups and downs she threw her hips into a quick, rhythmic rocking motion that seemed impossible given her size. She was a big girl but she could really move her body! My first enjoyable intercourse was more or less the result of a forced, but exceedingly powerful orgasm. When she finally found a permanent boyfriend, I was left wishing I had snagged her while I had the chance.