A quick scene which I now plan to add to and then publish [paid, elsewhere]. I thought I'd put it up on Lit as an offering for readers. Take it as you find it. There will be typos and errors because this is just off the keyboard. I'm going to alter it to the third-person, change a name, and put some more filth into it. Anyway, it is what it is. I hope you enjoy it.
I've disabled votes but left comments open on this. I'd be interested in feedback -- as long as it's beyond the mindless, trolling, "You suck," variety. I'll just delete any of that bullshit as it pops up. So, if you want to waste your time...
The names are made-up, but Sessay [Annette's surname] is a small village in North Yorkshire. I have no real idea why I used it in this context. *shrug*
Anyway, so, here it is.
GA -- Cambridgeshire, UK -- 3rd October 21
"Stay. Keep me company. I'd like that," she said.
I couldn't make up my mind. I wanted to stay because I liked looking at her while her elegant maturity intimidated me into a shuffling buffoon with no conversational skills.
"I'm on my own," Mrs Sessay added as she stepped back a pace.
She gestured with the sweep of one hand, inviting me in with a smile.
I felt the trembling start in my legs as sexual attraction flared within.
"A few minutes," she said, one eyebrow an arch of inquiry. "Cup of tea, or there's beer...?"
The rush of desire for Mrs Sessay's body set my hands shaking as well, the wobble there in my voice when I made an excuse.
"Oh, Jordan, you're blushing," Mrs Sessay said.
The heat burned in my cheeks while chagrin squeezed my guts. It was as much humiliation as I could take.
"I can't," I said, turning to leave. "Sorry."
I was on the bottom step when she called out.
"Could you just do me a favour before you rush off?"
I paused and looked back. Mrs Sessay was standing at the front door. She was wearing tight, faded jeans, one fist on her hip, head canted towards one shoulder, chestnut-brown hair in a ponytail. I liked looking at Mrs Sessay's hair, the fantasy sometimes playing in my head where I had my fingers in there, savouring the full, thick texture as I dared to kiss her mouth. Her lips were another focus for my attention because, while Mrs Sessay's hair had a heavy, rosy tint, her lipstick preference was all about fire-engine red. She was striking to look at: tall in high heels, feminine shape obvious in those jeans and snug, white tee-shirt, modest, pudding-sized boobs pointing at me.
Longing was a visceral squeeze as I looked at her, cock twitching with interest as I took in the whole wonderful image of a very desirable woman. It was more than her looks. Mrs Sessay had a certain demeanour, an attitude of constant wry amusement. There was something feline in it. Cruelty for the fun of it. Like she enjoyed teasing. Like there was pleasure in my discomfort.
"You're a big, strong chap," Mrs Sessay said through a smirk. "Could you just help me with a box from the attic?"
Which is how I came to be on the third floor landing with Mrs Sessay a few moments later, head full of confusion because she was standing so close I could feel the pressure of her hip against mine.
"It's lucky for me you rang the bell," Mrs Sessay said as she looked up to the attic trapdoor.
She set her attention on me, the burning in my cheeks glowing hotter because I knew she'd just caught me gawking at where the tee-shirt was pulled tight over her breasts.
"I couldn't possibly get up the ladder in these shoes," she went on. "And there's probably spiders up there."
Then Mrs Sessay frowned and set her fists on her hips.
"All right, Jordan, listen," she started.
The look she gave me sent a leaden sinker of worry plummeting into the pit of my stomach. It felt like a heavy drag deep in my guts, the same feeling I'd experienced when I was in trouble for something.
"I know I'm Terry's mum," Mrs Sessay said as I swallowed on the rising anxiety. "But, well, it's not so awful if you've been... well, attracted to me I suppose I'm trying to say."
Mrs Sessay sighed, tutted, and rolled her eyes as I started to babble.
"Jordan, no," she said, cutting me off with one raised palm. "You don't have to apologise."
"But--" I said before Mrs Sessay snapped at me.
"Just listen," she said, stern and insistent. "Good," she added when I mumbled I was sorry. "You're always so shy around me," Mrs Sessay continued. "Stammering, blushing..."
"I... I know. I can't help it," I said.
She put a hand on my shoulder and moved directly in front of me.
"I understand, Jordan," Mrs Sessay said, gentle and through a soft smile. "But I'm trying to clear the air. I'm just saying you don't have to be shy or awkward if it's just the two of us. I've got an idea about what it is that bothers you. I mean, I'm not so cocky or arrogant to assume..."
Mrs Sessay paused, eyes wide as she studied my face, flawless brow corrugated by a frown.
Then, after a sigh, Mrs Sessay said: "Listen, Jordan, am I right in thinking you might, well, fancy me a little bit?"
I couldn't drag my eyes from hers. Mrs Sessay was looking at me with such intensity her gaze held me trapped.
"It's all right," she murmured after I nodded. "You don't have to feel bad about it."
"You're Terry's mum," I blurted.
"And you feel guilty for that?"
I managed to break the intense hold Mrs Sessay had on me with her eyes.
"Well, yeah," I said with a half-shrug.
I heard her sigh, the fingers on my shoulder squeezing a little.
"That's entirely understandable," Mrs Sessay said. "It's actually commendable if you ask me. Shows integrity, Jordan."
I looked at my training shoes as I shrugged again.
"You're a nice boy," Mrs Sessay murmured. "Very likeable. You're not gobby and full of old bollocks like some of Terry's mates."
She was looking at me through a smile when I set my attention back to her face.
"I thought Terry was home," I said.
Mrs Sessay frowned again.
"Why would you say that?"
I shook my head.
"Uh, so you know I didn't just come round. You know, to sort of catch you on your own and that. Terry said to be here at three. I don't know what's happened."
"I didn't think you came round to catch me on my own. I didn't think anything, Jordan."
"Sorry," I said.
"Look, how about we just pop into the bedroom...?"
Mrs Sessay took her hand off my shoulder and pointed towards the door at the end of the short hallway.
"We can sit down and be comfy. We could talk. Sort all of it out."
I glanced to the attic trapdoor above.
"What about that box?"
Mrs Sessay crinkled her nose at me.
"Oh, don't worry about that. It's not urgent. I think it's more important you and I get ourselves straight."
"Mrs Sessay--" I said before she cut me off again.
"Annette," she told me through another smile. "You're grown up now, Jordan. You can call me by name."
It felt uncomfortable to call her Annette. Too familiar. It wasn't the way I'd been raised, calling her Annette seemed a bit weird.
"Nonsense," she said when I blurted I thought it was time for me to leave.
Annette Sessay gave me a look, head tilted towards one shoulder, lips a moue of disapproval to match her expression.
"Just come and sit down," she said as she moved away. "Come along, Jordan," she added.
Conditioned by upbringing to respect an authority figure, the stern tone in Annette's command took me in her wake, the bed dipping beneath our combined weight when we sat on its foot.
"So, you and Terry have been friends for..."
Annette paused, eyes towards the ceiling as she calculated how many years had passed since she and her husband had moved into the three-storey townhouse. The husband was gone. Annette was divorced, had been for at least ten years if my own recollections were correct. There's four months between Terry and me. He has a sister, Marina, two years older than us. Marina was in her final year at uni in Manchester, a very pretty twenty-three-year-old I'd tugged my dick to hundreds of times. Marina was the first girl I'd ever fingered, in fact.
"God, it must be nineteen years," Annette said on a gasp. "Bloody hell, where's the time gone?"
It must have been a rhetorical question because Annette chuckled and shrugged.
Then she asked: "I suppose he's your best friend?"
I nodded but didn't say anything.
"Which is why you feel guilty? You know, for sort of fancying me?"
Annette said it with mischief sparkling behind her eyes. I got the sense she was teasing me, having a little fun at my expense as I squirmed and felt the fucking fire burn in my cheeks again.
"It's all right to fancy me, Jordan," she said as she put one hand on my leg. "I'm forty-nine now. Being fanciable is something I'll take as a compliment."
With the embarrassment on me, and disconcerted by Annette's hand on my thigh, I looked at her and asked: "Can I just go now?"
Annette held my attention with her green-eyed, hypnotic gaze.
"Mm, I'd like you to stay," she murmured.
Tension wound tight inside me as my scalp prickled, an odd sense she was going to kiss me a slithering notion at the back of my mind.