I looked at the Caller ID and saw that it was Mrs. Sherbitz. Smiling, I picked up the receiver. "Thomas? Did I wake you?"
"No Mrs. Sherbitz! In fact, I was just lying here thinking about you?"
She didn't say anything at first. Then she let her words come out in one big rush. "Thomas! I don't know what came over me! It's been so long since any man has paid any attention to me. And when you brought me flowers and kissed me, it was like I was young again! You must think that I'm some kind of wanton woman to have acted like I did! I'm so ashamed! What must you think of me?"
I listened to the anguish in her voice. "Whoa! Slow down Mrs. Sherbitz! First! I don't think that you are some kind of wanton woman. In fact, I think that you are one hell of a lovely woman! And you didn't act in any way different that I did!
I have a little confession to make Mrs. Sherbitz. I have always thought that you were sexy. Hell! As a kid, I used to peek thru your window! I even once saw you with just your panty and bra on. Mrs. Sherbitz, when I kissed you, it was wonderful. And yes, I didn't want to stop.
I know that it's been awhile since you have been with anyone. I can only guess what kinds of feelings are starting to awaken inside you. But I wanted you to be sure that what we do is what you really want."
Mrs. Sherbitz didn't say anything at first. Then she began to speak. "First! Please stop calling me Mrs. Sherbitz? You make me feel so much older when you do that. Please call me Martha? Thomas! From that time you said that you might get lucky, I have been thinking about you. And I admit, sometimes my thoughts make me blush.
When I kissed you at the sink, and you didn't pull away, my mind was in a swirl. That night after you left, I thought about what it would be like to really kiss you! And I started thinking about things that I haven't thought about in years.
When Harold died, I tried to get on with my life. But the few men that I went out with were only interested in how much money he had left me. So I stopped dating. I stopped thinking about sex. I was never one of those women who would touch themselves so I just stopped thinking about it.
Thomas! You made me start thinking about it again. I feel so ashamed telling you this, but the other night, I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about the kiss I gave you. In my mind, I gave you a different kind of kiss. And things went even further.
Thomas! I couldn't help myself! Before I knew what I was doing, my hands were rubbing all over my body. I was imagining that it was your hands doing that to me. Thomas! Oh Thomas! I felt so alive! I wanted to seduce you! I wanted to make you want me the way I was beginning to want you.
When we were on the sofa and you were kissing me and licking my neck and ear, I felt so sexy. I felt like I WAS a desirable woman! I could feel your fingers stroking my back, toying with my bra strap thru my dress. You have no idea what you were doing to me.
When you touched my breast and started to play with my nipple, I could barely restrain myself! You had me so wet. Then I felt you! Thomas! You're cock is so big! My mind cried out for it! All I could think of was what it would feel like inside me.
Thomas! When you touched my leg, and I stiffened, it wasn't because I wanted you to stop! My goodness! I wanted you to ravage me right there on the couch. It was embarrassment! I had become so wet! I was so afraid that you would think wrongly of me! That you would see me as some silly old white woman that couldn't control her feelings. Even now, I'm lying in my bed without a stitch of clothes on and I'm soaked! And all I can think about is what I felt when my hand was in your lap."
This time, it was I who waited a few moments before I answered. "Martha! I have always been attracted to older women. They are so much sexier and physically attractive to me! They don't play games like the younger women do. And I have always been attracted to you.
When I was younger, I used to fantasize about you! Yours was the face that gave me many a pleasant orgasm as I grew up. I would lie in my bed, and imagine what you looked like naked. I would fantasize making love to you! Touching you! Pleasing and being pleased by you!
I call you Mrs. Sherbitz because it adds to my fantasy! I like the idea that you are so much older than I am. And I love it that you are feeling about me the way that I feel about you. Do you want to know a secret?" I stopped and let the silence between us grow.
I heard her breathing. It was ragged and faster than normal! I knew that she was growing excited. "Yes Thomas? Please tell me?"