Mrs Ronson was quite a liberating adventure. My experience and opportunities with girls of my age had been quite limited and were, mostly, not very satisfying. This was, no doubt, due to inexperience on my part and possibly with the girls that I would socially meet. Getting any sort of relationship going could be difficult, time consuming and expensive, both financially and emotionally. And it was so darn complicated sometimes working out what they wanted.
Mrs Ronson, on the other hand, was very simple to understand to my young teenage mind. She actually liked sucking cock and was very grateful to be getting fucked by a horny nineteen-year-old boy with a stiff young dick and plenty of stamina. The relationship was, at least for me, predominantly sexual.
When I was fucking Mrs Ronson or having her suck me off, I didnt really think about the future because this was not part of a romance, this was not going to lead into marriage and having kids or meeting her parents and getting along with them. It was just about fucking the old tart and giving her my spunk.
Well, that wasn't quite the way that I thought about it, but you probably know what I mean.
I also got a tremendous kick out of fucking a little old lady and did so very energetically. I had very little thought about whether I should be ramming my cock quite so hard into her old granny cunt. Although, by the time I had got around to fucking her, she was usually hot, wet and ready for it.
If it had been a girl of my age, I am sure that I would have been far more considerate and self-conscious. They would probably have thought me a wimp for not being more forceful, more confident, but I really did not know how to be.
As it was, I seemed to be using Mrs Ronson for my own selfish pleasures, but I also thought that she was using me for hers. A lot of the confidence that I thought I had in the relationship, she was pushing upon me.
In terms of Mrs Ronson responding to my young and enthusiastic pounding of her old cunt, I could feel the muscle of her vagina tightly gripping my young man's cock at deepest penetration, relaxing, and then gripping again as I ttied to pull out from her. My thrusts were usually acknowledged by guttural grunts and moans and I was rewarded more verbally when pulling back.
As I pulled away from her cunt's muscular grip she would say things like 'You're a good boy, Danny!' or 'You're a bad boy, Danny' with equal regularity and sincerity
When I pumped my spunk deep up inside her, when I felt it really splurge out of my cock, she would often use her hands on my buttocks to pull me deeper into herself and hold me there. She would often moan something like, 'Oh Danny, dear!' or 'You nasty nasty boy!' Both of these excited me and she would often draw out the last word finishing with a sound similar to a moan.
Although I found her description of Father James behaviour difficult to believe, I could easily believe her encouragement of the naughty priest and her enjoyment of his lusty perversions. I was thinking of this as I rammed my cock, quite aggressively, into Mrs Ronson.
"You're such a bad bad boy, Danny!"
"You filthy old slut, Mrs Ronson!"
I was giving it to her increasingly hard, thrusting into her and then pulling out again as the muscles of her cunt gripped and tried to pull me even deeper inside.
It was not something that I was going to be able to keep up for long and I soon made a final deep penetration into her fuckhole and felt the release of my semen into my filthy old grannyslut.
"Oh, Danny, you nasty nasty boy," I felt her cunt trying to milk me for more sperm and I felt my deeply embedded cockhead feeding more of my jizz inside her.
Satisfied, at least for the moment, I let my cock slip out of her as it softened.
"Ooh, thank you, Danny, that was good!"
We lay there for a while and I rudely stuck a finger up inside her to feel the warm sticky mess that I had made in there. She allowed her fingers to explore the slippery wetness of the juices that covered my cock. That felt nice.
'You nasty boy!"
"So, Mrs Ronson, tell me more about Father James. Did he make you suck his cock?"
"Oh, No, Danny dear, Father James wasn't like that. I offered, of course, because you know how much I like to suck dick and I really really wanted to suck his but he said 'No', that it wasn't right."
"So, it's ok for a priest to fuck a married woman, but not ok to have her suck his cock?"
"Yes, that's right, Danny dear. Apparently, when acting as a representative of The Lord, although it was permissible to come inside a woman's vagina, that was the only place where a holy man should ever deposit his seed.
"In fact, according to the word of God (whatever that might mean, Danny dear), that was the only place where a man, any man, should be putting it. Father James spoke to me very clearly on this subject.
"A man's sperm is given by God for the purpose of creating life and to send it where life cannot be created is a sin against God and God's design.
"Masturbation is similarly a sin against God for the same reason and, needless to say, spurting semen up the asshole of either a man or a woman, also.
"Fortunately, Danny dear, for Father James there seemed to be a sufficiency of married, divorced ot widowed women parishioners who would appreciate the special services that he offered and could provide a suitable repository for his holy seed.
"Although, I have to say that many of those women were not so young and the chances of pregnancies were low, even without precautions. In my case, although I should have been young enough, I think something went wrong following the birth of Ruth. I didn't believe that I would have another child, but I never shared that with anyone else. If that was indeed the case, then I was happy enough with that.
"How many others were there, Mrs Ronson?"
"I really don't know, Danny dear, but I know that I was getting the attention of the 'instrument of God' about once every two weeks, and I do know that there were most definitely others from knowing looks and things said at social events.
"I remember a conversation with a woman in which I referred to Father James as 'a good man'. 'Yes,' she said, 'A good man, not a very good priest, but a Good Man', emphasizing the 'Good Man' and she winked at me. 'She knows', I thought, 'and he's had her too. He is probably still having her regularly.' I became aware that I was a member of a very secret club, the members of which likely did not know each other but only suspected who the others might be.
"How many of those women really thought that he was a genuine 'instrument of God' or were just using his priestly perversions for their own needs, I don't know, but I doubt that many were fooled.
"I did sometimes think that Father James might have been genuinely fooling himself though and might believe that he was truly doing God's work by giving these needy women his attention. I never really figured him out but in some strange way he did seem to be satisfying the spiritual needs of those women."